#truthaboutparenting

G R A T E F U L to end another rough week not just for me but I’m guessing maybe for this little one too…. He had lots of chaotic moments this week and boundaries were definitely tested a lot!! Too many revelation of fear came up through the surface for me this week. *FEAR that I won’t be enough for my child and that results to me desperately trying to manage everything and desperately trying to balance everything hoping that I can pull everything together and only then I will know that I can really do this!! *FEAR that I am constantly disappointing my child…being a single mom, moments like this hits a lot harder, and you cry a lot harder too! And worrying alone that I am that person that constantly breaks his heart….that’s a hard pill to swallow!!

Sometimes I wish I could just give him what he wants, because as a parent, sometimes I simply just want to see him happy……