Pairing: Yandere!Actor x Reader
Description: The television flickers with Caelum Ashford's triumph, but even in his absence, his shadow looms, a dangerous obsession seared into your every breath.
Warning/s: YANDERE | IMPLIED NONCON | possessive behavior | obsessive behavior | emotional manipulation | power dynamics | psychological abuse | implied violence | toxic relationship
Note/s: Apologies for not posting yesterday. Anyway, here's something for today. Might post something later or I might work on Callixto's story the rest of the day, Oh, also, Dark Roast is currently on sale for those of you interested. We're also about to hit 900 followers. Yay! Anyway, let me know what you think about this one!
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The television glows like a portal in the otherwise shadow-soaked room. The air is still, heavy with the scent of rosewood and Caelumâhis cologne clings to your skin like fingerprints, still damp with sweat, bruised in all the places he left his mark. Your robe slips over your shoulder with each shallow breath, but youâre too sore to adjust it. The ache in your body is a ghost of how he claimed you before leaving, whispering that you belonged to no one but him.
The TV is the only light in the room. He left it on intentionally.
âEven when Iâm not here, youâll watch me. Youâll remember who you belong to.â
His voice is still in your ear, etched into your spine.
The crowd on the screen roars, dressed in designer gowns and thousand-watt smiles. Glitter rains from the ceiling of the grand theater. The host opens the envelope with ceremonial flourish.
âAnd the award for Best Actor in a Drama Series goes to⌠Caelum Ashford!â
You flinch.
Applause. Standing Ovation. Camera Flashes.
You grip the arm of the velvet couch tighter, the pressure grounding you. Youâd known heâd win. Of course he would. The world is in love with him. They believe his portrayal of Lord Severusâthe dangerously obsessive noble who would kill, steal, burn the kingdom down just to keep his wifeâwas the role of a lifetime.
But you know the truth.
He wasnât acting.
The screen cuts to him rising from his seat. Hair immaculately styled. Sharp black suit hugging his tall frame. He walks with that haunting grace only Caelum possessesâlike he owns the air around him. When he smiles, women in the audience swoon. Men clap harder. Critics nod, impressed.
But youâyou freeze.
Because you know that smile is the same one, he gave you last night, when he held your wrists down against silk sheets and murmured, âEven if the world saw you naked in my bed, they wouldnât know you like I do. Not like this.â
He takes the mic at the podium. Lifts the trophy. Looks straight into the camera.
âThank you,â Caelum begins, voice velvet-smooth. âPortraying Lord Severus was⌠easy. Too easy, some might say.â
The crowd chuckles, charmed.
âWhen love consumes you⌠when it becomes your religion, your obsession, your purposeâit doesnât feel like acting.â
A pause. Just long enough for you to notice the shift in his expression.
âYou live it.â
There it is. That subtle smirk. One only you recognize. A private performance.
âI dedicate this awardâŚâ he continues, his voice softening. ââŚto the one who anchors me. My muse. My wife in heart, if not in law.â
Your stomach twists.
Your name is never spoken. It never is. Not even your shadow is allowed to touch the world outside these walls. But the message is for you. Always for you.
The camera zooms out. Applause. Cheers. Ovation.
And thenâ
Chime.
You go still.
Itâs not a knock. Not a doorbell. Itâs the discreet code-triggered chime that signals the villa gate has opened. A sound only those who live in this exclusive riverside estate would ever hear.
You scramble to your feet, heart hammering. Youâre trembling before you even make it halfway across the room. The ache in your legs pulse like a warning. Your body knows before your mind accepts itâ
Heâs home.
Keys.
Click.
The door swings open.
Caelum Ashford steps into the villa, the golden trophy gleaming in one hand, a bottle of expensive wine in the other. His jacket drapes over his arm, hair tousled just slightly from the breeze outside. But his eyesâhis eyes are on you the moment he crosses the threshold.
Predatory. Possessive. Burning with hunger.
âYou watched, didnât you?â His voice is low, silk around a blade.
He sets the bottle down, places the award beside the others on the black marble shelf. Unhurried. Precise. He undoes the top two buttons of his shirt, sleeves already rolled up.
He doesnât wait for your answer.
âDonât make me ask twice, sweetheart.â His smile is all teeth now. âDid you see what the world gave me tonight?â
You nod.
