#transition shit

Hey tumblr I haven’t been in here in awhile but I’m 6 months on testosterone so here’s a comparison picture. I look kind of different but the same. It’s cool. Nice.

I made a video talking about all my changes in the last 6 months the I will hopefully get up on youtube in the next couple of days if I’m not too lazy and get around to editing it and I’ll post it on here. Watch it if you care. Don’t watch it if you don’t.

Anyway if you want to you can follow me on twitter @anti90smovement cos i probably won’t be on here much except to post transition updates.

My hair looks good today so we aren’t waiting 3 days I’m doing my 3 month on t comparison now

Ok so it’s actually tomorrow but I think I’m gonna be busy so I’m gonna do it now

Gonna start with uh emotional shit

I’m altogether more calm and also I think I’ve become a quieter person but it’s a content quiet not a “I’m too anxious to speak” quiet. I’m more comfortable with my own thoughts and that’s probably not just from testosterone that’s just a me thing I think.

Uhhhh I cried (not like full on cry just shed a few tears) watching a video of the last scene of the last episode of bear in the big blue house on twitter so i still cry over dumb shit like that but I don’t cry much in general so that hasn’t changed

My dad still deadnames me a lot and I get really sad and angry when it happens and I sometimes fall down this dark hole thinking I should just die because he’s never going to accept me but I get over it LOL

Ok so now for physical

More leg hair!

More face hair!

More armpit hair

More tummy hair

I didn’t do weight training really this month but uh I think my shoulders got wider still?

Didn’t gain or lose any weight

Thankfully my hunger has really subsided

My skin still relatively the same and I’m not very good at keeping up with a routine if I was my skin would probably be much better

Voice sort of has dropped but still isn’t anywhere near where I want it to be >:(

Shark week still gone haven’t had it since the 2nd week of being on t (thank u Jesus)

I think I’m entering the chubby face phase of hrt lol

Oh also tmi but bottom growth is like.....not happening anymore? I think I just have small dick genes? I had like an initial growth spurt but it’s kind of just stopped since then. Oh well 😔

my voice has dropped slightly havent really had a drop though but i cant scream anymore my voice just cracks when i try

my leg hair is slowly growing higher and higher cant wait until i have that good good thigh hair 

body hair in general coming in more but it’s still blondish

little tiny mustache and little tiny chin hairs (shaved the chin hairs cos some were long and scraggly keeping the god damn dirtstache)

people say my jawline more pronounced but i really dont see it but that just might be my.....dysphoria talking.

uhhhhhh getting fucking big muscles getting fucking ripped

its been 46 days or something around there since my last uhhhhhhhh shark week as the boys say but im afraid its still too early to say we are out of the woods