Hoodie
Summary: Jeremy gives you his hoodie <3
Pairing: Jeremy Gilbert x reader
Warnings: fluff! a little spicy if you squint at it <3
Word count: 4.4k (whoopsie)
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Tyler Lockwood really didnโt know how to throw a small party.
The mansion was packed โ people spilling out into the backyard, the music thumping loud enough to feel in your chest. Fairy lights twinkled from the trees, and the bonfire crackled somewhere in the distance. It wouldโve been perfectโฆ if it wasnโt so cold.
You hadnโt exactly dressed for the weather. When you left the house, it had been warm enough for a cute top and jeans, but the night air had turned sharp, and now you were regretting everything. Hugging your arms around yourself, you tried to focus on the party โ on the laughter, the music, the people dancing in the grass โ but your teeth were on the verge of chattering.
โYou okay?โ
You looked up, and there was Jeremy, appearing at your side like he always did when you needed him. His dark hair was a little messy, his hands tucked into the front pocket of his hoodie and his eyes flicked over you with that familiar mix of concern and softness.
โYeah,โ you said, trying to play it cool even though you were visibly shivering. โJustโฆ you know. Little cold.โ
Jeremy didnโt say anything โ just raised an eyebrow in that way he did when he wasnโt buying your nonsense. And then, without a word, he pulled his sweatshirt over his head and held it out to you.
โTake it.โ
You blinked up at him. โJeremy, youโll freezeโโ
โIโm not the one whoโs turning into an icicle,โ he teased, his eyes twinkling. โCome on. Just put it on.โ
You hesitated for maybe half a second โ and then the wind kicked up again, and you werenโt about to let pride keep you from warmth. You slipped the hoodie over your head, and the second it settled around you, your whole body relaxed.
It was warm. And soft. And it smelled like Jeremy โ like pine and soap and something you couldnโt quite place but was undeniably him. The sleeves were so long they fell past your hands, and the hem brushed the middle of your thighs. You tugged the hood up, half to hide the fact that you were blushing and half because you didnโt want to take it off.
Jeremy watched you with a barely hidden smile. โBetter?โ
โWay better,โ you mumbled, tugging the oversized sleeves over your fingers.
He grinned, and you noticed the way his eyes softened when they lingered on you. โTold you.โ
For the rest of the night, you didnโt take it off. You stayed close to Jeremy โ partly because you were warmer with him next to you, but mostly becauseโฆ well, you just wanted to.
At some point, you ended up by the bonfire. Jeremyโs arm stretched along the back of the bench behind you, and when the wind kicked up again, you felt him shift closer until his shoulder brushed yours and stayed there. At some point, his hand found its way to yours inside of the hoodie sleeve, sending a rush of butterflies through your chest.
โYou know,โ you teased, โnow youโre the one whoโs gonna freeze.โ
Jeremy smiled, his dimples showing. โIโll survive.โ His voice dipped softer, the firelight dancing across his face. โBesidesโฆ you look better in it than I do.โ
Your face went warm, and it wasnโt from the fire. You ducked your head again. โJeremyโโ
โWhat?โ he laughed, his knee bumping against yours. โItโs true.โย
The fire crackled softly in front of you, and the night air was still cold. But with Jeremyโs hoodie wrapped around you and his hand loosely tangled with yours inside the oversized sleeve, you barely noticed.
Neither of you spoke for a while, the music from the party fading into the background. You watched the flames dance, but your mind was fixated on the way his thumb brushed lightly over your knuckles. Slow and soft. Like he didnโt even realize he was doing it.ย
โYouโre quiet,โ Jeremy said eventually, his voice low and warm. โWhatโs going on in that head of yours?โ
You smiled, though you didnโt look at him. โJustโฆ thinking.โ
โAbout?โ
You hesitated, because how were you supposed to admit that your thoughts were mostly about him? About the way his hoodie smelled like him, the way his hand fit so perfectly around yours, the way he always noticed when you needed him without you even having to say a word.
โNothing important,โ you teased instead, glancing up at him with a little grin.
Jeremy rolled his eyes, but there was a soft curve to his lips. โSure.โ His gaze dipped down, taking in the sight of you in his sweatshirt, and his smile grew. โYโknow, you could keep it. If you want.โ
Your heart skipped. โWhat, the hoodie?โ
โYeah.โ He shrugged like it was no big deal, but there was a hint of pink dusting his cheeks. โI kinda like seeing you in it.โ
You opened your mouth, but no words came out. Because what were you supposed to say to that? Your face went warm, your fingers tightening around his without thinking.
โYouโre blushing,โ Jeremy teased, his voice dipping lower.
