Jun 2
i certainly feel comfortable calling myself an alcoholic now. i get very irritable if i cannot drink if i want to, and that's almost every day now .. :-) i am wondering which of my IDs to pursue next. thinking about focusing more on transition. i want to look like myself, i want to act and feel like myself. i want to feel fulfilled. normalcy is not in the cards for me.
there is no feeling comparable to the freedom of realizing you can truly do whatever you want with yourself - when nobody is holding you back. if you keep going for anything, keep going for yourself and the right you have to express yourself however you want. anybody placing rules on queerness doesn't understand what it truly means to be queer.
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