#trish asks

anywho i just read ch4 of shame on me and i loooooved it pls. nanami is so sweet, what a perfect gentleman, i can't help but feel like it's gonna be a "that's the way i loved you" by taylor swift moment though where even though nanami is so sweet she'll prefer the turbulence of gojo bc tell me why when they're arguinggg they've got hella chemistryyy aaa

reader talking about how making the flower bloom was the only thing she could do w her technique without causing adverse harm was so sad. i know she really beats herself up for what happened to that kid's mother but i hope she can realize it's not her fault :(

im deaddd at how gojo saw them KISS tho that's crazy. the love triangle is love triangling

reader advocating for yuuji made me so sad bc yuuji is my fave jjk character he is just sweet summer boy and the fandom rlly doesn't talk about the fact that he easily resolved to die if it meant helping ppl :(( ughhh sobs. it felt so powerful to see reader advocate for him. the part where she mentioned how they were stealing his youth, like yeaaa it reminded me in jjk0 when gojo said the same thing ab yuta, and when he brought that up to her n reader realizing he has a heart was so lolol but also like it shows they have more in common w eachother than they think

loved this chapter i wanna bang your gojo so bad sorry to end on a horny note but he's so in character to canon that it makes me feral xd he was so daddy in the yaga's office scene. much loveee!!! and thanks sm for sharing your lovely fics

ellie hi!! i hope you're doing alright and know that my inbox n dms are always open if you wanna talk <3 (also me too)

aaaa thank you so much <33 fr i adore nanami, he's such an angel and deserves the best but no spoilers on that front huhuhu i DO love that comparison though, honestly 99% of my writing is heavily based on lyrics and music since it's what i went to school for :)

it makes me so happy to hear that everything with reader translated into my writing how i wanted it to :') i've always loved how cursed techniques all seem to have some sort of drawback and really wanted to explore that with a bit of ~angst~

gotta love gojo absolutely finding every way to upset reader LOL

i've always found it SO heartbreaking that yuji resigns himself to dying SO quickly and i just know if i was in that universe i would be fighting for all the students to give them the lives they deserve :((( they're all so sweet and so young and have gone through so much ugh i just had to make reader step in and fight for them :(

AAAAAA that is the highest compliment pls don't apologize!! especially when ihm gojo and kickoff gojo constantly live rent free in my head (the way that ihm gojo has me wrapped around his finger though, the slightly unbuttoned shirt mention always has me drooling it makes me wanna chew on him)

nanami in this fic is SOOOOO like i'm not really a nanami girlie but he's so cute in this. i got so sad when he mentioned the part about how someday his luck will run out :( being sorcerer is so selfless. i just about died when he took the bowl to the sink n started washing it LOL he is husband material

im excited to read moreee and also see where reader's relationship w gojo goes, and what's gonna make her turn a leaf n look at him in a different light. much love!!

hi ellie!! I hope you're doing well too <33

aaa thank you!! it's so nice to hear that the action comes across well, i feel like i second-guess myself on everything that isn't angst or fluff i have no clue why 😵‍💫

reader has more grit than I do, i could never refuse lunch with him 👀

awhh i'm so glad you like my nanami 🥹 i feel like i just can't help but write him soooo husband i'm just such a sucker for a man like that- i just love a sweet man 💖

thank you so much for reading, your messages genuinely make my day you're so kiiiind 😭💖

i've been awake traveling for almost 24 hours now you'll have to forgive me if i wrote something that doesn't make sense LOL

congrats on finishing shame on me!! that must feel like a huge accomplishment (at least i really hope you feel that way!! and very proud of yourself)

i just read ch2 and looooved it omg. so excited for the tension thats gonna happen i assume since reader is living at the cabin now 🤭 also nanami x reader??? pls nanami is so sweet tbh ALSO IM SOBS AT HOW HE’s STILL ALIVE POST SHIBUYA 😭😫🙏🏼 the mention of his bandages tho ouch 💔💔💔 also looking forward to reader meeting yuuji n training him, loved the part where gojo said the higher ups want gojo to kill him but thats not the kind of world he wants for yuuji. he’s so daddy for that. he’s also kinda reserved and nonchalant so far im looking forward to seeing how their dynamics change. reader standing up for herself in that argument was 👌🏼 “im here bc you decided the best person to kill a child was me” like yesss clock his ass!!! but also i understand that he’s on a mission haha

i am soooo sleepy im literally typing this w one eye out for selener lolol much love hope u have a great day/night 🫶🏼🫶🏼

hi hi ellie!!

THANK YOU <3 i'm super happy and proud but now i like almost don't know what to do with myself LOL 🧍🏻‍♀️ i have a bunch of drafts to work on but it's just so strange not being able to go back to something familiar

nanami deserves the WOOOORLD i love him sm absolute husband material

no fr though gojo is absolutely daddy for standing up to the higher-ups and protecting his students even if he also has an attitude with reader- their fighting was so much fun to write though 👀 i think i just have a knack for writing angst specifically

sorry im so awkward i havent sent an ask to an author in so long bc i hardly get a chance to read fics but i started reading “shame on me” (been at the top of my tbr for so long i was so intrigued reading the summary) and ch1 was SO GOOD!!! i just had some thoughts hope u dont mind me sharing 👉🏼👈🏼

“You could only hope the dread you felt in that moment as your father’s presence faded, to be replaced only by memories, wasn’t a feeling the young boy would experience at such a young age.”