โShut up,โ you muttered, tugging the hood lower over your face to hide the fact that he was absolutely right.
He laughed softly, and before you could react, his hand let go of yours just so he could tug the hood back, brushing your hair away from your face. โDonโt hide,โ he murmured, his voice gentle. โI like looking at you.โ
That did nothing to help the whole blushing situation.
You were sure your heart was going to beat right out of your chest. And then, because your brain apparently wasnโt fully functioning, you whispered, โYouโre being awfully sweet tonight.โ
Jeremyโs smile softened. โMaybe Iโve got a good reason.โ
Your breath caught. โYeah? Whatโs that?โ
He didnโt answer right away. Instead, his fingers brushed against your cheek, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. The air around you felt warmer, like the fire had crept closer, and you were suddenly very aware of how close he was.
โYou should wear my stuff more often,โ he said softly, his eyes flickering down to the hoodie you were practically swimming in. โKinda like knowing youโre warm because of me.โ
You were definitely not breathing anymore.
And then โ because Jeremy Gilbert was apparently trying to kill you with sweetness โ he pulled the sleeve of his hoodie back over your hand, his fingers brushing against yours in the process. โThere,โ he said softly. โAll cozy now.โ
You swallowed hard, your voice barely above a whisper. โJeremyโฆโ
He smiled โ that soft, warm, perfect smile โ and his eyes searched yours like he was waiting for something. And maybe you wouldโve said something, maybe you wouldโve done somethingโฆ
But then someone called Jeremyโs name from across the yard, and the moment broke. He sighed, his thumb brushing your hand one last time. โI should probably go see what thatโs about.โ You nodded, trying not to look as disappointed as you felt. But before he stood, Jeremy squeezed your hand. โDonโt go anywhere, okay?โ
โOkay.โ
You watched Jeremy disappear into the crowd, your heart still hammering from the way he had just looked at you, the way his fingers had lingered, the way his voice had turned soft and warm like you were the only person that mattered.
The hoodie still smelled like him. That stupid, wonderful mix of cologne and something distinctly Jeremy. You curled further into it, biting your lip to keep from smiling too much.ย
โHey, you.โ
The voice was familiar, slightly slurred, and way too close for comfort. You knew Matt was drunk before he even sat down next to you. He plopped down on the stone bench, his blue eyes glassy and unfocused. The scent of beer clung to him.
โHey, Matt. Whatโs up?โ You smiled at his state, knowing he didnโt usually get this drunk at parties. He was usually the DD. It was good for him to have some fun once in a while.
โYouโre cute, you know that?โ he murmured, his breath tinged with booze.
Your stomach twisted. Maybe he was having too much fun.
โMatt, youโre drunk,โ you said lightly, shifting away, but his arm wrapped around the back of your shoulders lazily.
โโM not that drunk,โ he mumbled, a grin on his face.
Matt wasnโt usually like this. Sure, he could be flirty, but it was always in a friendly, harmless way. But this? The way his knee knocked against yours, the way his arm stretched out behind you, the way his words were just a little too slow and a little too bold? This wasnโt Matt.ย
You glanced around, hoping to see someone you knew nearby, but the party was still in full swing, and no one was paying attention. Even the couple across the fire from you were sucking faces.ย
โI mean it,โ Matt continued, his voice dipping lower. โYou lookโฆ really good.โ
He reached out, tugging lightly at the sleeve of Jeremyโs hoodie. โEven in this thing. What, Gilbert let you steal his clothes now?โ He smirked. โKinda cute, actually.โ
You swallowed, resisting the urge to shrink back. โYeah, wellโฆ I was cold.โ
Matt chuckled, shaking his head. โYou donโt need his hoodie. Iโd keep you warm if youโd asked.โ
This was wrong. You werenโt scared, exactly, but you were uncomfortable. This wasnโt the Matt you knewโthis was just the alcohol talking. But that didnโt make it any easier to deal with.
You tensed, every instinct telling you to leaveโ
And then, suddenly, Matt was gone.
You barely had time to register that Jeremyโs hand was fisted in Mattโs shirt, yanking him off the bench.
โWhat the hell is wrong with you?โ Jeremyโs voice was low but furious.
Matt stumbled, blinking up at him in hazy confusion. โDudeโwhat?โ
Jeremy shoved him back, not hard enough to knock him down, but hard enough. โBack off.โ
Matt scoffed, swaying slightly. โRelax, man, we were justโโ
โNo,โ Jeremyโs body tensed up immediately. His jaw tightened, and his hands balled into fists, clearly trying to contain himself. His gaze hardened as he stepped forward, eyes locking with Matt's. The tension in the air thickened, and his voice cut through it like a knife when he spoke to Matt. โYouโre drunk, getting in her space, and not taking the hint.โ His entire body was radiating anger. โSo Iโll say it againโback off.โ
Matt let out an annoyed huff, throwing his hands up in surrender. โAlright, alright. Whatever.โ
Jeremy didnโt move until Matt turned and disappeared into the crowd. Only then did he let out a slow breath, his hands still clenched into fists.