âGood,â he whispers, stepping closer, his voice darkening. âBecause now itâs your turn to give me what I really want.â
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The office is nearly empty at this hour. Only a handful of agents work the late-night shift, and most of them are stationed in separate rooms. Fewer employees mean fewer distractions, and fewer distractions mean higher pay. Itâs the trade-off for working at 2 AM, for willingly isolating yourself in a job where disappearances are just another workplace hazard. But the money is goodâtoo good to pass up. And so, you endure.
âAnd thatâs why youâre the only one for me, darling! You get it, right?â
You force a bright laugh, leaning back in your chair as you twirl a pen between your fingers. âOf course, of course. Youâre very⌠devoted.â
The caller on the other end giggles, their voice laced with exaggerated glee. âRight? Ugh, I wish I could just scoop you up and keep you forever!â
Fake.
Like so many others, their words lack the weight of true obsession. Youâve handled enough calls to tell the difference. The ones who call the Yandere Hotline for funâplaying pretend, enjoying the fantasyâare harmless. Itâs the real ones you should fear. But, strangely, you never seem to get those.
âUnfortunately, our time is up,â you say, glancing at the timer on your screen. âThank you for calling.â
âAww, already? Well, Iâll call again soon, my love! Mwah!â
The line goes dead. You exhale, rolling your shoulders as the weight of another empty interaction slips off of you. The pay is good, but the work is draining. Playing the role of someoneâs darling for hours on end wears at you in ways you donât want to acknowledge. Itâs why youâve been looking for a way out.
You minimize the call interface and pull up the job listings you were browsing earlier. Nothing great. Mostly low-paying positions that wonât cover your expenses. Still, anything is better than this place. The way management ignores the disappearances. The way you feel eyes on you even when youâre alone. The wayâ
Your headset beeps. A new call. No caller ID.
Your stomach tightens.
You hesitate for just a second before answering. âHello, and thank you for calling the Yandere Hotline. Who am I speaking with today?â
Silence.
Then, a soft sigh crackles through the line. âYouâre still here.â
The voice sends an odd shiver through you. Familiar. Low, smooth, and intimate in a way that makes your skin prickle. You shift in your chair, eyes flickering toward the CCTV camera in the corner. The red light glows steadily, watching.
âI thought youâd be gone by now,â the caller continues, voice lined with something almost⌠relieved. âI saw what you were searching for.â
Your breath stills. The job listings. The open tabs on your screen.
He knows.
âIâI donât know what you mean.â
A soft chuckle, almost sad. âDonât do that. Donât lie to me.â
Your fingers tremble over the keyboard. Thereâs no flagging system, no way to report calls. The company doesnât care what happens to you, as long as you keep answering. The only way out is to leave, but even that feels impossible now.
âI get it, you know,â the callerâno, Eliasâcontinues. His voice is so gentle, so coaxing, like heâs trying to soothe a frightened animal. âYou need money. You need stability. I understand. Thatâs why Iâve been helping.â
You swallow hard. âHelping?â
âIâve been keeping you safe,â Elias murmurs. âBlocking the real ones. Letting the fakes through. They can pretend all they want, but theyâre harmless. I made sure of that. I made sure you only had to deal with the easy ones.â
Your heart pounds. The rerouted calls. The strange drop-offs. The fact that you neverâneverâget the ones who are truly dangerous. It all makes sense now.
âHow?â you whisper.
âI have access to the system,â Elias admits. âI wasnât going to interfere at first. I was going to take down this whole disgusting place. But then⌠I heard you.â
His breathing stutters, as if just remembering that moment is too much. âI found you.â
Your mouth goes dry. Heâs been there all along. Watching from the other side of the line. Pulling strings. Keeping you in a controlled bubble, away from those who would actually take you.
And now, youâre trying to leave it.
âI tried to be good,â he says, voice shaking. âI thought I could just listen. Protect you from afar. But youâre slipping away from me.â
A pause. A raw, desperate inhale.
âPlease donât leave.â
His voice is barely above a whisper now, reverent, pleading. âYou donât understand what itâs like for me. Knowing youâre there, but not being able to reach you. Not being able to hold you. I canâtââ He cuts off, his breath coming ragged. âI donât want to do anything extreme. But if you go⌠if you disappear from me, I wonât have a choice.â
Your fingers curl into a fist. âYou wouldnât.â
Silence.
