Hey Toxy 🖤
I was wondering how Raider would react (now that their relationship has evolved so much) if he was woken up by sweet pea having a nightmare.
Let's imagine she cries and says Jackson's name in her sleep.
How would he comfort her, what would his thoughts be?
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Joel responds to a nightmare | raider
Good question 🖤 including a couple of adjacent scenarios that have been on my mind.
If you sound mildly distressed, he's comforting. "It's okay, baby." If you sound like you're crying, he'll slide his fingers over your cheeks. When he feels the warm moisture, he's turned on.
If he hears a name like "Jackson," his heart starts pounding. His nostrils flare. His possessiveness seizes him. He reflexively holds you tighter, which might wake you up gasping for breath. If not, he rolls you onto your back. Your head is thrashing back and forth, and he holds it still. He says your name to wake you up.
When he sees your fearful eyes, his protectiveness kicks in. He takes a deep breath and reassures you, "Nothin's gonna happen to you, sweet pea." You whisper, "I know." "C'mere," he brushes your tears away and kisses the moisture off his thumb. "Shhhh." He kisses you on the forehead, spoons you again and kisses your neck. He reassures you, and the vibration of his voice through your back soothes you. He stays awake. He wonders what he can do to make this stop. He means well, but he has misguided thoughts like, should I make an example of someone else to show her no one can hurt her?
What if you dream of Harold the Scarecrow instead, just the gruesome scene, and you don't say any names? You refuse to tell Joel what it was about. If he gets it out of you, he tries to avoid his guilt. "Who let you see that?" He demands. "No one," you insist. It was hard to avoid. "Shouldn't be lookin' at somethin' like that. 'Course ya got nightmares." He's quiet for a minute but still thinking about it. "I gotta keep ya safe, sweet pea. The guys gotta know to stay in line."
What if you grind your teeth? He gently forces a finger or two into your mouth. He doesn't mind if you bite them, it's cute. It turns him on a little bit. You suck them and your face relaxes. Depending on how tired he is, it may take it effort not to wake you up for sex now. But if he's spooning you as usual, you'll feel his excitement anyway and might moan onto his fingers, making it worse, and one thing leads to another.