You were still frozen in place, heart racingโnot from Matt anymore, but from Jeremy.
The look in his eyes when he turned to you wasnโt just frustration. It was something deeper. Something messy.
โYou okay?โ he asked, voice softer now.
You nodded slowly. โYeah.โ
Jeremy exhaled, scrubbing a hand through his hair.ย
โI was fine,โ you attempted to reassure him.
Jeremy gave you a look, and you sighed.
โOkay, maybe not totally fine,โ you admitted.
His lips pressed into a thin line. He was still pissedโyou could see it in the tension in his shoulders, the way he kept flexing his fingers like he was forcing himself to relax.
And yet, beneath all of that, there was something else.
Something that made your stomach flutter.
You tugged at the sleeves of his hoodie, still wrapped around you, trying to ground yourself. Jeremy only shook his head, running a hand over his face. โCโmon,โ he muttered, turning toward the edge of the property. โLetโs get out of here.โ
The walk away from the party was quiet.
Jeremy still looked tense, his gaze fixed ahead, hands shoved deep into his pockets. You wondered if he was replaying what had happenedโif he was still fighting the urge to go back and deck Matt for good measure.
You hesitated, then stepped closer, bumping your arm lightly against his. โYou donโt have to be so mad.โ
Jeremy let out a breath through his nose but stayed quiet. Your heart did a stupid little flip. You stopped walking, grabbing his wrist to stop him. โJeremy.โ
He sighed, finally looking at you, his expression softer now, but conflicted.
For a long moment, thereโs nothing but silence between you two, stretching out like a wall youโre not sure how to break through. Then, his eyes met yours. Thereโs a softness in them; a crack in his usually guarded exterior. He opens his mouth, and his voice comes out quieter than you expected, barely above a whisper. โI donโt like seeing guys act like that with you.โ The admission, so raw and unguarded, catches you off guard. Itโs a side of him you didnโt expect, vulnerable and honest in a way he hadnโt been before.
Jeremy quickly looked away again, staring down at the pavement like he regretted saying anything.ย
Silence stretched between you.
You bit your lip, warmth curling in your chest.
โYou know,โ you mused, voice teasing but gentle, โfor someone who keeps trying to hide his feelings, youโre really bad at it.โ
Jeremy huffed a quiet laugh, shaking his head.
This time, you definitely caught the faintest hint of a smile before he ducked his head, his ears just barely tinged pink.
โJust shut up and keep walking,โ he muttered.
You grinned.
And you did.
The quiet walk away from the party took you back to Jeremyโs house, neither of you speaking much.
Jeremyโs hands were still shoved in his pockets, his jaw tight. But the tension between you hadnโt disappeared. If anything, it had shiftedโturning into something heavier. Something unspoken.
By the time you reached the Gilbert house, the air between you was thick with it.
Jeremy pushed open the front door, stepping inside first. The house was dark and silentโElena must not be home yet.
You hesitated in the doorway, suddenly unsure. โI should probablyโโ
โStay.โ
Jeremyโs voice was quiet, but firm.
Your heart skipped.
He turned to look at you, his eyes dark, his expression unreadable. โJust for a little while.โ
You swallowed, stepping inside. Jeremy shut the door behind you.
The air felt different in here; warmer, heavier. Maybe it was just because the outside chill had faded. Maybe it was because your heart was racing.
Jeremy let out a long breath, rubbing a hand over the back of his neck before looking at you again. His eyes flickered downโjust brieflyโto where his hoodie still hung loosely on your frame.
You hugged it closer, suddenly hyper-aware of how it smelled like him.
โYou want something to drink?โ Jeremy asked, his voice rougher than before.
You shook your head. โIโm okay.โ
Silence stretched between you again.
You knew you should say something light, something normal, to break the tension, but your brain wasnโt cooperating.
Because Jeremy was looking at you like that again.
Like he was fighting something.
Like he was dangerously close to losing.
Your pulse jumped.
Jeremy exhaled sharply and turned away, running a hand through his hair. โYou shouldnโt let guys talk to you like that,โ he muttered, his voice tighter than before.
โI didnโt let Matt do anything,โ you pointed out, watching him carefully.
