May 18, 2022
hot take (not really) but the fact latinxs are GENERALLY thicker and curvier and YET fashion brands fucking refuse to make jeans past size 10-12 is just ??????? it's like you WANT us to be mentally ill at this point
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hot take (not really) but the fact latinxs are GENERALLY thicker and curvier and YET fashion brands fucking refuse to make jeans past size 10-12 is just ??????? it's like you WANT us to be mentally ill at this point
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mid-size musings
I find it really hard to separate my body size and my acceptableness to society when I canāt find clothing in my size. Iām not straight size where my body fits in clothes a size 12 and under but I also find that plus size clothes donāt fit me unless I get them altered (which is expensive and frustrating to do for every price of clothing I own).
I feel like most of my clothes Iāve settled for because they fit well enough but I donāt actually like them or they donāt really fit. Iāve gotten by in college wearing mostly athletic clothes but now that Iām shopping for clothes for a professional job, I feel slightly defeated. Iām trying to remind myself that this isnāt my bodyās fault and recovery is more important.
I just want ethically made mid size clothing that I actually like
today was the first day I went shopping in almost two years and wow... it really fucking sucked. And the only thing I feel that got cemented in my head was āyouāre too bigā and thatās awful. Like, Iām small, I know that. Even if I donāt want to admit it to myself. But Iām not āAmerican smallā (you know, 1-2 or 0) and thatās hard. Like it really fucked with me. Because I did not know what size to pick. So bc I was used to picking smaller sizes, I did that. And they didnāt fit. Which... just confused me. Because I know Iāve lost weight but the clothes still didnāt fit? I felt like nothing fit. Then I got a phone call from my best friend (fucking bless her) and she was like ājust a reminder your pant size does not dictate your worth or how sick you are.ā And that was so nice. I love her.
Overall, I pushed through and got bigger sizes. Went home with two new tops, two pairs of pants, and one pair of shoes. I spent less then I thought, and was able to buy school stuff (fall semester starts on the 29th š)
And the only thing I feel that got cemented in my head was āyouāre too bigā like I learned is: I can do hard things. And they can suck, but I can still do it.
what sizes do you wear? bra, jeans, tops, etc?
in jeans i wear a 1/2. shorts i can wear like a 3/4. bra is a 32DD. shirts usually a small. my prom dress is a 00, but all other dresses i wear are usually 3/4s because of my boobs and huge butt.