#toxic!bfmatt

-Matthew is such a fucking assertive and stern guy in general that if he were your boyfriend and say you guys got into an argument—this leads to you dramatically leaving the car, he would do this.

-The way he instantly blew the horn is just so hot to me idk how to explain it

-Something something about Matt and cars??? The way Matt did this and also drove with his hands over his eyes.

-If this was you, once you got back in the car bf!matt would grab you by your hair and say something like “what did i tell you? now are you gonna listen?”

-I would personally keep walking if Matt drove up next to me after an argument trying to get me back into the car because I would want him to personally put me back IN the car🙂‍↕️

this is once again my usual clip analysis i always do so pls don’t send this to @nickssidewitch asking if this is accurate or not bc you guys tend to do that even though this ish is all for fun😪✌🏽(love you kiki)

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The fucking fingers placement

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~toxicbf!matt says as he fucks you into the bed

~matt’s assertive behavior here(at chris’s sake) is just top tier to me

~toxicbf!matt who would only have you to tell you one time to do something and it gets done

~chris’s self control in this video is such a turn on(further playing into him waiting until you guys get home to handle business)

~the silence before matt does something because you’re expecting it but you never know what exactly he’s gonna do

~i love when Chris wears beanies

~chris basically telling y/n that she’s lucky they’re in public or else he would punish her right then and there(this could be seen as cringe but omggg after seeing what he’s carrying between his legs—i don’t think so)

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~It is always something so truly pulling when it comes to Matt. Like i’m a Chris girl through and through but just seeing certain things(more specifically this picture as of right now)….it just feels like he’s the hottest guy to walk this earth.

~I know that’s saying a lot…but hear me out okay? He’s smiling for the picture maybe because he just wanted to smile. Yeah okay. But what if we switch the scenario and this is bf!Matt smiling as you take the picture—he’s making sure to come off as innocent as possible.

~This mf just got done fucking you on days end, this is the first event you guys go to after all of this—and because Matthew is so fucking cheeky(yes i sound british rn but this word is fitting) he decides to purposely put up a thumbs up in the photo because that’s the signal you guys give to each other when you’re ready to fuck.

~Now let’s take it an even step further…imagine enemy!matt standing next to Chris(your bf at the moment) and he knows that you know that he caught you using a vibrator to get off—while Chris was at the store. You thought everyone was out of the house but noooo. Matthew had come home earlier because he forgot something…something that Chris told him was in his room.

~Like your pussies wet from the toy, the vibrations still going strong as you’re on your what? third orgasm of the night? But anyway, Matt is walking downstairs and as he opens Chris’s door(it’s a soft motion because he doesn’t open doors like he’s trying to get a fucking whale out of the way. iykyk) and the thing that meets his eyes is you laying slightly sitting up with your back against the headboard, the wet squelching noises of your cunt, the constant moans of Chris—but all that stops when you see Matt.

~The vibrator is still going as you try to find the right words to maybe cuss Matt out or get him to leave but it just hit your clit again…causing you to start moaning Matt’s name instead of Chris’s. I do think Matt would just blush a bit before grabbing what he needs to and leaving but…the damage is already done and the next time you see him is when Chris drags you to a Baylen Levine event and one of his friends asks to take a picture with him.

~No you didn’t know Matt would be in the photo until Chris dragged him in at the last second. But who do they ask to take the picture??? The only person standing near the area. As you take the picture you notice Matthew’s smile with a hint of mischief because both you guys know what happened ans what he ended up seeing…

~Now with all that stuff being said even though that’s not even half of what I could think about when I see this sexy ass picture, Matthew is so naturally beautiful and his smile compliments him so very well.

~One of my top posts says this but, Matt has a hung smile. That mf is hung and packing(as we all know due to my account.)

~the VEINSSS IN HIS HANDSS. God I need his veiny long dick inside of me.

I<3Matt

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~the way Matthew is channeling his inner Christopher here.

~the black wife beater(sorry that’s just the term ppl use) and chain will always be gold

~this is giving me toxic!matt mixed in with frat boy!matt soooo basically the same thing😭💀

~I feel like Chris would try to send you a snap just updating you on what he’s doing and in this scenario Matt comes in and makes sure to put his face in the camera bc he knows you like him(he likes you too)

~his chain dangling during sex.

he looks so good! the first photo was giving Matt Sturniolo who would definitely leave you on read, bends you over in the bathroom of his boston home house, always irritable, moody and fratboy!matt

whereas the second picture is giving Matt Sturniolo that would open your texts but not rlly respond, rough missionary in the back of his car, toxic!matt, happy go lucky moods, dancing matt and bigdick!matt

I am clearly not being fr in this caption before ANYONE attacks me. Geez.

