#too au

Chihoon:

      You had asked Chihoon to meet outside the dorms, saying how there was something you wanted to give him. When he saw you standing outside with your hands behind your back, obviously holding something, he couldn’t help but question it in his head. Finally standing in front of you, you shyly present a bouquet of flowers without saying a word. You don’t see it, but Chihoons face reddens at your actions. Shyly, he takes the flowers from you, and before he could get a word in, you runaway.

      Taken back by your sudden disappearance, he goes back into the dorms and ignore the questions from his band members. Getting on his phone he goes to see what kind of flowers they are and they’re meaning behind it. Baby’s breaths. Symbolizes purity, sincerity, and love. Later on that night, you get a call from him.

Donggeon:

      You thought it be a great idea for you to surprise Donggeon after his first solo schedule. Luckily his manager was able to sneak you into his dressing room before he could return. Waiting for Donggeon to return, you set your gift for him on the table and decided to hide. When Donggeon was finally back in the dressing room, the first thing he spotted was the bouquet of flowers on the table. As he inspected the flowers, you decided to let your presence be known. “Do you like them?” Surprised by the familiar voice, Donggeon quickly turns around with a big smile on his face. Comin in for a hug, he asks, “Y/n? What’re you doing here?”

      “I wanted to surprise you at your first solo activity.”

      “It was a wonderful surprise, and you got me flowers?” Nodding your head, you tell him, “They’re asters. They symbolize love.”

      “Well, I love them, and I love you.”

Chan:

      “You got me flowers?” Chan asks as he examines the bouquet of carnations you had presented him. “Yeah, do you not like them?” You had walked by a flower shop earlier that day and saw how beautiful the flowers were and thought that they’d be nice little present for Chan.

      Quickly reassuring you he says, “No, no, I do like them. I’m just so used to getting you flowers, that’s all.”  Sure, flowers usually weren’t the first thing you would get Chan, but you were just glad that he liked them. “Well, then you should start getting used to it because I think I like that look on your face.” Smiling at your comment, he presses a kiss on your cheek, “I think I can do that.”

Jisu:

      “Look at what my sweetie, Y/n, got me. Y/n got me yellow daffodils. Aren’t they beautiful like them?” At this point, the members were starting to get tired of Jisu talking about the flowers you gave him earlier that day. “Yah, we get, they got you flowers, now stop waving them around or else you’ll ruin them.” Gasping, Jisu says, “You’re right. I have to keep these flowers pristine. I can’t ruin this lovely gift from my love.” He quickly then leaves to put the flowers in a safe area.

       Although the boys were annoyed with all of Jisu’s nonstop talking, they were just all glad that you were able to make him happy as he was.

J.you:

      When J.you saw the bouquet of peonies, he had to question you about them, “Hey babe, who got you these flowers?”

      “I did, and they’re not for me, they’re for you.” Gently grabbing one of the leaves on the stem, he asks, “Why’d you get me peonies?”

      “Because where I’m from, red peonies mean passionate love and romance, and I wanted to show you that I love you.” His heart melts at your explanation and he can’t help but coo at you. Motioning for you to come close to him, he pulls you into his chest, “It’s so cute how much you love me.” You playfully hit at his chest, “But just letting you know now, I love you more.” He goes on to show you this the next time you see him, when he shows up with more red peonies.

Minsu:

      “Do these flowers mean something in your country?” Minsu asks when you give him a bouquet of red chrysanthemums. Shaking you head, you respond, “Not necessarily. The universal meaning behind them is love.” When he hears your response, he quickly takes his attention away from the flowers and focuses it on you. “Love?” Shyly, you nod your head. A smile forms on his face. Setting the flowers down, he pulls you into a hug, “I love you too.”

      Now every time Minsu sees red chrysanthemums, he always has to buy them for you because he wants you to know that you are always loved. Sometimes he also buys flowers that are native to your country in case you ever feel homesick.

Jaeyun:

      “Why would you get me flowers?” Is the first thing Jaeyun says to you when you present him the bouquet of violets you had gotten him. “Because the florists said that violets mean loyalty, and I just wanted you to know that I’ll always be loyal to you.” Hearing the words come out of your mouth, Jaeyun’s face reddens in embarrassment. He found your actions and words too sweet that he didn’t know how to respond.

      “If you don’t like them, I can just bring them back to my place.”

      “No!” Jaeyun blurts out. A little bit softer than before, he says, “I like them.” He looks at the flowers again, and in your mind, you mentally take a picture of him, not wanting to forget this scene.

Kyungho:

      When Kyungho had saw the orchids on his desk, he was slightly confused. He knew that nobody other than you could have put them there, so when he went to go see you in the kitchen, he had to question it. “Sweetheart, did you put the orchids on my desk?”

