#trepidatious

Got a new job interview today. It’s gonna be lower hours, but in a field I would like to be in. And it’s 99% less likely to burn my face then my last job. And hopefully, with vaccines being rolled out (got my first dose yesterday) hopefully hours will expand. #selfie #trepidatious #newjob https://www.instagram.com/p/CNak7R3pUjg/?igshid=1l8k9ajbx8nex

there were many things the male regretted doing , and … what happened with vienna surely was part of those mistakes he wanted to backtrack on. ( if only he could go back in time and erase whatever he did , he absolutely would. ) his past self , when he was younger , was quite an asshole and he knew all about it … after all , it has been ten years and he still thought about it. that’s why he was kind of reticent at the idea of coming back home and go to the reunion as there were so many faces he wasn’t ready to see again. his courage was … well , on the low. and yet , there he was , standing in front of vienna. he remembered sending her an email back when he saw the interview , knowing full well whom she was refering to and glad that she never mentioned his name. he also said he was sorry , but never got to say it face to face … and he guessed that now was the time , for what it was worth. “ look … you didn’t deserve anything that i did to you. i was a kid , wanting to have fun , and … i never meant to hurt you. it was meant to be a joke , not something so serious that many would talk about for weeks on. “ he sighed. “ i truly am sorry , vienna. and i’m not only saying that … i mean it. “

he doesn’t sleep as much as he’d love to , as he always go to bed way past midnight and has to wake up early for his morning classes. sometimes though, he sleeps past his alarm and doesn’t seem to particularily care about doing so. he doesn’t snore , which he knows , since he asked a friend once to stay awake to see and … nothing happened. he can’t sleep on a hard bed , like … at all.

moves in baby steps

adj. In a state of trepidation

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