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I’m already knowing this mf would be the perfect amount of toxic for me, he would literally post a tiktok like this actively while yall are arguing and as you watch him, the video gets more and more mocking but not in a bad way—just matt showing how fucking sexy he is and you know it too.

I was so early people couldn’t believe he posted(i couldn’t either)💀

Matt’s dick would be lodged so far up my pussy that you’re gonna have to call 10 nurses, 16 doctors, 23 firemen, the mayor and 67 construction workers to get it out.

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Toxic!Bf Matt x Soft!Blackgirl reader

|Contains: cheating, manipulation, slight physical abuse, alcohol, suggestive content, mentions of suicide and trauma

part two

Y/n’s Pov:

Chris had been the first to hug me when I entered the apartment. His body felt warm, after being in the coolness of Matt’s presence and the ocean, this was all I wanted to feel.

“Y/n! Omg Chris told me what happened.” Nick walked down the stairs and instantly pulled me in for a hug. He looked genuinely concerned as he held my face in his hands.

“Matt didn’t tell anyone that he was leaving or that he picked you up. I don’t even know where he’s headed—.”

“—Oh he’s with Madison.” I say the last part quietly, my mind going back to the strange encounter in Matt’s car.

Nick didn’t say anything or push me for answers. He just sent me an apologetic expression.

Chris looked at Nick with a “I told you so” face. This made Nick roll his eyes.

“I also met someone.” My face started to heat up.

Nick started smiling again and hugged me.

“That’s good. I told you, you’d make friends.”

I laughed as he rocked with me. Chris ran a hand through his hair.

“So who is it?” Chris looked at the blue hoodie I wore. I knew he knew about Hamzah, so why did he want me to say his name?

“His name is Hamzah.”

Nick bit his lip and nodded.

“He sounds hot. Is that whose hoodie you’re wearing?”

I nodded and confidently fluffed my curls. Nick smiled. Chris rolled his eyes and headed to the kitchen.

“Okay well you’ll be staying in my room. I had already set up your clothes while you were gone and Chris got—.”

“Wait i’m staying in your room?”

Nick looked puzzled as if I just asked the most obvious question in the world. Chris was going in the fridge to get a pepsi.

“Yes. Where else would you stay? I wouldn’t dare let you sleep on the couch.”

I play with the sleeves of Hamzah’s hoodie and look at my feet, with a crinkle of my eyebrows I speak again.

“But Matt said that I was staying in the room to the right.”

Chris almost choked on his pepsi as Nicks eyes widened.

“Y/n, the only room that’s on the right is Matt’s.”

I didn’t speak. My body awkwardly swayed to the side as I looked into Nicks eyes. For some reason I felt cheap, like I had been doing something wrong by mentioning that.

“Are you sure he said that?” Chris walked over, he was calmly speaking to me.

With a shy nod, Chris and Nick both scoffed.

“Well it’s up to you on if you actually wanna sleep in there. Matt can sleep pretty wild.” Nick said as he started to grab blankets out of the hall closet.

“No way in hell is she sleeping in there. Y/n you’re staying in Nicks room tonight got it?” Chris sternly said.

“Got it roger.” I saluted him jokingly but immediately cringed when he just stared at me.

Chris sat on the couch and went on his phone, the pepsi still in hand. Nick sat at the table in the kitchen, that left me to just decide to sit next to Chris.

“Hi Chris.”

Chris looked up from his phone and smiled at me, he took a up of pepsi and put his arm around me.

“Heyyy what’s up muffin.”

My face said what I wanted to say before I did as I pull my curls in front of my body.

“Muffin?”

Chris smirked as he drank some more of his pepsi.

“Who am I? The fuckin muffin man?”

Chris started laughing and shook his head. I felt as he started rub my shoulder, the hoodie I was wearing cut off the skin to skin contact I wanted. Leaning in to his touch, I watch as Nick approached us.

“Guys so actually Matt just sent me a text saying that he’s gonna stay over at Madison’s. So i guess you have his room all to yourself Y/n.”

My body physically sighed as I dramatically dropped my head down. The boys only snickered and I nodded at Nick.

“Guess I’ll go shower then.”

Nick was the first to say something.

“Yes please do you smell like fish.”

I put a hand over my chest and opened my mouth.

“Rude.”

Chris laughed and spoke next, “Yea I wasn’t gonna say anything Y/n. But when you put your hair next to my nose..”

Nicks face was red as he looked at Chris, “Ten pounds of bounce that ass.”

I watched as Chris dramatically passed out, my mouth was hung open in shock and fake hurt. Nick only laughed harder at my expression until I jumped on both of them.