      “Yeah.” His heart swelled up on the inside. Your love language wasn’t physical touch like his was, but instead it was giving gifts, and he knew what the meaning behind the flowers meant. However, getting him flowers was something new for the both of you, and Kyungho couldn’t help but fall in love with you even more. Coming up to you as you cleaned the dishes, he wrapped his arms around your waist, giving you a back hug, and kissed your cheek. “I love them. I think I could get used to getting spoiled like this.”

Jerome:

      “Y/n? What are you doing here?” Jerome questions you as you walk through the dorm with your hands behind your back. “I came here to give you something.” Presenting the object in your hands, you give Jerome a bouquet of sunflowers. He takes a moment and just looks at you before finally taking the flowers from you. “You got me sunflowers?”

      “Yeah, they reminded me of you.” You couldn’t tell, but on the inside, his heart was exploding from pure excitement. You didn’t realize it then, but this moment will forever be engraved in Jerome’s mind because from then on anytime he saw something with a sunflower on it, he had to buy it because it reminded him of you.

Woonggi:

      When Woonggi had saw the bouquet of flowers in your hands he was slightly sad, “Ooh Y/n, who got you those?”

      “They’re for you actually.” Any sadness Woonggi had previously felt before disappeared and was replaced with excitement. Happily taking the flowers from you, he gave them a big whiff, enjoying the fresh smell of the camelias. “Thanks Y/n, but what’s the occasion?”

      “There’s no occasion. If you know the meaning behind camelias then you’ll know.” With your helpful hint, Woonggi was able to piece everything together. He knew exactly what camelias meant. Love, affection, and admiration. You were confessing to him. Happily smiling at you, he takes a single stem from the bouquet and hands it to you. Accepting it, you look at him confused. “If you know the meaning behind camelias, then you’ll know.”

A/n: tbh Woonggi’s was my favorite like once I finished writing it I squealed lol. anyways, if you have any requests, my requests are open! you can check which groups I write for here: x

Prior to arriving to the studio, you had gotten your hair and makeup done, so all you were doing was waiting in your dressing room, waiting for the producers to get you. You were looking over your lines when you heard a knock at your door. Getting up to open the door, you were met with a group of boys, whom you recognized as TOO. You motion for them to come inside your dressing room, not wanting them to awkwardly stand in the hallway. To say you were intimidated would be an understatement. You weren’t used to being around such big member groups. Once all of them managed to fill up the room, Jaeyun began to introduce the group. You awkwardly stood there as they bowed, slightly bowing towards them and introducing yourself as well.

“Hello, I’m Y/n.” Looking down the line of members, you’re able to put names to their faces, and you could tell that they felt slightly awkward.

“Sorry, if we’re interrupting you.” Jaeyun apologizes to you. Shaking your head no and waving your hands at them, you say, “No, no. You guys aren’t bothering me at all! If anything, this is a nice surprise.” Your words come out faster than you would’ve like, but you couldn’t help it when there was a group of good-looking boys in front of you, and it doesn’t help that you were an overall shy person.

“We heard that you were going to be the special MC and we wanted to say hello to our senior. We also brought you some flowers for you.” Chan hands over the flowers to you, and you timidly take it from his hands, thanking the members.

Honestly, you always thought it was weird when some groups called you their senior because in situations like this, all the members happened to be older you. Addressing them was always the hardest thing for you to do. Gaining enough courage, you tell them, “Ah, you guys don’t have to be so formal to me. I’d prefer it if you didn’t.” The 11 of you stand in your dressing room awkwardly looking around, not saying anything. Thinking that you should act like a senior to them, you say to them, “I know that you guys are going to do wonderful today. It may be intimidating competing with other senior groups, but if you guys focus on your performance, then you have nothing to worry about” Smiles pop up on their faces as they listen to your advice.

“Ah, thank you. We hope you enjoy our performance today,” Chan says to you. “Don’t worry, I’m sure I will.” With that the members bid you a goodbye, letting you do your final touchups before you are called to the stage.

When filming began, you were super nervous. Every time you did a filming, you would get nervous at the beginning, but towards the end you would loosen up a bit. You had quickly greeted ONEUS, the first group to perform, before you and Sungkyu walked up on the stage. As the two of you started off the recording, you explained that you were the special MC for the episode. Also explaining to the viewers how the show was going rank the performances and what the performance theme was for the episode. After that the cameras were cut as they showed the prerecording and you made your way off the stage to let Sungkyu introduce ONEUS.

