#tw breakdowns

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“Yeah Katsuki! Show her what you can do!” A boy encourages as he and another friend watch the blonde blasting explosions at a girl with H/C hair. “Stop! Please!!” The girl begged but the boy wouldn’t stop. “Look at her! Such bad luck.” A boy laughed, “HAHA!! Like a jinx! Hey- Let’s give her a new nickname!” The other said. “Heh, Jinx? I like that nickname.” The blonde smirked, grabbing the girl’s hair to face him. “Your name is Jinx, alright? You have such bad luck, you’re probably the reason why you’re an orphan. I think Jinx fits you well.” The boy smirked, the girl was scared, unable to say anything. “She accepted it so easily! How pathetic!!” The brunette boy laughed, the other joining in beating her up.

Suddenly there was a voice that got the bullies attention, “Hey!! Stop bullying her!” The blonde, Katsuki, turned around to see his childhood “friend” Izuku. “Deku! You want a beating too?” He asked with a grin. “If you don’t stop! I’ll- I’ll tell on you!” The timid boy stuttered. “Tch, c’mon Katsuki.” One of them said, Katsuki scoffed before kicking the girl one more time and walked away with his gang.

The boy quickly ran towards the beaten up girl, asking her if she was okay in a panicked voice. "Do you need to go to the nurse??" He asked but to no response, the girl just looked at the ground with a blank face, as if she accepted her fate. That she was nothing but a jinx.

Everyday for the past middle school years, she has been bullied by Katsuki Bakugou and his gang after they learned that she was an orphan. She was beaten up, called a jinx, always having bad luck following her. Even worse, she started to have mental issues, always being seen talking to herself or having a panicked look in her eyes. She practically accepted her fate, getting bullied and having bad luck following her.

Her orphanage tried to get the treatment she needed but to no avail, she was just.. unable to be fixed. She suddenly began to have breakdowns in class, but no one helped. Everyone simply viewed her as a freak. It was just a matter of time before she was taken out of school. Bakugou and his gang didn't have their little toy anymore and so they started to bully Deku for being quirkless. When the girl started attending the school in their second year, Deku was able to avoid getting bullied. However, by the time she pulled out of school at the start of their third year, Katsuki and his friends had turned their attention to the poor, timid boy.

When the two boys were accepted into U.A, it was a huge turn around for Deku, finally being able to become the hero he always wanted to be! If only she could achieve that with him. Katsuki was only fueled with rage, angered that he was not the only one that was accepted. He had Deku pinned to the wall with an angered look, demanding to know how he got accepted, along the lines of “Did you bribe them?!” But it wasn’t true, Deku had worked hard after receiving One For All and he got in with his own efforts, with the help of All Might.

Weeks have passed since middle school ended. He has been putting in a lot of effort in U.A with his new classmates and making new friends, growing closer every day. He continues to make attempts to get in touch with his middle school friend Y/N L/N, but the orphanage says that she ran away a few months after dropping out of middle school. He tried looking for her but failed. He eventually admitted defeat and gave up trying to find her.

Little did he know, he would be seeing her soon.

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It was the day the students were gonna learn about rescue. They all had to take the bus to the U.S.J because it was farther from the main building. Everyone was already outside with their hero costumes, except Deku who had his gear and his PE uniform instead of his costume. “Hey Deku, aren’t they your gym clothes?” Uraraka asked, walking up to Deku. “Where is your costume?” She asked, pointing at his clothes, “Ah, it got ruined during the battle training, so they’re repairing it for me.” He embarrassingly said.

Everyone was then ordered by Iida to go inside the bus to begin the journey to the U.S.J

By the time they arrived, they were greeted by the pro hero No.13!! The students were in awe of the hero as the hero explained the meaning behind the name of “U.S.J!!” The students were so excited to be learning how to rescue others but villains had other plans..

Suddenly, the lights started electrifying and turning off which made the students look up. And then the fountain water flowed intermittently and a big misty purple portal materialized out of nowhere. Villains had appeared. The students thought it was part of an exercise but Aizawa said otherwise.

As the problems began to increase, a light blue ashy haired man and a joyful looking girl with H/C watched the chaos that had occurred by their arrival. “Hey, Shiggy! Can I maybe play with a certain blonde?~” The girl asked with an excited smile, “Do what you want, you mentally unstable child.” Shigaraki sighed, the girl smiled happily by his approval, “Giri!! Help me out here!” She called out to the misty man, “Of course, Jinx.” The misty bartender nodded before opening one of his portals for her. “Thank you!!” She thanked before skipping inside the portal and arriving in the Ruins Zone.

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A blonde and a red haired boy were fighting off the goons that were sent into the zone with them, easily defeating them all with the blonde calling them all weak and even attacked one of them that were trying to sneak behind him with an explosion, And just as they were gonna go, a portal appeared in front of them, “Another extra! Fine, bring it on!!” He grinned, both of them positioning themselves to attack this anonymous attacker.

A girl with H/L H/C hair with a steampunk themed outfit waltzes right out before the portal closes. The red haired boy dashed towards the enemy and just as he was gonna take a hit, the villain swiftly dodged the attack and pulled out a makeshift gun and shot him with an electric shot. The boy quickly recovered and ran back into action, catching the villain off guard and managing to hold her in place, “Bakugou! Quick, take a hit!” The boy, Kirishima, called out but the boy stayed frozen, taking recognition from the villain’s E/C eyes that were tinted in bright pink.