Jeremy huffed. โI know. I justโฆโ His shoulders tensed, his hands clenching at his sides. โIt pissed me off.โ
You swallowed. โYeah. I noticed.โ
Jeremy let out a breath through his nose. โI donโt want guys thinking they can justโโ He cut himself off, shaking his head. โI donโt want him thinking that.โ
The air felt impossibly thick.
You took a cautious step closer. โJeremy.โ
He turned, eyes locking onto yours, and that was when you saw it.ย
The frustration, the tension, the lingering anger from earlier. But mostly, you saw how much he wanted you.
Something in your chest tightened.
You barely had time to process it before he was suddenly right in front of you, his fingers brushing the hem of his hoodie where it hung loosely over your thighs.
โLooks better on you than it does on me,โ he murmured, his voice low and rough.
You let out a soft, breathless laugh, your pulse quickening. โYou said that already.โ
His fingers curled into the fabric, his proximity almost overwhelming. You could feel the warmth of him, the faint scent of his cologne mingling with the lingering hint of beer from the party.
His eyes flickered down to your lips.
Your breath hitched.
And thenโfinallyโhis lips were on yours.
It wasnโt soft. It wasnโt hesitant.
It was heat and frustration, all the pent-up feelings spilling over in an instant.
His hands slid to your waist, pulling you closer as he pressed you back against the hallway wall. You barely had time to react before he was crowding into your space, his body pressing against yours.
You tangled your fingers into the front of his shirt, pulling him closer, as his groan vibrated against your lips. His grip on your waist tightened like he was afraid to let go, his desperation evident.
Maybe he needed to prove something to himself.
Maybe he needed to prove that you were his.
Maybe he was done pretending otherwise.
Your heart hammered, and a warmth bloomed deep in your stomach as you kissed him back, eager, breathless.
Jeremy finally pulled back just enough to look into your eyes. His gaze was dark and intense, something dangerous lurking beneath the surface.
โI meant what I said,โ he murmured, his voice rough.
You swallowed, your breath still unsteady. โAbout what?โ
His grip on your waist tightened, pulling you closer.
โAbout not wanting other guys to think they can have you.โ
A shiver ran down your spine, but you refused to look away, locking eyes with him as you bit your lip.
โAnd what if I donโt want them?โ you teased, voice barely a whisper, daring him.
His eyes flickered, his fingers tilting your chin upward as his thumb brushed over your bottom lip.
โThen you should probably tell me who you do want,โ he murmured.
Your stomach flipped, your heart thudding in your chest as you met his gaze, your voice low, barely a whisper.
โYou.โ
Jeremyโs eyes darken and his hands move to your waist, lifting you effortlessly. You gasp into the kiss as your feet leave the ground, his arms wrapping around you, pulling you closer. The motion is quick, almost instinctual, and you can't help but wrap your arms around his neck, holding on as he walks toward the stairs. His lips trail down to your jaw, kissing you in soft, heated bursts as he ascends, each step a reminder that this is real, that youโre here in his arms.
The warmth of his body against yours, the feeling of his lips moving against your skin, it makes everything else feel distant, like nothing else matters but the two of you. His lips press against your neck, and the sensation sends a shiver through your spine, your heart pounding in your chest.
By the time you reach the top of the stairs, his lips are back on yours, hungry but still gentle. He turns and kicks the door open to his room with his foot, never breaking the kiss. You feel the soft cotton of his hoodie wrap around you more securely as he carries you over the threshold and toward his bed.
As he reaches the edge of the bed, he gently lowers you onto the soft blankets, his lips lingering against yours for just a moment longer before he pulls back. His hands slide to your waist, making sure you're settled comfortably. The bed creaks slightly under your weight, but you hardly notice, lost in the depth of his gaze as he looks down at you, eyes dark with desire, but softened by something tender.
He hovers above you, his thumb brushing along your cheek as he leans down and kisses you again, slower this time, savoring every moment. His voice is barely a whisper, heavy with emotion, "Iโve wanted this... you, for so long."
His hands slid under the hem of the hoodie heโd given you, brushing the bare skin of your back, sending a shiver down your spine. You barely had time to react before he was kissing you again, slower this time, more deliberate.
Like he wasnโt just proving a point anymore. He was making a promise.
Jeremyโs hands were everywhere, his lips trailing down your jaw, kissing the side of your neck as if he were trying to memorize you, claim you in the most intimate way. Every touch sent a spark through your body, every kiss deepening the hunger you felt, the desire youโd never been able to name.
โJer,โ you breathed, your voice trembling.
Jeremy pulled back slightly. His lips moved down your neck, a trail of heat in their wake, and you shivered under his touch. His hands roamed lower, brushing below the waistline of your jeans, his touch careful, testing how far you were willing to go.
