ND culture is wtf do u mean by saying it's not spidey sense but paranoia & trauma
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ND culture is wtf do u mean by saying it's not spidey sense but paranoia & trauma
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i think tommyinnit and mumbo make such a great pair is that 1) tommyinnit is used to annoying the shit out of people but in an endearing way and 2) mumbo constantly sounds like anxiety ridden polite man who is the embodiment of "this is fine" and always is like "oh shit this is what we're doing now? okay" vibes . theyre like foils to each other . its awesome
Depression culture is screaming "FUCK" into my pillow at 3 AM
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Eros' aim.
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đ¨ content + warnings: 16+, including: nothing too dark, really, just a bit of tension between the reader and rindĹ and sanzu and the reader, plus some swearing.
đ¨ pairings: eros!haitani rindĹx nymph!f!reader x apollo!sanzu haruchiyo.
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a/n:Â WELL. im back! *confetti pops out*. i mean, kinda hehe, apologies im absolutely swamped with school and my degrading mental health :). n e way, this is LONG, because iâve missed writing a lot <3Â wrote this for @sykuui, this is long overdue babe tw:Â verbal and (probably) physical abuse, kuroo just being a gigantic dick, dont come after me pls ily, cheating, swearing word count: 2K (word vomit ;-;) pairing: kuroo x gn!reader genre: angst (if itâs not very good, pls forgiveness, internet person)
What keeps you up at night?
Gentle snores, his soft hair brushing your arm, muffled breaths reminding you that the world knew not of the Kuroo that slept by you at night, unburdened by the worldly dilemmas. For just a few hours every night, he was yours, through and through, in your arms while the clouds drifted across the jet black sky with no destination, and the moment seemed to freeze.
Love, love for Tetsuro, is what kept you up, and it would never have once crossed your naĂŻve mind that love is what would break you, keeping you up, not for the love you felt, but the love that was torn from you.
Simple signs would not tell you what happened, it came crashing down on you all too quick, for he was proficient at hiding it, behind his caring smiles and affectionate touches. His love wasnât as pure as yours, he did not yearn for you as you did for him, and it showed, eventually enough. The cracks in the relationship built up gradually, slowly but prominently, too wide for either to bandage up alone, and that is how you found yourselves; alone.
He did try to provide for the both of you as best he could, being the sole income earner, and it didnât always end well when you expressed that maybe he was too occupied by his office for your liking, unable to care for you as he once did throughout high school, when he was attentive to you no matter when you beckoned.
âTetsuro, welcome home!â Youâve had a long day and not nearly enough time with your husband, deprived of his peppering kisses and gentle strokes of your hair. You get neither, receiving just a simple grunt, and it is clear he has had a grueling time as well. âDinner is ready when you want it.â He nods slightly, not making eye contact with you yet, his hair appearing even less groomed than usual. You stand on your tip toes to kiss his forehead, but he shoves you away, harder than playful, glaring at you.
Maybe itâs just weariness, but he makes no attempt to apologize. You blink back the sting of tears, walking towards the kitchen to serve the food that you had learnt to make for him. Heâs just tired. Iâm sure he didnât mean to push me away. That was the first tear, in the loosely woven fabric that was your relationship, that began as high school sweethearts but was now, you realized only later, becoming too stifling for Tetsuro.
The steam rose of the bowl of rice and curry, curling around your jawline as you carried it to the tall figure seated at the table, with his head in his palms. âDo you want to talk now, baby?â Your question is only answered with another sound of fatigue. You seat yourself beside him, curling your arms around his bicep, watching him lift the spoon to his mouth, trying to make him comfortable. You wanted to show him that youâd be there when he wanted to share his exhaustion with you, never occurring to you that maybe, it was exhaustion of you that plagued Tetsuroâs mind.
âY/n, can you please be quiet for once?â It was barely a whisper; you werenât sure if you heard him right.
âHuh?â
âJust shut up for once, god.â The tears stung again. What was with him today? He seemed genuinely mad, but you didnât know what you had done to make him behave like this.
Little did you know, it wasnât actually you, but the idea of you. Kuroo had grown to be frustrated with his daily routine, tired that every day was the same, that his life had lost that spark it had when he peaked in high school, your presence monotonous and the marriage empty. He didnât want it.
âTetsuro, why would you-?â His hand swiped out, knocking the bowl off the table, a gasp erupting from your mouth. In that moment, all you can think about is to get as far away from him as possible. There is an uncharacteristic bitterness in his eyes, directed towards you as you lie in his line of vision. You flinch as he raises his hand to run fingers through his hair. Without a second thought, he spits his frustration out at you.
âY/n, Iâve had a long fucking day, and I donât need you to make it even worse with your constant questioning.â The chair slides back with a scrape, not unlike the scrape of his words against your soul. There is, and always has been, an insecurity bubbling away in you that maybe you arenât good enough for Tetsuro, maybe he deserves better, maybe you are too overwhelming for the calm male that now stands enraged in front of you.
âYou need to learn to shut the fuck up sometimes, because no one wants to listen to your endless whining. I get it, you need constant reassurance that youâre the perfect partner, but I couldnât be fucking bothered. And you sure arenât perfect with how clingy youâre being right now. So shut up, and leave me alone.â
Kuroo knocks over a jug of water on his way out, slamming the door over the sound of it shattering as your sobs rack through your body, dry but hard enough to hurt.