“Bakugou!!” Kirishima yelled again which took Bakugou out of his frozen state and he quickly got back in action, blasting a powerful explosion towards the red head’s direction, managing to take a hit. Kirishima pounced back, siding with Bakugou as they waited for the villain’s next move. “Haha… I miss that heat! Did ya miss me, Kacchan?~” The H/C girl chuckled, slowly lifting her head up to show her glowing pink E/C eyes.Bakugou’s eyes widened as he finally remembered who she was.

“Y/N..?” He muttered softly, “Y/N? No no, it’s Jinx! Remember? You made me who I am today!” She laughed. “Oi, this must be some sick joke, I thought you wanted to be a hero!” He yelled out, “Heroes wouldn’t want an unstable student to be a hero, All For One helped me see that.” She smiled, creating a small crystal and smashed it onto the ground, “Bakugou, watch out!” Kirishima yelled before a F/C explosion engulfed the 3 people.

When the smoke cleared out, the girl stared at Kirishima who was protecting Bakugou with his body. Y/N looked at this with an angered and distorted look, scribbles were all around her, scribbling everything around her. Voices in her head started to talk, along the lines, “Monster!” “Freak!” “Jinx!!” And there were scribbles all along the boys’ faces. She was engulfed in a feeling of rage and sadness.

The boys finally recovered and looked at the distressed villain. Bakugou quickly blasted towards her, taking the opportunity as she was distracted, oh so he thought.

The girl noticed and quickly blasted her gun towards him, an electric feeling shook his body. “Have you gone weak?! You are so pathetic!” She mocked, walking towards him but a red head blocked her from doing so.

She managed to hold them off in the zone when All Might appeared. By the time All Might defeated the nomu, a portal appeared in front of her. “Oh? I guess it’s my time to go! It was lovely seeing you, Kacchan!” She smiled, walking into the portal before the two students could hit her.

“Until we meet again~”

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the day was coming to a close, as was the week too. the dipped down passed the horizon and barely became visible at this hour. the sky was dark and the lights in mondstadt had long been lit. window and blinds were closed earlier to keep out the street lights. it was quiet, nice, but it wasn't like that to you.

sitting in bed, you clutched onto your head and fought the urge to scream. scream in pain from the headache and how icky you had felt. unwanted emotions piling up inside you and a ring of pain being tightened against your head. tears were welling up into your head as the pain from the entire month started to burst.

but it all seemed to dissipate for a few seconds. the door to your room opened slowly as you saw a familiar green figure walk in.

venti.

"venti..? what're you doing here?" you whispered.

"you weren't at the tavern today so i decided to check up on you. you've been acting differently too."

you looked down at your hands. you didn't think you were acting different. everyone around you was treating you the same after all.

"are you doing alright, dove?"

you sighed and curled your knees to your chest, "not really.."

venti sat down beside you and waiting for you to continue.

"this entire month has been hard for me. it feels like the world is against me now. waking up feels difficult and there's always a constant nagging voice in my head. headaches are becoming more normal and they keep getting worse, i want to cry from them alone. my skin feels itchy all the time and everything feels hot."

you sniffled and hit your head on your knees. venti moved slowly closer to you.

"there's a weight on my shoulders no matter where i can go. i'm just so tired venti, but no matter how long i sleep it doesn't get better. i don't know what to do."

you wipe your eyes, headache just becoming worse. the itchiness keeps coming back.

"do you want me to get you anything? painkillers?"

you nodded and held your head again. venti left the room quietly.

he came back a minute or two later with water and painkillers in his hands. the bard offered them to you, which you took immediately. then you two sat in silence again.

until venti spoke up again.

"you know dove, i'm always here when you need me. it doesn't matter when or where, i'll always be there for you when you need me. please don't try to handle everything on your own... i love you. i'll always lend you my shoulder when you need it."

you took your head of your hands and looked up. venti was sitting beside you, a hand on his chest and a smile on his face. he sounded so genuine. it made you tear up and start to cry.

"ah- did i say something wrong?" venti reached his hand out to you.

"no- no you're fine venti. i just- wasn't expect thing that," you rubbed at your eyes as venti started to rub circles on your back.

you really didn't expect him to say that. to be so nice and make such an offering to you despite not being able to give back. your tears continued to be shed and sobs started to erupt from your throat.

venti didn't say anything more. he didn't have to say anything more. he continued rubbing your back while you started to calm down more.

when your sobs died down he spoke up again, "are you feeling better?"

you gave a nod in reply.

"i'm glad. sometimes you have to cry, let out all the pain that's been building up at times. but dove," he looked at you in the eyes. "please, tell me whenever you feel upset. you shouldn't feel the need to bottle up your pain. even if it sounds petty at times please know i'm here for you. you can speak to me whenever you need.

the bard smiled again at you.

you felt tears well into your eyes again and you hugged venti tight. burying your head into his shoulder as he held you as well.

"now, it's been a long month for you. why don't we sleep now?"

you didn't raise your head, only giving a nod as an answer again. venti pressed a kiss to the top of your head and fell back onto the bed. the mattress bounced a bit as you both hit the pillows. the bard letting out a giggle as he wrapped your arms around you again, pressing another kiss to the top of your head.

"sleep well dove, i'll be here when you wake up."