Then, so soft you almost miss itâ
âTry me.â
A sharp shiver races down your spine. You glance toward the CCTV camera again, half-expecting somethingâsomeoneâto be standing beneath it. But thereâs nothing. Just the blinking red light.
Elias exhales shakily. âSay my name again.â
You hadnât even realized you said it. But now, the air between you feels heavier, thick with something suffocating.
The line crackles.
âI could make it so no one else gets to hear you.â
The line hisses, the static thickening like something alive, slithering into your ears. The light on the CCTV flickers once. Twice.
Then, for the first time, it turns off.
And the screen of your computerâyour only tether to the outside worldâgoes black.
A new message appears.
LOOK BEHIND YOU.
The office lights flickerâthen cut out entirely.
The room plunges into darkness, the only glow coming from your now-useless monitor. Your breath catches, ears straining for any sound beyond the hum of the dead air.
A faint creak.
The hairs on the back of your neck rise.
Shadows shift against the dim glow of your screen. There shouldn't be anyone here. You're the only one working this lateâ
Then, the dim reflection on your blacked-out monitor shifts.
A shape. A figure standing just behind your chair.
description: Adrienâs obsession isnât just artâitâs a countdown to something far worse. As your friend disappears, the horrifying truth dawns: youâre already his next masterpiece.
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The quiet hum of the call center is a familiar backdrop to your life now. The steady ringing of phones, the soft murmurs of your colleagues in their cubicles. You keep your head down, focus on your calls, your sweet, submissive voice filling the air. Itâs what you do. Itâs all you do. For the pay, the benefits, the security.
But there are daysâlike todayâwhen you canât ignore the gnawing unease crawling up your spine.
You glance over at Jake, your friend, whoâs working on the other side of the room. Heâs always been there, your rock, always nearby, always with a comforting word. The late-night shifts arenât so bad when youâre together. But tonight, something feels off.
You canât shake the feeling that something is wrong.
When the last call ends, you decide to confide in him. You wait until the others are off their calls, the noise of the office muted by the hour. The two of you slip into a quiet corner, and your voice shakes when you speak.
"Jake," you whisper, "I think Iâm being stalked."
He looks at you, his expression shifting from confusion to concern. "What do you mean? Stalked by who?"
You hesitate, then reach into your bag, pulling out a piece of paperâone of the sketches you found in your locker that morning. The sight of it still makes your heart race. A detailed drawing of you, sitting alone at your desk. A figure standing in the background, a shadowed presence just out of focus.
"Look," you say, voice trembling. "Itâs not just this one. Every day thereâs a new drawing, and the worst part? There's always someone standing near me. Always. But not anyone I know. Someone I donât recognize."
Jake takes the sketch, his brows furrowed as he studies it. His face pales as he glances up at you, then back at the drawing.
"Thatâs⌠Thatâs creepy," he mutters, his voice barely audible. "Whoâs doing this? Do you have any idea?"
You swallow, the knot in your throat growing tighter. "I donât know. But itâs like heâs always watching me. I donât know how he gets into my locker, but every day, thereâs another sketch waiting for me."
You stop, your fingers gripping the edge of your seat as you watch him. He shifts uncomfortably, glancing around as if making sure no one else is paying attention.
"Something doesnât feel right," you continue, voice barely above a whisper. "Heâs watching me. Following me. I donât know what to do anymore."
Jake sighs deeply, setting the sketch back down on the table. His eyes are tired, haunted. "Maybe you should talk to Leo about this," he suggests. "He might be able to help. Leo always knows what to do."
You nod, trying to ignore the creeping dread in your chest. But it doesnât help. Nothing helps. And that night, things get worse.
You get home after another long shift, the familiar creak of the door echoing in the silence. Your breath catches in your throat when you notice something oddâJakeâs stuff is gone. The apartment feels emptier, the silence too thick.
You text him, but thereâs no reply. Thatâs odd. Jake always answers. You pace around the apartment, staring at his empty room, the unmade bed, the absence of his things.
Heâs never left without saying anything before.
You try to ignore the sinking feeling in your stomach, but it grows as the days pass. His shifts no longer line up with yours. You come home to find his things still gone, and he doesnât pick up his phone anymore.
