#trixsajas

god, he's nervous. jay can feel the energy bouncing around his body, the way he can't stand still as he's shifting from foot to foot. he's over thinking, hands nervously wringing together as he leans against the dance bar, attempts to act nonchalant despite the wide eyed look on his face. ( he is many things, but subtle is not one of them. )

when dae-hyun starts to pack up his things to leave, jay is quick to follow. his hand, already on the strap of his duffel bag, adjusts it over his shoulder, and jay falls into step behind the older man. ❛ good job today, ❜ he compliments, his tone earnest as a hand falls to his shoulder, squeezes softly. ( this type of affection has become normal between them -- maybe it's dae-hyun's presence. maybe it's the cool, collected way he speaks, he acts. jay admires it as much as he envies it. )

❛ i -- um, i just wanted to say thank you. for staying after and helping me these past few weeks. i'm not usually this... scrambled when trying to learn a new routine, but, i appreciate the patience. ❜ the words are genuine when he speaks them, jay's smile soft as his teeth worry his lower lip. swallowing, he stands for another moment, eyes dropping from dae-hyun's eyes, to his lips, then away. he moves before he can over think, and jay leans in, drops a kiss low on his cheek, near the corner of the other man's mouth. ❛ it... it means a lot to me, ❜ he tacks on, pink blooming across his face.

his body is slumped, weak with satisfaction as he tugs at hanna's elbow, urging her back up his body. ( the evening is long from being over, but there's something about the way she's never afraid to take charge of the situation that makes jay weak in the knees. ) leaning up on his free arm, jay cups the side of her face, fingers curving gently as his thumb swipes along her bottom lip.

there's zero hesitation as he pulls her in, seals his lips over hers in a long, desperate kiss. lips part, and jay whines into her mouth -- at the feeling of tasting him on her tongue. teeth work to suck her lip into his mouth, and jay groans as he tugs her into his lap, eager to hold her close. ❛ you're amazing, ❜ he breathes, voice a little dreamy post orgasm. he doesn't intend to let her go, though -- no. he intends to return the favor, tenfold. hands grip her waist, and jay brings them chest to chest, lips trailing down her neck as he sucks a soft mark into her pulse point. ❛ where do you want me, baby? ❜ he asks, hands wandering down her abdomen with interest.

the words snap him out of the trance that jay was seemingly in. eyes flutter open, looking up to meet the want ( and gentle teasing ) in dae-hyun's eyes. there's a breathless laugh that passes from his lips, and jay takes the moment to inhale softly, attempting to ground himself in the moment. ( there's always so much want that thrums through his body -- sometimes, jay can't keep up with the way he yearns, the way his hands so desperately curl into dae-hyn's shoulders, nails nearly leaving marks behind with how tight he's dripping the other man. )

❛ s-sorry, ❜ he breathes first, though he's not apologetic about how badly he wants him. he can't be. instead, jay arches forward, lets his lips meet dae-hyun's in a softer, gentler kiss. his eyes are wide when he pulls back, smile a little shy as he rolls his hips gently, presses into his touch. ❛ i've just -- i've been... thinking about this for a while, ❜ he admits breathlessly. ❛ thinking about your hands on me, ❜ he tacks on, brows creasing as he moves his leg, wraps around dae-hyun's calf to keep them pressed together. ❛ please -- touch me. ❜

it catches him slightly off guard from where he's sitting across the table. his glasses are sliding down his nose, lips pursed around a spoonful of soup, and jay isn't sure he's entirely heard daehyun correctly. because for all of the intimate encounters they've had, all the time they've spent together, it's never started like this. it makes something settle in his chest, something oddly domestic at knowing daehyun can look at him like this -- in his pajamas, half awake, a little confused -- and still find him attractive.

smiling, jay leans back, his eyes betraying just how giddy he is. ( because sometimes he really can't believe this is his life. ) his hands settle in his lap, fingers twisting together. "yeah?" he asks. there's a hint of uncertainty in his tone, though not because of daehyun. because of himself -- because in what world is jay kim enough for someone like this? how did he manage to wriggle his way into daehyun's life so seamlessly, to the point where the other man is saying things like this?

"i -- i like the way you make me feel," he states, though that much is obvious. jay's never been able to hide how he feels a day in his life, especially when it comes to daehyun. "and i -- i'll give you... whatever you want, honestly. just -- just tell me, and i'll make it happen."

his eyes roll as he turns, looks up towards his big brother with annoyance in his eyes. ( minjoon didn't ask for this. maybe not on purpose, anyways. how was he to know that his family would worry this much about what he was doing? he wasn't even in charge. wasn't even next in line to be in charge. what the hell did it matter if he stayed out a little later? indulged a little more often? tried to have some fucking fun every now and then? )

groaning, minjoon leans back, head landing comfortably on one of many throw pillows that adorn the long couch in his office. ❛ if you really wanted to keep me safe, ❜ he shoots back at jongho, ❛ you'd leave me alone. i don't think i'm doing anything wrong. ❜ ( a lie, of course, but he believes it whole heartedly. maybe that's part of the problem. ) ❛ besides -- since when do mom and dad care about what i'm doing? shouldn't they be all about you? ❜ it's said with a hint of venom, perhaps jealousy, as his eyes narrow. ❛ why don't you need your own protection? ❜

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