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My J2 Photo Op from TorCon2017

I always like to let the people I have met  go first because it means I get to watch them get their photos and watch their joy. It truly is a beautiful thing. Seeing the boys interact with the fans feels me up with so many good happy feelings.

Once I got into the photo op room I could see the boys and it was amazing. Jensen was dancing and singing with the music and Jared just beams with happiness. He is such a big adorable puppy. Because they are so tall I couldn’t see their faces around the  lighting umbrellas so I just squatted down to see around them and to see the boys for 30 more seconds of viewing. I gave no shits what people thought. 

Jensen does the thing where he scans the line with his eyes...and talk about making your heart beat faster when he looks right at you (with your giant smile plastered to your face). Next thing I knew it was my turn. I don’t remember saying hi... I remember saying “Jensen I gave you a hug earlier so I am going to hug Jared this time. But I still would love your super big smiles!” And then Jared grabbed me and hugged me and just as Chris is about to snap the picture Jared somehow squeezes me tighter and I take big breathe in and fuuucckkkk I smell the musk.... No way to describe it. 

 And then I was sent on my way. Shell shocked. Walking up to them is just something else. You’re surrounded by giant men and it’s somewhat overwhelming but so good at the same time. It’s just Jared and Jensen is all you can see and they are both coming toward you. It’s truly something else. Also Jared’s hugs are something else. like from another dimension. Chuck knows I love Jensen but Jared’s hug did something to my soul. 

The End.

An anon wants to share their experience from TorCon last weekend. I’m quoting their exact words. 

Jared’s M&G:

Ok. I’m gonna start with Jared’s M&G. Another reason to keep me anon since we’re not supposed to discuss those. He hardly mentioned G at all, talked about his kids a bit. But then someone asked him what’s the most meaningful thing he’s given someone else now that he has the means to do so. He said he bought his parents a car and his buddy two guitars.

Then he said because Jensen saw this watch he really wanted but for some reason he wouldn’t buy it for himself, Jared bought it for him. He seemed pretty nonchalant about it too, like “here ya go Jen”.  Then he said “actually, I bought Jensen several watches, one of which he wears every day” 

Someone asked him about the song and video he did for ‘I am human’ he said Brian is one of his closest friends So he wanted to help him out. The lyrics spoke to him about how he’s sometimes worried about disappointing ppl but that he’s learning that he’s just human and will screw up and make mistakes

Someone asked him if he’ll play guitar and/or sing with Jensen again and !!!!!! He said they both were discussing it together (!!!!!) and debating crashing SNS but were too tired, so they went to grab dinner and then ‘crashed into bed instead’ HIS WORDS.

Then we were almost done and he asked if anyone had anything else so someone asked him about the bad idea and he said he and Jensen keep a lot of each other’s and mutual secrets and he doesn’t want to violate that trust so he can’t tell us. He was smiling so he wasn’t mad (?) But I think I remember him mumbling something as he was turning away... like “it really was a bad idea”

So he mentioned Jen a few times and G maybe once. 

Jensen’s M&G:

I don’t think he mentioned D at all but did briefly mention kids and JJ. We were talking about music and his singing for a little while bc someone asked if he sings lullabies to his kids. He said no.  When he sings with JJ it’s usually her Disney songs and he just strums the guitar as background. Someone asked a question about ‘Angeles’  And he said it’s a song with many guitar chords in it so it’s pretty difficult to play so he uses it as warm-up.  

So he got so good at it that Steve asked him to record it and then convinced him to make the video. Jared was around so he asked him to record it on his iPhone.

So for Jensen it was the melody more than the words and he acknowledged that the lyrics are pretty dark. I think he also mumbled something along the lines ‘ a dark view of the entertainment industry’ but I couldn’t hear that well. 

Jared’s solo op:

Ok but this gets better. Jared absolutely killed me in his solo op. I’m explaining to him what I want and he’s looking at me super intently, and his face is getting closer to mine and he’s looking in my eyes... my words fail me, I stop talking, and freeeze... and I ask “what?”

And he’s like “you have Jensen’s eyes!”  And I’m dead. But that’s not all!!! A normal person would say ‘oh thank you!’... but this is ME you’re talking to... So what comes out of my mouth? ... “and do you like that?” He smirks and says “hell yeah!” And I’m dead again.

Hot damn, anon! Sounds like your experience was pretty damn amazing. Thank you so much for sharing all of this with me and my readers! Crashed into a singular bed, huh? I shouldn’t be surprised. ;) 

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