The tension was unbearable, but neither of you wanted to break it.
"Jeremy," you whispered again, your voice a mix of desire and hesitation.
He pulled back slightly, his lips just a breath away from yours. His gaze was dark, his pupils dilated as if he were barely holding on. "Are you sure about this?" he asked, his voice strained.
You met his eyes, heart pounding in your chest. โAre you?โ you whispered, grinning up at him.
Something shifted in his expressionโa flicker of vulnerabilityโyou both knew there was no turning back.
"Yeah," he breathed, his hands pulling you closer. "Iโm sure."
You didnโt want to stop.
The world around you faded away as your lips met his again, desperate, fervent, as if this was the only thing that mattered. The kiss is deeper, pulling you closer as his tongue gently brushes against your lips. You donโt hesitate to respond, your breath mingling with his as his kiss grows more insistent, coaxing you into the moment. His tongue moves slowly, carefully, exploring.
The air between you is thick with desire, charged with something neither of you wanted to deny. Slowly, his shirt tugged up and was pulled over his head, and you could feel the warmth of his chest press against you. He pulled away slightly, his breath heavy as he looked at youโhis lips swollen from the intensity of your kiss.
His hands slide up your back, this time pushing the hoodie off your shoulders, and it falls to the floor without either of you acknowledging it. His lips moved back down your neck, each kiss leaving a mark, a promise that you would both carry with you.
"God, you're killing me," Jeremy murmured, his voice strained with barely restrained desire.
Your heart thundered, and you leaned forward, capturing his lips with your own, placing your hands on both sides of his face.ย
You could feel the intensity building, each movement more frantic as you tried to pull him closer, your fingers trailing down his chest. Jeremyโs hands roamed lower, his touch teasing, brushing against the waistband of your jeans before his lips moved to your collarbone, kissing with intent, leaving marks.
But thenโ
You both froze.
The sound of the front door closing downstairs reached you, followed by the muffled sound of voices.
Jeremy tensed immediately, his breath catching in his throat. You pulled back slightly, eyes darting to the door as the voices filtered up the stairs.
โDo you hear that?โ Jeremy muttered, his voice thick with frustration.
You nodded, feeling the pressure of the moment slip through your fingers. His hands slowly dropped from your waist, and the tension between you thickened.
โMy sisterโs home,โ he murmured, his voice tight. โI donโtโโ He didnโt finish the sentence, but you could feel his hesitation, his conflict.
You stayed silent for a beat, just staring at him, chest still rising and falling with every breath. His gaze flickered between you and the door, but he didnโt move closer. He stayed a respectful distance away, the space between you now thick with unspoken words.
โI donโt want this to end,โ you whispered, your hand brushing his chest, feeling his heartbeat beneath your fingertips.
He glanced down at your hand, then back up at you. โMe either,โ he confessed, his voice soft but rough.
But the distance between you both lingered, the moment shifting as reality encroached once again. You smiled softly, your fingers brushing his jaw as you locked eyes with him.ย
Jeremy let out a frustrated sigh, resting his forehead against yours for a second before reluctantly pulling away. His chest rose and fell rapidly, his hands still gripping your waist like he wasn't ready to let go.
You swallowed hard, trying to ignore the lingering ache of want as you tried to sit up. "I should probably go," you murmured, voice barely above a whisper.
Jeremy's hand caught yours before you could move. "Wait," he said softly, his fingers tightening around yours. His eyes, still dark with unspoken emotions, searched yours. "Stay. Just for a little while."
You hesitated, heart hammering as you looked at him. His shirt was still off, his hair messily tousled from your hands, lips swollen from your kisses. But beneath all of that, there was something deeper in his gaze, something raw, pleading.
Wordlessly, you nodded.
Jeremy exhaled, as if relieved, and gently pulled you back onto the bed. He wrapped an arm around you, tucking you close against him, his bare skin warm against yours. His heartbeat was steady now, a comforting rhythm beneath your palm as your fingers traced lazy circles over his chest.
Neither of you spoke. You didnโt need to.
His fingers skimmed up and down your back, slow and soothing, as your body relaxed against him. The tension from before still lingered in the air, but now it was softer, quieter. You felt the weight of his arm drape over your waist, pulling you just a little closer.
Eventually, your breathing evened out, your body melting into his warmth. Jeremy felt it happen, the moment you gave in, the way your grip on him loosened as sleep took over.ย
He didnโt move, didnโt dare disturb the moment.
Instead, he pressed a slow, lingering kiss to the top of your head, holding you just a little tighter.
"Just for a little while," he whispered, his voice barely more than a breath.
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