You can't help but feel a gnawing sense of dread settling deep within you.
And then it happens.
You receive a package. A canvas, no return address. You open it cautiously, your heart pounding in your chest. The moment you see the painting, the room goes cold. Itâs of Jake. His face twisted in a grotesque, disturbing way. His body painted with smears of red. His mouth open in a silent scream. Itâs too realistic. Too graphic to be dismissed. Too vivid to be ignored.
A chill runs down your spine. What is this? The red⌠itâs too much. The detail is too real.
You donât know what to do with it. You can't even look at it for too long, so you shove it into your drawer, hoping itâll disappear, even though you know it never will.
The next night, you try to shake it off. But when Leo asks how things are going, you canât hide the terror any longer. You tell him everythingâthe drawings, Jakeâs disappearance, the painting. He listens quietly, his face unreadable, but you can see the concern in his eyes.
âI donât know, Leo,â you whisper, your voice trembling. âI donât know what to do anymore. I canât sleep. I canât breathe. Every day is worse.â
Leo rubs his temples, his mind clearly racing. âYou know the rules, right? We canât flag him, not without proof. Youâre stuck playing into his game.â
You nod, biting your lip. Youâre fully aware of that. In this line of work, you play the role you're given. You pretend to be someone else, to be their darling. The job is lucrative, but it comes with a cost. You have to pretend, even when it feels like the walls are closing in.
Leo leans forward, his eyes softening with concern. âDo you suspect anyone, though? Anyone specific?â
The question catches you off guard. You hesitate, thenâagainst your better judgmentâyou answer, your voice barely a whisper.
âAdrien,â you say, your heart pounding in your chest. "Adrien is the one whoâs been sending the sketches. He called in through Yandere Hotline, said he was a wealthy artist. He told me his family owns a conglomerate, but he didnât want to follow in his fatherâs footsteps. He wanted to be a real artist. But he had an art block. Thatâs when he found me. He said I inspired him."
You pause, taking a shaky breath, the weight of the past few weeks pressing down on you. "He said I was his muse. He wanted to create again, and I was the key. I played into it, Leo. I thought it was harmless at first. He just wanted me to talk to him, to make him feel heard, to give him some inspiration. But it⌠it got worse."
Leo watches you closely, his face unreadable. He doesnât interrupt, but you see the flicker of recognition in his eyes.
âThen he started sending me the sketches. At first, it was just one, a drawing of me sitting at my desk. But after that⌠he started showing up more in the pictures. Always standing near me. And it wasnât just the drawings. He started talking about how he couldnât wait to draw me âup close.â Like I was his next masterpiece. He said it so casually, Leo. Like it was something that was just going to happen.â
Your voice cracks as you recall the worst part. "And now Jakeâs gone. His things disappeared. His shifts donât match mine anymore. And I just⌠I donât know what to do. Iâm trapped, Leo. Heâs everywhere. I feel him watching me."
Leoâs face tightens, a flicker of something darker passing through his expression. But then, his voice softens, as though he's trying to calm you. âYouâre right. Youâre stuck playing his game. Youâve got no choice but to follow it. We all do.â
But as the conversation lingers, thereâs a tension in the air that neither of you can deny.
That night, as you walk back to your locker, your phone buzzes.
Unknown number.
You hesitate, the pit in your stomach widening. But somethingâsomething deep inside of youâmakes you answer.
âHello?â
The voice on the other end makes your blood run cold.
âYouâre still pretending, sweetheart,â he says softly. "But I see you. I know you."
Your pulse quickens. Itâs him. Adrien.
His voice slides through the phone like silk, sending a chill through your body.
âIâve been watching,â he continues, his tone too calm, too familiar. âYou think I donât notice? The way you look at the others. The way you pretend theyâre all you need.â
You try to steady your breath, your hands shaking. âI⌠I donât know what you mean.â
âIâve been waiting for this moment,â he whispers, his voice darkening. âWaiting for you to see me, to understand.â
You feel your skin crawl as he continues. âBut itâs too late for that now. Youâre already mine. And Iâll make sure you understand what it means.â
You shiver, every fiber of your being screaming to run.
But you canât.
Your breath catches as you arrive at your locker. The hairs on the back of your neck stand up as you open it. And there they areâthe sketches.
