#touch my trigger

Matsulight unsafe gunplay, Light's POV, first person.

So he's staring at me, right, and I am a person again for the first time in months. His gun is cold in my mouth. It feels nice; my throat hurts a lot these days and the metal makes my spit cold too when I swallow it. He's terrified, of course, because that insecurity is still inside him waiting to rot. He's pathetic. That's always been one of my favourite things about him. Normally that would be because it makes him easy to use, but nothing at all is complicated right now. I like him pathetic and I have no reason for it.

sequel to touch my trigger

"Don't come," he says, mischief in his eyes.

"It would be easier if you'd let me have the safety on," you say.

He'll tell you later that he almost kept writing Near's name in blood. Right now you are a gun and you cannot hear anything. Your vision is a barrel pointed straight ahead, first one eye then the other and you wonder if Light's concern is fake. You wonder when he'll kill you.