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@twindcrk​​​ asked: 🍫 (chuuya @ aku ) meme: it's pocky day! send my muse a 🍫 to share a box with them. status: accepting !

ryunosuke had known what the day was and in fact he had his own box tucked away in his pocket in order to leave in chuuya’s office before he took off for his mission. he’d gotten strawberry, a flavor he knew chuuya favored above most.

so when he enters chuuya office and is offered his own box there is a slight raise of his brow.

@twindcrk​​​ asked: 🍫 (chuuya @ kaji ) meme: it's pocky day! send my muse a 🍫 to share a box with them. status: accepting !

❝ pocky? ❞ the package confuses him at first, these weren’t among their normal gathering of snacks they tending to eat together. ❝ we never get pocky? is there a special occasion? ❞ he hummed, still pulling out a stick.

museruled / @twindcrk​​ said:

“ you can’t dictate what’s best for someone else. ” (from ghost/hallucination dazai for angst uwu)

❝  of course i can. ❞

there’s a scoff, smirk present as he continues to get ready for the newest arrivals. dazai, while as annoying as he remembers, has yet to break him. yet, obscured from his own awareness,  the god’s mental state is worsening with each day of his former partner’s presence. chuuya convinces himself that it’s the drugs.. ghost didn’t exist and to assume that he wanted this was  ... imposturous. accident or not, he was glad dazai was dead. he held no guilt for the deed done. a god need not apologize to the likes of men.

❝ you should hear how they beg.  they’d kiss fuckin’ ground if i asked ‘em too. they need this. need me. only with chaos can this world be right again. ❞

how long can this power trip last for. how long can he continue to trick himself into thinking this is a fate that he wanted.

❝ besides.❞ in the mirror, he finally takes his eyes off of himself to look at the figure behind him. ❝ you seemed to have no problem doing the same.  ❞