likeeee this being said and then the little kid losing his mom over reader’s accidental activation of miriko curse was CRAAAAZY i literally gasped

the dragon scene curse intro was so good it was like straight out of a movie. the i am death and you are my vessel was OUF. you could write screenplay fr, it was like beautifully directed? idk if that makes sense in the form of writing haha but the creativity of the dragon on the boat! stunning

the part where she debates throwing herself outta the vehicle to escape gojo was so funny to me 😂😂 that would be me fr. im like sir im sorry idk what to do w alla you. im outta here

your gojo is sooooo omg he is SO CANON im screaming. i feel like im IN the show im alr so down bad for him. i love canon au fics bc like him w the blindfold n the tracksuit vibes like ughhh its sexy. also when he said “spacing out at a time like this?” you def nailed it his casual confidence that borders on arrogance, rather than just displaying him as one dimensionally cocky👌🏼 his interest in reader is also so canon bc he lives n breathes scoping our sorcerers of all kinds. also. idk. the scene where he was interrogating miriko. i love his dialogue, he’s so hot. LOVE

i like the subtle detail of miriko’s emotions mixing w readers thats so cool. also “The dragon’s scales shone in the dimly lit cave as the familiar lapping of souls against the wooden ship broke the silence of the air.” WWOOAAAHH THATS SO FREAKING COOOOOL the domain descriptions were chillinngggg. the idea of a grim reaper curse is so cool that’s honestly cooler than gojo’s cursed technique imp

the vulnerability that gojo showed at the end w suguru 💔💔 but i can imagine that mustve meant soooo much to him and like also canon gojo wanted to give suguru a proper burial and passing so like reader helping put him to rest kinda healed a part of me ngl

omg love it!! im so excited to read more <3

hiiiii ellie!! i'm doing great, i hope you are too <3

omg pls don't apologize, i'm super awkward but i promise this isn't awkward at all, this is like the sweetest message ever and made me smile so much?? 😭 you're such an angel omg of COURSE i don't mind <3

idk if other authors do this but i pre-wrote that scene in my head like 30 times before finally committing it to a page so seeing that you gasped is like the biggest compliment ever <3 😭

i'm so glad to hear you like everything with miriko 🥹 the amount of time i spent planning the details surrounding her is unreal, that doc is such a mess with how much i needed to go back to it oof- anyway the point is seeing you say i could write a screenplay? that's like the sweetest compliment ever THANK YOU <3

PFF i'm glad we're on the same page with jumping out of a moving car at the sight of gojo 😂

AWH thank you so much, i tried SO hard to get his personality as canon as i felt i could given that i was going for canon au so that genuinely means the world, it's definitely the part of my writing that i doubt the most (writing smut still intimidates me though) so i'm SUPER glad he comes across like i intended because like damn i love an arrogant canon gojo and i needed to make him HOT 👀

idk why but curse/cursed technique ideas seem to live in my head rent free and i absolutely ADORED the idea of making like a benevolent grim reaper and basing it off the river styx, it means the world to hear you think it's cool 😭

UGH ikr that part hurt to write, i just wanted to give them both like a real, proper send off god i love them fr they deserve to be happy

my turn to actually be awkward im sorry omg- THANK YOU so much for reading, it means the world, i like put my life on pause to read whenever you update i absolutely love the way you write and i love how fun and also HOT you write the jjk men UGH ihm gojo has a hold on me like you wouldn't believe 👀 kickoff is quite literally the inspiration behind me wanting to get back into writing (and eventually actually posting) because i just adore your writing sm

in conclusion, I love ur brain!!

I nearly leaped from my bed when the chapter started as the first post I saw as soon as I came on to tumblr!! Idk what it is but ur fic scratches a certain part in my brain 😭

anon you're so KIIIND this made my night 😭 thank you so much, i'm so glad everyone's been enjoying SOM so much, it's been such an absolute blast to write and i fr am so grateful for the support for the first fic i've posted, especially since i had no expectations going into posting!!

AAAA fr making me smile 🥹 i'm super happy with how that chapter especially turned out (i think i've said this for every chapter and i will continue to say it every chapter no one can stop me 😌) and i really appreciate messages like this, they always make my day 😭

i also have begun drafting my next longfic (rockstar!gojo anyone? 👀) and have a bunch of oneshots planned as well

🌻 anon!! i'm so glad you enjoyed my sukuna fic, i think it might be my fave thing i've written lowkey 💖 i absolutely adore non-curse au grumpy but soft bf sukuna and his cute biker gf and i kinda wanna write some lil spinoffs with them because i just can't get enough of them 🥹 thank you for reading and sending a message they seriously always brighten my day!!

i'm so bad when it comes to using a ladder because i do have one but im too lazy to pull it out half of the time 😭 so i just climb on everything it's actually so bad

OOOOH YOU'RE GETTING A BIKE?? wait a baby pink bike is so cute, the idea of biker bf sukuna getting a pink wrap for reader's bike has me- 😭 i totally get you too i have 0 impulse control, i practically just got a tattoo and i'm getting ready to book 2 more even though i should really save but they're just so prettyyyy

def don't apologize!! i appreciate every single one of your messages and i hope your move and decorating has gone great and can't wait to hear more about your bike 💖 i promise the next SOM chapter is in the works, i just can't seem to get into the right headspace for one specific part of it and it's driving me nuts, i've rewritten it 5 times now so hopefully i can figure that out and then post 😭

hello!! this is so kind, thank you 🥹 thank you so much for reading! i'm so glad you enjoyed the biker!sukuna au i posted, i had so much fun with that one and i'm super happy with how it turned out 💖 i've been thinking of doing some little/shorter oneshots/drabbles with him since people seem to love him