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XtraX- Triggered Tuesday 008

‘Sometimes... I cry, for no reason at all.’

Lyrics

Life is pain

So inhale the numbness

Exhale, revel in dumbness

Choices choices

Cooperate obliterate

Alone, as one

Together we suffer

We’ll never be more than a number

You’ll break

Hide away, medicate

Doctor please, I don’t want, to be

Like this or like that but like them

Cos sometimes

I cry for no reason, at all

It’s our own fault

This life’s what you’re living

Count to ten, back from ten

Breathe in out, in and out

Walls of shrinks closing in

Therapist, I have sinned

Open wide

Effects aside

Don’t you long to feel like

Everyone else, it’s all the rage, swallow the hype

Change my mind

By design

Fold and bend

So I can

Fit the roles I’m not supposed to

Everybody’s screaming

There’s gotta be meaning

With all of these opinions I’m crawling on the ceiling

Scrolling is my heroin

Comparing’s how I better me

Constant self belittling

What is that you think of me

HEY! You’re not that bad a guy

Fuck me harder

I thought you knew that I am capable, more than capable of murdering

I am a monster

You’re fresh blood to me.

Don’t struggle and let me peel you off, show you, you bask in sin

Come in, sit on the couch

And tell me

When did this start

I know

Everyone’s crazier than me

If only

They would believe

Lock and load, here we go

Used to be need to know but

I’m not well, I need help

Life is hell, life is hell

Open wide

Forced inside

Don’t you long to feel like

Everyone else, it’s all the rage, swallow the hype

Erase my mind

No rewind

Fold and bend

So I can fit this