“I guess we’re gonna all smell like a fish market then huh?” I teased while I rolled around on their laps. Nick tried to push me away but didn’t wanna hurt me and Chris only laughed more and started copying me.

After Nick and Chris finally surrendered, I grabbed some clothes to sleep in for the night and headed for the shower in Matt’s room.

Matt’s room was very, plain. I don’t know what I expected, but it smelled like him. It smelled like his cologne and as my fingers gently touched his bedsheets, I realized that he’s probably had girls on this bed.

“Yuck.”

Matt’s PoV:

Madison was starting to piss me off. I came over here to get drunk but all she wanted to do was fuck.

I grabbed her wrist from my cock, getting tired of the lazy handjob she was doing.

“Madison i’m going to go. You’re bad at this.”

My eyes rolled at her hurt expression and I tucked my dick away, standing up. Madison clearly wanted me to stay the night, but I had already gotten what I came for. She had some beer and I knew Chris and Nick would kill me if I got drunk again at the apartment. Again.

“Mattty Babyyy.” Madison’s voice sang, she pulled up her dress revealing her pussy. It’s clear that she knew Matt wouldn’t refuse her and with spit coating her fingers, she shoved two in.

“Is Matty Baby gonna make me do this all by myself? Hm???”

I hated her. She always knew how to get under my skin and she knew how much I struggled with drinking. Madison lured me here with the sweet words “I bought beers.” Fuck. 

I haven’t always been an alcoholic. Growing up as a triplet in boston, we had a pretty decent life. We wound up becoming famous and I had to hide the fact that I was drunk in most videos. Nick had first caught me in dad’s wine cellar at the age of 13, he didn’t even think much of it because we were christians. He knew that Jesus turned wine into water and in his young mind, believed that his little brother was just being curious.

Things started to get worse when we came to L.A for the first time. It started off because Chris wanted to go to some influencer party, with Nick knowing one of the girls who ran it, and me not wanting to even wake up that day. Yea I had tried to end my own life a few times, the time where I purposely fell while riding my skateboard at 8, fake sleeping to fall off the bed so that my skull would crack at 15 and the night of the party.

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Matt felt Chris shaking to wake him up, it was too late for him to be up still.

“Chris what it is?”

Matt sat up, but Chris suddenly threw a shirt at his face.

“Get the fuck up. We’re going to a party.” Chris’s voice was full of excitement. Chris watched as Matt moved sluggishly, not even bothering to fix his bed.

Matt went to the bathroom to brush his teeth. When he looked in the mirror he almost wanted to scream looking this reflection. In his own head, Matt didn’t personally like the way his face looked even if he did look like Nick and Chris. It was obvious who people preferred anyways.

“Matt don’t worry I know the girl of this party and she seems nice.” Nick stated as he walked in the bathroom standing next to Matt.

“Who even is she?”

“Her name is Madison. Her family is like crazy rich and she apparently does singing, so that’s how she got her money.” Nick applied his lip balm and fluffed his hair.

“I’m only going for the drinks.” Matt retorted while spitting the toothpaste out and wiping his mouth. Chris chuckled as he walked by.

“On the contrary my dear brother. There’s gonna be hella pussy.” Matt could almost hear the lust dripping from Chris’s voice.

“You guys need to be put down.” Nick said as he left the bathroom.

Matt’s fingers ran through his hair and he looked at the fading hickey on his neck. Chris gave him a pat on the back.

“Yea I could use some.” Matt slyly said and the pair followed Nick out of the house.

They made it to a huge mansion, there were already people standing outside and holding red solo cups. Matt could smell the alcohol coming off their bodies. It smelt like sweat, sex, drugs and alcohol. With a tug of his arm, Chris brought Matt back to reality.

“Cmon let’s go get a drink.”

Nick walked ahead of the two boys going to greet his friends. Matt had no intention of talking to anyone, hell he didn’t even wanna come here today. Why was everyone trying to get him to act like someone he’s not??

Matt grabbed a cup and started pouring random drinks in it. As he downed the cup, the feeling burning his throat with every gulp, he noticed a girl staring at him from across the room.

The two didn’t speak any words but made mutual eye contact. Matt grabbed the girls hand as she held it out, then started walking with her to a room upstairs. She was carrying a half full bottle of Hennessy. Nick noticed Matt walking upstairs and shot him a confused stare.

Matt was laying on the bed, the girl who was clearly high out of her mind, leaned against his chest.

“You didn’t even tell me your name.” She softly spoke as she traced his tattoos.

“Matt.”

The girl sat up in amusement, her perfectly white teeth showing while she smiled.

“No shit? My names Madison.”

