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So from my own understanding it seems that one way to see this energy is to understand that the walls (laws, regulations, relative obstacles) are being reviewed because the energy that many have perceived to be dangerous or too far away due to these walls from the self are becoming integrated into our walls, and because we are realizing that the walls we have created are too small, we are forced to either tear them down or rebuild them in a way that helps fit everything and everyone.

The problem is that there’s energy on both sides of the wall so there will be a sort of fight over household. Like a Romeo and Juliet energy. Two or more general groups who have constructed a system where their power reigns over a vast area of materials, people, land, or ideas. And during this period we accidentally learn the way they have built their system, their wealth, their legacy. Their system is put to various tests that further make it clear to everyone around wether it’s functional to society or not. And if not there will be much easier time for the system to fall apart unless it changes and learns it’s limits and karma.

For us as humans experiencing this energy there’s a sort of connection to these systems as a sort of parental model of how one should behave and teach others to behave in a society. The systems, laws and regulations around us dominate our sense of safety so if there’s problem in the main household that energy will ripple and many will feel like they need to fight for their place in the “family.” Usually through however we feel family members behave during events but more so through how each other’s maturity plays out in the end. Teenagers acting like teenagers, adults acting like adults, children acting like children, but we begin to notice there’s a problem when these titles are off, more so towards children acting like adults and more obviously adults acting like teenagers or children.

Physically in this energy we are forced to make ourselves “small and efficient” to be “useful” but that itself is a Karmic problem, the question is should you make yourself bigger and risk destroying the system you’re in, become smaller and risk the system imploding into itself, or take yourself out of the equation because it wasn’t working for you. I think the answer here is pretty relative, and reality depends on so many other laws so take that with a grain of salt.

Because it’s Pluto energy all we can do is watch these things die and or evolve into something new, so as for all these things my thinking is that death and reincarnation will come to those connected to their karma.

As a Cancer Rising with Jupiter in Capricorn all I can do is learn to change my perspective of the world and others, whenever death comes in in any way. I see people killing themselves for respect and admiration and a title that might never come in. The people in shows that try so hard to get a title in their job just to lose it to someone else, and just fall into deep despair because of it has always played a huge fear in me. I used to fear that I’d never receive a title for a job that I never even knew yet. Now I just celebrate everyone because it doesn’t matter, everyone dies and this reality is very unfair and I don’t blame anyone for the way they feel so it’s best to make them feel good when it’s their day at least.

But in the last 12 years I learned that fighting so hard for something so improbable is crazy. And the wisdom isn’t don’t do anything, if it’s what you love you’ll love, but if you’re obsessed over something because of reasons beyond your understanding, (maybe gassed by older family, or engraved in your head from “influencers” to live a “hustle lifestyle”) then you’re not just gonna have a bad time, but you’re gonna have a bad life to the point of maybe suicide or general escape from society, And you shouldn’t leave, kill yourself, or deny yourself pleasure over the hill someone else used others blood to build. That and maybe your life is just really small… and there’s plenty of remedies for that ✨😏✨

As for Pluto in Aquarius, this sets up the stage for the energy to shift and become a more helpful energy. Everyone is so small and has learned so much about who’s missing what, who’s needs haven’t been met and there’s a shift to even things out for the sake of humanity. We learned that many systems built are doing things for certain goals, a certain output, we learn that people’s legacies may be built on certain visions that when put into the spotlight may be, as of this year, probably racist or homophobic or any type of hate and if that’s true then there will be events where these dreams and goals begin to change in some way for many.

So since the Sun entered my 11th House I got really into Pokémon Go, it was really fun, for a while biking and catching Pokémon, going to work, things were smooth, I was also seeing this one dude for a bit which was a fun distraction.

Once the Sun entered my 12th House things went south. My bike tires popped, I didn’t feel like playing Pokémon since I ran out of poke balls and I either had to buy more or go out and collect more. My back decided to give out for a few weeks so I couldn’t work. I’m fine tho.

Strangely the universe decided to drop a song I haven’t listened to for a long while that I have been aching to find since only a few beats of it could play in my head. Like an at-the-tip-of-my-tongue sorta thing which was an amazing thing. The song was “Paper Games” by Kaneholler.

Anyways a lot of other communication stuff happened too like awkward timing and somehow just making things worse. All in all it seems like the universe had to stop me for a second to allow me to window shop some things I was meaning to see on my own. And as a Taurus Mercury it requires me to see things in a methodical way.

In this case it was spending time in bed for a while, while I was forced to perceive a bunch of, what I first thought was stupid, only to realize how much of myself I have been giving to the wrong people. Not that they’re wrong but like a I’m not meant to be in certain places sort of thing.

So as we’re in my 1st house, yes hello thank you for being here, I’m just feeling more connected with what I have already been doing for myself. I realize Im already doing right by putting myself out there more. And just generally accepted and am moving on with what I have.

Anyways as addition I hate advertising myself but I’m starting Tarot readings Again soon, just gotta psych myself back up. I took a End of the Cycle break but I should be much faster to respond as time goes on. During my last cycle I got some really nice feedback from really kind peeps. There were some people that left me questioning, and some that REALLY liked my readings enough to send me nice tips. Definitely doing something meant for me. So if you’re interested I am a dollar a question. Just send me a dollar at my Venmo: @torivmod and a question with your linked dollar.

Or if you just wanna awkwardly chat about your sun sign or anything on astrology, that’s free.

I’m writing all this for my 100 followers, since I see so many bots on my thing. Also cuz I don’t update my status on anything besides my Book and Quill in my Minecraft world. Fun Fact: I’ve been playing Minecraft since 2012 and I just barely for the first time defeated the Ender Dragon🔥 Also I played a lot of Minecraft during my break.

I’d love to hear your Astrology experiences as well, as you see them or as they manifest around you.

This post is a mess, ✨Happy Cancer Season✨ here’s a meme cuz I’m not always consistent

✨Here’s a New Playlist I made special for my Cancer Risings to keep you company this New Year. ✨