G, i never knew... i never knew until now, and im so sorry i never was able to help you. and im sorry i was mad and scared when i found out here, but. ive gotten over that part.
you were still an amazing person, a great friend, and it wasnt *your* fault. they should never have turned you into one of them. you didnt deserve that pain.
none of us deserved what we went through, but i cant blame you for helping them set it all up for us. you had no choice.
im sorry for all the times the games got to me and for all the times i hurt you. im sorry about all the times you hurt me and i held it against you. i understand now why you were the way you were, why everyone was the way they were.
i just hope youre well now. i hope you break free from them, i hope they arent Watching you, us, anymore, and i hope we can all just... adjust to one good life again.