#trcnsformative

HMU W/ THAT REMEMBERING SHIT 

binch... .... wt f : / 

                        truly, isaac has no one but himself to blame for expecting other people to function exactly like him. in his eyes, concealing emotions & constantly wearing a mask that only displays indifference is perfectly okay, or, more accurately, the only way he deals with what’s inside of him.         ❛     you don’t have to.    ❜         he points out what he thinks is obvious & reaches for her chin with his slender fingers, so that he could make her look up at him. the second he achieves that, he removes his hand.         ❛    you know you can just ... talk to me about it, yeah ?? i mean, i can only offer half-assed advice, occasional pats on the back & cheap mexican food but that’s better than nothing ...  right ??     ❜

binnCH DO IT

          “i di -- i didn’t know how! how wa -- was i sup -- supposed to tell you something like th -- that?” 

            her breathing halts the second the lights flicker off . “ beth?? ” she asks in a whisper , as though within the milliseconds that the power has been off , her sister’s disappeared from the room . hannah’s completely aware she’s being silly -- that this is too much , just a continuous panic -- but that doesn’t stop her from reaching out with a cold hand , looking to find beth in the pitch dark . one option was to simply go to sleep . if they closed their eyes and went to bed , the electricity could be back on in the morning . but any hopes of sleep were dashed the second everything turned off at once . “ i ha -- i have candles on m -- my desk . i don’t kn -- know where my matches are th -- though . ”

                I LOVE YOU: three little words that hannah has never in her life once doubted when they came from her sister’s mouth . at least , not up until this point . it doesn’t last for long , there ARE a couple of seconds of { DO YOU TRULY BELIEVE SHE’D STILL LOVE YOU ?? } but for once , it’s an easily quelled thought . if she doesn’t have the love of her siblings , then what does she have ??                     ‘  i love you too ,  ’  she says , an easy grin taking a place on her lips, like NOTHING happened.                                  ( when is a monster not a monster ?? oh , when you love it . )