#transformyourself

Your Pain Today Will Be Strength Tomorrow. 💪 Conquer Your Limits!

April 2019 vs December 2019

[… in a sea of words that scurry like birds…]

In this deceased sea

I’ve paid no attention

to meaningful words,

so they scurry, fleeing

my vision like startled

birds.

the advice I’d once

given has forgotten

to imprison itself

in my mind,

so I’m lost

yet hidden.

I’ve started a quest

To find my religion.

I’m witnessing the

devil on his

mission

to acquire something

different and

deter my path,

he’s filled my soul

with regret

and wrath.

Clouding my frontal

lobe with daydreams

of revenge

so that in reflective

moments I’ll

forget to forgive.

I’d look to flesh

That surrounds my

Own to forget their

Own problems

And squat in

My home.

To lend an ear

And hear my

Screams that have

Been rehearsed since

Fifth teen.

Keeping ties with

Those habitual

Habits have proven

To be my only

Tactic

To wade through

All of my mental

Madness

And cushion all

Of my emotional

Crashes.

Questioning patience

To rename it

Torture, and

Rethinking notions

Of passing over.

Still, I know that

Life is a gift

Of closure,

And each day a

Chance to start

over,

[you can’t assume

That aging is

Growing older.]

Polishing my soars

To show off as

Wealth, I’ve battled

With demons

That I store on

My shelf.

Wonders of when

These trials will

End, or begin,

Fighting for

Answers to

Prevent regretting

Sin.

[ To the birds

Who’s beauty

I neglected for

Protection,

Please return

To lecture

New Moon in Scorpio on October, 27-28. To put simply, from there we start our personal revolution. That’s what we pushed to do when the energy of New Moon *** new beginning, initiation, setting intentions, releasing and preparing for new circle *** 

meets the energy of Scorpion 

*** intensity, drive for the deepest realization of self through transformation and self-destruction, trauma and the patterns of pain, search for deep connection, merging with someone as a way of healing and insight***

This spread is to sit with - slow and dense, not easy to handle.

Make yourself comfortable - take in your circle blanket, images of your ancestors, physical \ spiritual, the symbols empowering you and, for sure, good pot of tea. 

Set an intention before pulling the cards that you’re ready for that revolution, you’ll be open for any messages and you’ll not turn back. 

The positions of spread:

1 - Every revolution starts from the present moment when we just relax and start seeing... - what you don’t see in your current situation, what prevents you from seeing clear and understanding

2 - Let go - what doesn’t serve you any more and holds you back, your addictions and obsessions, this position is also about forgiveness and cleaning ancestral trauma

3 - Transformation - what aspects of your self or daily life need to be transformed, card in this position may offer insight in subconscious patterns limiting you

4 - My power revealed - what aspect of your self you need to integrate this Scorpio season, what hidden powers you’re accessing 

5 - Where it leads me - what you should know about the process of integration, where it’s leading you, what role it plays in your soul journey