Standing in front of the TV that showcased all the camera angles you watched ONEUS’ performance of Warrior’s Descent. Amazed by their performance, you tell them that they did a wonderful job as the get off the stage. One of the producers comes by and tells you to get ready soon to introduce TOO. As you mentally prepare yourself, you see the TOO boys get ready on the side of the stage. You shyly walk up to them, telling them that they’re going to great job, and before you can walk away, Chan catches your attention, the other members watching from behind, “Uh,” he bgins, scratching the back of his neck, “you’re going to do a good job out there as well.” You miss the chuckles the other nine members give him as you’re too busy focusing on the fact that your face is turning as red as his suit. Mumbling a soft thank you, you speedily walk away, a bit embarrassed by the interaction.

Going over your script again, you manage to catch Chan’s stare from his side of the stage, he gives you a sweet smile, which you return. Giving him a little thumbs up, you mouth the words, “Good luck.” A smile grows on his face, making his eye smiles appear, however, it disappears when the director yells for everyone to get ready, making the two of you focus on your jobs.

When the director yells action, a smile appears on your face as you introduce the rookie group. After introducing them, you walk off the stage to watch their performance. A gasp escaped your mouth when the members had dropped backwards onto each other’s laps and perfectly staying like that. You were really surprised when you realized they were performing Rising Sun by TVXQ. As the performance neared its end, you got back on the stage to make your closing remarks about them. After that was done, you saw the boys thanking the staff after their performance. They even went up to you to thank you. Complimenting them on their performance, you told them you enjoyed their performance and let them go on their way back to their dressing room.

Filming continued on like this, with you and Sungkyu switching on and off between introducing the different groups and you greeting them and watching their performances, and before you knew it, it was already time to announce the results. All seven groups had gathered by the stage, waiting for their results, but before you guys could announce them, you and Sungkyu had to interview some of the boys.

“Y/n?” Sungkyu calls your name, getting your attention, “You watched the performances, which group was the one that you liked the most?”

‘This isn’t on the script.’ Panic flashes in your eyes for half a second before you collect yourself. You can hear all the groups say their group names in attempt to be your answer, giggling when you see Jangjun from Golden Child waves his arms around. “Hmm, I think all the groups were wonderful today, but I do have to say that TOO was the best today.” For a group of rookies, you thought that their performance of Rising Sun was amazing. That they performed as if they’ve done it for years.

“Hm, is that so? Was there a particular member that caught your eye?” Sungkyu asked teasingly. Your face reddens from the question because there actually was a member that caught your eye, and throughout their performance, you couldn’t stop watching him, but you didn’t think that you’d have to admit it aloud. Looking off to the side where TOO were seated, you made eye contact with said member, but quickly turn away, embarrassed.

“Uh,” you timidly began, “there was actually. Chan-ssi’s stage presence really amazing. He dances very well.” Blushing, look down at the stage trying to avoid everyone’s stare on you. You sense Sungkyu turn towards the direction TOO were sitting. “Chan-ssi? Is there anything you want to say to Y/n?”

Looking up, you watch as Jaeyun hands the mic to Chan. There’s a hint of a blush on Chan’s face, but you assume that it’s from embarrassment. “Thank you for noticing me. I hope that as the show goes on, you’ll continue to support me and TOO.” Turning back towards the main camera, you miss the way Chihoon and Jisu teasingly mess with Chan. Continuing on with the actual script, you announce the rankings for the first round. You were happy to announce that TOO ranked fourth; for a newly debut group competing with senior groups, fourth place was pretty good.

After the recording ended, you and Sungkyu thanked the seven groups for their hard work. Getting off the stage, your initial thought was to get back to your dressing room quickly, but from the corner of your eye, you saw someone waving at you. It was Chan. Unmoving from your spot, you watch as he slowly approaches you, and before you knew it, he was standing there right in front of you. Not sure of what to say to him, you look down at your feet, still a bit embarrassed from admitting that he caught your attention in front of a bunch of people.

“Uh,” he starts, “I just wanted to say thank you again for picking my group and me.”

Looking up at him, you say to him, “Oh you don’t have to thank me. I meant everything I said, you guys were amazing.”

“Ah, thank you again.” Coughing could then be heard from behind Chan, you peek around Chan and see that the owners of said coughing were Kyunho and J.you. Missing the look Chan gives them that causes them to not so casually walk away, you bring your attention back to Chan.

“There was actually another reason why I came over to talk to you. This might be a bit bold for me to do, but I was wondering if I could get your number.” It takes you a second to process what he just said, “It’s fine if you don’t want to, I’d understand if you didn’t,” he adds.

“N-no, it’s fine. This was just a little bit unexpected is all, but yeah, I can give you my number.” The words tumble out of your mouth too quickly, and you’re unsure if Chan even understood you. However, when you hear him chuckle, and mumble what sounds to be, “Cute,” you can’t help but blush.

