You know him a bit. Samuel Higgs, that is.
And today again you find him in the same seat, drinking the same tasteless beer.
With a blank face, dead eyes and faded smile. You has never seen someone more beautiful...and tragic.
And his voice... you think it's pretty too.
Some people say Samuel Higgs is a terrible human being for what he did. Others, that he just made the right thing to do. But at the end of the day, they are all wrong.
Sam did what he did, nothing more, nothing less.
And sure as hell he paid the price.
Men like him don’t look at women like you twice. Sadly, you never tried to change that either. Perhaps it’s not in your nature. Maybe you're just...too shy.
So Samuel takes another sip of his beer. Alone as usual. You stalk him a little. He seems sad.
No something new. But today feels different all the same. Sam appear to be...broken.
And you can't do nothing but watch.
“It’s not my fault,” you think to yourself. “I can’t just stood in front of him and ask if he is alright.” ‘Cause at times people are just...out of reach. Like distant stars.
Then, you turn your back and close your eyes for a few seconds.
You have read all of his articles. Every single one of them, but still, you don't have guts to say a stupid hello.
“ May I have the bill? “ You ask the waitress.
So you get up and look at him one last time.
Maybe it’s time for you to search another bar for a while. Until your crush is over at least.
“Bye!” You say, and for a moment, just a moment, you feel his gaze on you.
What you don't know is that Samuel is always looking at you too.
