#tosomewhere

feeling like i’m slowly sinking into this familiar sadness

the hopeful reach for understanding,

inventing reasons to blame myself

predominantly cold

tears are just flowing

soul is crashing

like a phone running on low battery mode

you instantly realize, it’s you

you play the victim game

you sabotage yourself

you always make your way out of your tiny crimes

making yourself feel more powerful

invent things and reasons whenever you want to be right

gives more than she gets

takes 99% of someone’s soul and give it back scarred for life and still want more

or am i just imagining things

you accept everything wholeheartedly

you are hopeful for a change

you’re the one who loves more

feels deeply

gives more without expecting anything in return

gives her 111% in any relationships