!reader confessing her problems with hanma and sanzu (separately) because they're high and she thought they wouldn't remember but didn't know they could still understand and process her wordsβΉοΈ
Reader Confessing Her Problems to Hanma & Sanzu
β‘ SFW, fem reader, angst -> fluff, drug use (marijuana), reader has some mental issues, reader still lives in a foster home in this, lowkey friends to lovers?? β‘
note: I'm viewing this as a continuation to Hanma and Sanzu x Mentally Disturbed!Reader, but you don't really have to read that to understand this
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You've been hiding a couple of things from your friend, and having this growing guilt in your chest whenever he comes around. So you finally decide to confess to all your problems while he can't comprehend you, or so you thought.
Hanma
π΅οΈ He already knew you had some type of mental illness, and he knew vaguely of the issues you were facing where you lived, but he never realized how bad you had it
π΅οΈ He just sat back and listened to you vent, but his mind was elsewhere, plotting and scheming on how he can help better the situation
π΅οΈ When you finished he just wraps an arm around your shoulders and pulls you close to him in an attempt to comfort you
"I heard all that y'know... but I'll pretend like I didn't if it makes you feel better."
π΅οΈ Keeps his mouth shut about everything you told him (because that's what friends are for) but is definitely gonna help you some kind of way (definitely illegal, possibly kidnapping and breaking and entering, but he's helping so take what you can get)
Sanzu
πΈ Sanzu's face was already a bit flushed, his eyes low and glazed over as he stared at you
πΈ He could hear the words you were saying, and deep down he knew they were true, but he didn't really believe that you were saying them
πΈ You've shared details about your lives plenty of times, but the way it flowed from your lips was different this time, it felt different for him, like you were being more vulnerable than usual
πΈ By the time you were done talking he knew he wanted to spend the rest of his life beside you, protecting you from others and yourself
πΈ He doesn't mention anything for a couple of days, but you know he heard you when he randomly hugs you from behind and whispers a soft "It's okay, I got you" in your ear and you break down in his arms
πΈ You're a little embarrassed that he remembers you pouring your heart out to him, but you're also glad that it's off your chest and you can finally rely on him fully for emotional support
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