One of you and Leo.
The other... of you. Eyes wide with terror. A hand, not yours, gripping your jaw. Forcing you to look at yourself.
The sketch is too detailed, too real. You canât breathe as you stare at it, the raw fear in your eyes captured in every stroke. The grip on your jaw, the force of itâthe terror written all over your face.
You slam the locker shut, your heart racing. The call ends with Adrienâs final, chilling words.
âRun. I love it when you run.â
The phone drops from your hands, and you turn aroundâthereâs no one there. But the air feels thick, the walls closing in on you. Itâs not just the job anymore. Itâs your life. Itâs him. And thereâs no way out.
You can feel his eyes on you even now, through the phone, through the sketches, through the very air you breathe. And no matter how many times you try to convince yourself that this is just a game, a twisted fantasy heâs playingâyou know, deep in your gut, that itâs real. Every step you take, every breath you take, Adrien is right behind you, watching, waiting.
And the worst part? Youâre trapped. You always have been.
Pairing: Yandere!Priest x Reader
Description: You are not his loverâyou are his altar, his sacred ruin, the pulse beneath every prayer heâs ever whispered into bloodstained hands. To Enoch, devotion means worship through possession, and he would rather see the world burn than let anyone else touch what he believes is divinely his.
Warning/s: Yandere | Obsessive Devotion | Home Invasion | Implied Poisoning | Religious Delusions | Emotional Manipulation | Implied Kidnapping | Psychological Horror | Implied Noncon
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You feel the roses before you see them. Not the soft, powdered perfume youâd expect from a bridal bouquet, but something heavierâdense and humid, like breath trapped in a crypt. The scent clings, viscous and sweet with decay, steeped in overripe petals and the sharp sting of old blood. Theyâre waiting for you on the kitchen counter when you return from the final wedding tasting: twelve roses so dark they drink the light, packed in a box too tight, like wet organs stuffed into ribs.
No card. Just an envelope. Sealed.
The wax is unmistakableâred, cracked, pressed with the imprint of an ecclesiastical ring you last saw on the hand of a dead priest. You know that seal. You know that theft. You know who sent it before your fingers even dare to tremble over the parchment.
You were always the altar.
I only ever wanted to kneel.
Let me wash the dust from your feet, one final time.
âE.
James asks who itâs from. You lie. Something about a floristâs mix-up. He hums an off-key tune as he pours wine and scrolls through reception playlists, his fingers brushing yours on the stem of the glass. But you barely feel it. Your skin still remembers the sealâstill pulses from the echo of it. That wax might as well have branded you.
Enoch Saintclair.
You havenât spoken his name in years. Not aloud. Not since you taught yourself not to dream about thunder and stained glass. Once, he was just the silent boy in church with a spine like a cathedral beam and eyes like holy water spoiled in a silver chalice. He smelled of old hymnals and myrrh, always one shadow too still. A former altar boy turned antique dealer with the uncanny grace of someone who never quite belonged to this century.
You sang in the same youth choir. You shared breath in the same confessional box. He once handed you a rose during Lent and carved your name into the wax of a votive candle. You laughed at something small during a storm onceâjust a jokeâand he wrote an entire psalm about the curve of your mouth when you said the word forgive.
The night before your wedding, you lock the door. Bolt the windows. You place Jamesâ wine on the nightstand and watch him drink too deeply, his lips loose with affection and slurred vowels. He falls asleep to the sound of your silence.
You donât listen for footsteps. You listen for the places where silence folds in on itself. For the way the air changes when something holy goes rancid.
At 2:18 a.m., it arrives.
The temperature dips. The stillness thickens, syrupy and strange, like breath caught in prayer. And you know. Before you open your eyes, you already know.
Heâs here.
And when your eyes do open, heâs standing at the foot of the bedânot entering, not arriving, simply being, as though he was never outside the room at all. As though heâs been sleeping somewhere deeper inside you, waiting for this moment like a sacrament.
Enoch stands in the half-light with a porcelain basin in his hands. Ornate. Victorian. Its rim is chipped, kissed by time, and filled with water so dark it gleams like oil. Steam curls from it in rich spirals. The scent of roses hits you firstâroses drowned in something metallic, something older, something wrong. Like rust and salt and the slick sweetness of rot.
You donât scream.
