OKAY I tried getting back into the fandom but life happened, the ahit trauma kinda ruined my love for the game and nowadays I have moved on and found new hyperfixations. It took me a long time to admit this to myself, I thought with enough time and a long break I would be able to continue. But for now, I only seem to drift further away instead of finding my way back into the fandom. If I do art of ahit, I do it for myself and because of short inspiration boosts or because I want to finish an almost finished art piece from decades ago. Because believe it or not, I tend to work on different artworks and leave them almost completely finished lying around for ages.
It's so ironic since this chapter was the one I was hyped for THE MOST, I had it written and sketched out for years. I believe it was done (or mostly) back when I was drawing for the second chapter. And then the whole creator mod drama came along, the year I finally managed to get to the 4th chapter... I'm pretty confident to say that this, along with a few other issues piling up at that time had brought me to a new low point in life. It got so bad I went to therapy for about 3 years. Nowadays I feel better, there are things to look up to but whenever I look back at ahit, I can never look at it the same way, no matter the length of the break I take. When you pour your heart and soul out for something you love so dearly and passionately, for years, and then get stomped on to such a degree, ignored, dismissed, excluded by fans and devs alike... it really does something to you. I always wanted to stay positive and have fun. Be competitive to a playful degree, respect other's opinions, learn something new and share knowledge. But it hurts me more to stay than to leave.
If you want, because I cannot promise I'll ever come back to this comic, I can share the rough traditional sketches with you I still have, tell you the story that was planned and ideas I had. I don’t even know if there are many left that would like to know the rest of this comic but if there are people, if you are interested, I will make something like a master post and spill the beans for you.