Being furious wasnât a thought that occurred to you, and whether this was his fault made no difference, because it was yourself you blamed when you found him the next day, with his secretary, the bento lunch you had packed him, to resolve the nightâs arguments, spilled over the wooden floor, much like the shattered pieces of your heart.
What broke you, was that there was no chase; Tetsuro didnât come after you, didnât try to convince you to stay, didnât try to explain that this was a mistake, didnât even try to salvage a nine-year long relationship that he tossed out the window of his high-rise office building, not a single second glance back at the spouse that had supported him through his struggles, through thick and through thin, comforting him when things got tough, consoling him as he lost matches, lost money, lost old friends.
Gratitude wasnât something he had ever considered. You were always there after all, there to ensure that he was happy, that he was content with his unchanging life, the responsibility of being his unpredictable little spark of excitement weighing down on you.
You were gone that night, with hurriedly packed bags, worn out spirit and tears streaming down your face, sparkling as they dripping onto the marbled floor, sparkling like the diamond of your wedding ring that you left behind on the counter top, with one last admiring glance. It was worth a lot, but not enough for what you were being put through. And recognition of that fact is what liberated you, to start your own life, without a Kuroo Tetsuro.
What keeps you up at night?
Y/n. Bubbling laughter and affectionate aura. Everything that was gone, that now made Kurooâs life⌠empty; as empty as he had left the relationship, as empty as the void that was once filled with y/nâs warm smiles, that he now attempted to fill with anyone who would throw themselves at him.
A different face to wake up to everyday, but none of them yours, the only one he longed to see, heart aching as though it might burst out of his chest to find its rightful place with you.
The day after you left, he had had no idea that his life would crumble without you, the backbone around which he organized his life, the foundation for his happiness. He knew it was unfair to put the expectation of his functioning on you, but he did it anyway, and without you, he couldnât wrap his head around the concept that was independence.
âTetsuroâ, his seventh secretary in two months waltzed into the room, carrying a stack of files, discovering him with his head in his hands, glaring up at the one who dared use the name that you had so loving adorned upon him, the word only perfect on your tongue. âDo you want me to spend the night again? You seem tense.â
Kuroo growled, at the audacity they had, suggesting that they were even worth attempting to comfort him like you did. With a swipe of his hands, he knocked the files off the table, standing up to spit his frustrations out at the secretary.
But one glance at the look of apprehension on their face made him buckle, reminding him of the very last night he spent with you, broken jug, bowl of curried rice upside down on the floor. You; cowering from him, frightened of what he would do to you, flinching as he raised his hand.
Dry choking sobs left his mouth, you were afraid of him, the person you had loved more than life itself, given up everything to make happy, and he had never even uttered a word of gratefulness.
Realization engulfed him, leaving him on his knees. He hadnât shown you how much he loved you, forgetting or simply just ignoring you.
No wonder you were gone, because what was there to stay for, in the dead-end life that you lived, without a loving husband or self-contentment? What had he done? Why had you stayed for so long?
Why had you stayed up all those nights for him?
Tetsuro never could forget about you, the absence of you gnawing away at him, slowly taking over his life. The final straw that broke him irreparably was you, at the national volleyball match that you attended, not for him, but as a sports reporter, beaming in pride in your professional outfit.
Your independence is what did it, because if you could live without him, it mean you would never return. And why should you, after everything he had done, why should you when you had finally found yourself, why should you when there was nothing to return to?
His eyes followed you around, trying to take in as much of you as he could. Interviewing people, smiling at them, the warm smile that was once only for him. Suddenly, your eyes locked, and he froze, standing close enough to see the hurt swim in yours as you lay them upon him, and the moment was over just as quickly as it began.
âHajime!â What? Why were you yelling out his name, jumping into his arms, fondly glancing up at him with that adoring look, completely forgetting about the one man that had been missing you for so long? Why werenât you running back to him instantly? Did you not love him?
But Kuroo knew the truth.
You did love him, just, not anymore. He had lost you the second he took you for granted. And he wanted to yell that he would never do it again, come back to him, please just stay with him, he will always love you.
He couldnât. The beam reaching from end to end of your glowing face, words bubbling over as Iwaizumi held you close, it was too bright to interrupt. The sparkle in your eyes not unlike the diamond that sparkled on your wedding ring, the one he still kept in his pocket, in hope that you would one day, return to him, forgive him, love him again. But-
Kuroo knew that he didnât keep you up at night anymore.
Guys I have a problem. My mom sometimes calls me a nickname that I hate, and she always uses the same excuse (but im too used to it,,, ,but you always used to ask me to call you that *insert baby crying here*), and whenever she does that I always tell her not to call me that. However, today she did the same shit, & I told her "don't call me that", and you know what the fucker said?! She said "don't call me that" this fucker knows i dont want her to call me that and she knows im going to tell her not to call me that this piece of shit of a person is breaking my fucking boundaries deliberately at this point and i have no fucking clue what to do because shes going to use this same shitty excuse I Fucking Hate Moms & i want advice
Copied pasted from an rb for ppl who can only see the original post: Ok I talked to her & she said that she won't call me that but honestly idk if shes actually going to stop calling me that or if this is just a way to shut me up abt it. Better stay suspicious
MR BOO PLEASE, I LEFT FOR 20 MINUTES WHAT THE FUCK- YOU CANâT JUST PULL LORE ON US LIKE THAT