You sit up, throat tight. âYou drugged him.â
He waits. Then, calm as candlelight: âHe was unclean. He wouldâve touched you without reverence. Without worship.â
He moves closer, slow and barefoot, robes of shadow swaying as he kneels beside the bed. The basin rests between you like an offering. He folds his long body into the posture of devotionâhead bowed, spine bowed, hands trembling in the space between sin and surrender.
âYou shouldnât be here,â you whisper.
He lifts his eyes to you, and itâs like drowning in sanctified ink. âYou donât believe that.â
Your pulse kicks like a trapped bird. âIâll call the cops.â
âYou wonât.â His voice is velvet, soaked in certainty. âYouâre already wondering whatâs in the water. Whether itâs holy oil, or rose water, or something redder. Youâre wondering if itâs blood.â
You flinch. Your mouth parts, but nothing comes out.
He reaches for your ankle. You jerk back.
He doesnât chase. He waits.
âDonât touch me.â
âYou said those words once before,â he murmurs. âAnd then you kissed my hand.â
âI was seventeenââ
âYou anointed me.â His smile is the ghost of something unholy. âYou touched me, and I bloomed into reverence.â
This time, when he takes your foot, you donât resist. He dips it into the basin. The water is hotâintimate, obscene, like a mouth against your skin. You feel the heat ripple through you, feel it curl into places untouched. His hands tremble again, but not with hesitation.
With restraint.
He lifts a cloth. Begins to wash you. Slow. Painfully slow. His fingers trace over your arch, between each toe, up the soft skin of your heel like heâs mapping scripture. With every pass, the act becomes more than cleansing. It becomes adoration.
âYou donât know what itâs like,â he says, voice rasping at the edges. âTo carry someone in your mouth for years. To speak their name at dawn and dusk. To whisper it into your own skin. To kneel at altars and knowâknowâthat none of them hold your divinity.â
His breath warms your calf. He presses his lips there, a kiss so slow it feels more like a vow.
âI wouldâve torn out my tongue if youâd asked. I wouldâve burned down every church that dared take your name in vain.â
âWhy now?â The question cracks from your throat. âWhy not let me go?â
âBecause he doesnât kneel,â Enoch whispers. âHe fucks. I worship.â
He switches feet.
You donât stop him.
The water has gone darker, laced with crushed petals and something thicker. When he lifts the cloth again, itâs already stained red. Beneath the surface, a shimmer of gold catches your eyeâa bracelet. Yours. The one you lost your senior year. A single charm dangles from it: a heart, split and hollowed.
âI followed you to college,â he says. âSat through lectures. Counted how many times you laughed. Knew when it was real. Knew when it wasnât. I memorized the sound of your lies.â
He kisses your foot again. Slower. Deeper. His lips barely part, but the heat lingers.
âI made a shrine,â he breathes. âBooks filled with your notes. Clothes that smelled like you. Hair I gathered from your brush. It was never desecration. It was sacred.â
âYouâre sick.â
âIâm yours.â
He rises. The motion is fluid, reverent. His shadow drapes over you as he leans forward. Your back hits the headboard. There is nothing between you but breath and trembling will.
âYouâre not afraid of me,â Enoch says, low. âYouâre afraid of how right this feels.â
âIâm marrying him.â
âNo.â A slow smile spreads across his lips. âHeâll sleep for days. The doctors wonât find a thing. And when they ask, youâll say you donât know what happened. Because youâre merciful. Because youâre kind. Because somewhere in you, Iâm still the boy you never stopped blessing.â
âYouâre insane.â
âIâm in love.â
He leans close. You feel his breath in your earâhot, humid, consecrated.
âIâve worshipped you in silence long enough.â
He leaves before dawn. No threats. No chains. No rage.
Only stillness.
You sit there, unmoving, the sheets heavy with him. When you finally rise, your feet leave damp, red prints on the wood. You scrub them. Again. Again. Until your skin peels.
But they stay red.
His scent clings to the sheetsâroses and rust and old churches. You light candles. You pray. You try not to tremble.
When you glance out the window, you see it.
A cloth tied to the iron fence.
White. Folded. Bloodied.
An offering.
You want to look away.
But your eyes find the words, stitched in bruised thread along the fraying hem:
Blessed are the broken things...
...for they bend easier to worship.