Matt nodded. He grabbed the bottle of Hennessy from her hands, completely downing it. As Matt stared into space—getting lost in his own drowning thoughts, he sighed and looked at Madison.

“Wanna see me kill myself?”

Madison’s face fell. She felt her blood run cold and she stared into the eyes of the guy she only planned on hooking up with.

“Knock it off Matt that isn’t funny.”

Matt didn’t budge, he finished the bottle and sat up. With the grab a of her wrist—Matt took Madison onto the balcony of the room they were in.

“No seriously. How funny would it be if I just fucking-.” Matt imitated him falling off the railing, this caused Madison to hit his chest.

“Matt stop fucking joking around. You’re drunk. Let’s just go back inside.”

It got quiet. Madison kept a hold on Matt’s arm—scared that if she even let go for a second, he would be gone. Her eyes began to tear up as she watched an emotionless Matt stare down at the people partying.

“Matt why are you hurting so much?”

Madison’s voice was full of confusion and sadness. Her hazel eyes watched the boy in front her, silently holding onto whatever painful emotions he felt. Matt had never been asked this question—he was usually good at masking how he felt.

It was the alcohol. He knew it—she knew it, but they both also knew that nothing could be done. Matt was now drunkenly standing near the balcony’s edge—Madison’s hand trying to keep him still, while she also dealt with a blurry vision.

“Wanna be my girlfriend?” Matt’s voice came out plain. He didn’t want Madison to be his girlfriend, he couldn’t even understand why he asked her that.

Madison nodded. Maybe this could be the next step in helping this guy heal—or just an easy for way for her to get him off of this balcony.

Matt allowed the meaningless kiss to be placed on his cold lips. The crisp air made him sniffle—it was the same kind of weather he had been used to growing up. This brought back all the memories he tried pushing down.

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As Matt got into his car, he ignored all the “fuck you” messages from Madison. He just wanted to focus on trying to keep his eyes open—as he started driving back to the apartment.

Y/n’s Pov

Once I finished showering I decided to put my phone the charger that was already plugged in. I knew it was most likely Matt’s but my body was too drained for me to do anything.

I got under the covers—feeling the warmth of his body heat still present, and closed my eyes. My skin rubbed against the softness of Matt’s bed, I wore a simple oversized shirt and shorts to bed.

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Matt headed straight to the kitchen—he threw his car keys onto the sofa. The softness of the overhead lighting helped him find what he was looking for. His hands grabbed the bottle of rum—he kept this hidden from Nick and Chris.

As Matt closed the fridge, he walked to his room.

Y/n’s PoV

In the middle of the night, I feel someone’s body against mine as I lay there in bed. My vision was blurry from the darkness in the room—plus I was still half asleep. When I turned around I saw a sleeping Matt, his shirt was off and his arm draped around my waist.

My heart started beating fast as I took in this fairly intimate position. I didn’t say anything, my body was tired from the walking and stress of yesterday’s actions. Matt stirred a bit in his sleep—his breathing was heavy, as if he were having a nightmare. I reached out—carefully caressing his face, he seemed to be calming down.

“Shh shh it’s okay. I’m here, i’m here Matt.”

My voice was soft, I meant every word I spoke. Sure he had been sort of an asshole to me—but then again i’m a newbie who has moved into his apartment. Clearly he was dealing with his own issues.

I sigh, deciding to face his way. I carefully—but slowly pull Matt closer to me. The smell of alcohol mixed in with the musk of his cologne made my face heat up. He suddenly flipped us—I was now the one laying down as he lay on top of me. His head rest between my shoulder.

“This what you wanted?” Matt’s voice slurred—he was clearly still a bit intoxicated.

I let out a soft moan as he started to kiss my neck. I didn’t know what was happening, this was such a good feeling—I almost felt guilty for wanting more. Matt’s tongue started to lick gently from my collarbone to the back of my ear, his plump lips sucking at my skin.

“Matt wait—.”

He groaned, pushing my hips down more—then starting grinding against my pelvis. I could feel the outline of his dick. My body betrayed me as I let out small moans—my hands started to tangle into his hair.

Before anything could escalate even more, Nick opened the door.

“Y/n Matt’s back—.” Nick stopped in his tracks as he watched the scene in front of him.

I watched as Nick gently pulled Matt off of me—my face still red from the encounter, my legs closing so he wouldn’t notice the wet spot between my legs.

“Sorry about that. He probably thought you were Madison, this fucker wasn’t supposed to get drunk.” Nick scoffed as he lightly hit the back of Matt’s head.

I got up to go sleep on the couch after that. My mind still reeling—trying to process these new feelings.

IM FINALLY FINISHED WITH CHAPTER THREE OMG😭 So sorry this took so long but tbh, i don’t think people actually care about this series.

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