“Chan.” You hear Jaeyun call his name, motioning him to come over so that they can leave. Feeling rushed, you grab the pen that you made notes with on your script and scribble your number onto the palm of his hand. Gathering enough courage, you say to him, “I hope you’ll text me soon,” and before you could get a response from him, you rush back to your dressing room embarrassed.

“Jaeyun, I think I have a crush.” Chan admits to Jaeyun when he catches up to him. Jaeyun pats Chan on the shoulder, “Hmm, I wonder who it could be,” he says teasingly.

Stopping by a nearby café, you went in to grab some pastries for all the boys, making sure to grab Donggeon’s favorite. Making your way to the company, pastries in hand, you walk with a skip in your step, excited that you finally get to see Donggeon after so long. When you make it to the company, you text Jisu to see where they’re at. After reading his response, you make your way up to the practice room, unable to hide your wide smile. Approaching the door to the practice room, you can hear the sounds of their new song playing. TOO were getting ready for their comeback, which was why you wanted to get them a little something sweet to eat, to reward them for their hard work.

Through the clear door, you have a good view of Donggeon’s backside; he’s having a conversation with Jerome. Using this as chance to come in, you silently open the door, and put your finger to your lips when Woonggi looks at you with confusion. By now, everyone but Donggeon has realized your presence. To make your presence known to him, you creep up behind him and wrap your arms around his waist. Donggeon slightly jumps in your arms and when he comes to the realization that it’s you, the reaction he gives you is not what you were expecting. He gently unravels your arms from his body and turns around to coldly ask you, “What’re you doing here?” Pouting at his response, you lift up the bags of pastries, “Today’s my free day, and I wanted to see you, so I came to bring you guys some treats.” Handing over the bag of pastries to Jaeyun, the other boys come rushing to get their sweets, mumbling their thank you’s as they stuff their faces, while Donggeon stands in front of you, a look on his face that you can’t decipher. You sweetly place the slice of cake that you picked out for Donggeon in his hands. Instead of thanking you with a kiss like he usually does, he silently takes it and goes to sit down with the others.

Following suit, you sit down next to Donggeon and wrap your arms around him, while laying your head on his shoulder. He shrugs your head off his shoulder and scoots closer to Chan, breaking your embrace. Making eye contact with Jisu, you give him a look of confusion, motioning towards Donggeon, but he only responds with a shrug, not knowing what was wrong with him either. Scooting closer to Donggeon, you cup his face with your hand, you caress his cheek with your thumb, you quietly ask him, “Are you okay?” Instead of answering your question, he pushes away your hand and says to you, “Can you stop touching me? It’s annoying.” he sighs, “Look Y/n, I don’t know what you’re doing here, but we’re really busy, can you just go?”

Gawking at him, you respond, “I’m sorry, I just wanted to see my boyfriend, who I haven’t seen in a month, but obviously my presence isn’t wanted.” Getting up from your spot, you turn towards the rest of the group, “I hope you guys liked the pastries I brought you. I’m sorry if I interrupted your practice. Please make sure you guys get some proper rest, and with that being said, I’ll see myself out.” You hastily make your out the practice room, tears threatening to fall. Aggressively pushing the down button to the elevator, you hear your name being called out. Sadly, it’s not the one person you wanted it to be.

“Y/n, wait up.” Jisu makes his way to you, engulfing you in a hug. You force yourself not to cry in his chest, not wanting to appear pathetic. After pulling away from the hug, he says to you, “You know he didn’t mean any of that. He’s just taking the comeback so seriously that it’s all that he can focus on. Why don’t you go back home and get some rest, it’s your first day off in a while. I’ll talk to hyung and make sure he apologizes to you.” You don’t bother to say anything to him as you get on the elevator.

The trip back to your house felt like an eternity. Woonggi had sent you a quick text saying, “srry hyung is being a big meanie. I hope you’re not sad.” You didn’t bother to respond, but instead texted Kangmin and told him what went down. He told you he was going to call you when you got him, but when you did get home, you didn’t bother to tell him.

Plopping down on your bed, you finally let the tears go. It was the first time Donggeon had ever acted this way with you and you hated it. He always told you that he was okay with you being clingy, heck, he even told you that he loved it. It just made no sense to you for him to act so harshly towards you, even if he was stressed out from the comeback. For the next hour, you can’t help but replay the whole scenario in your head again, and when your phone alerts you of a new message, you quickly go to check if it was from Donggeon. Unfortunately, it wasn’t, but fortunately, it was Kangmin.

“U home?” Sending him a quick yes, you wait for his call to come. You hesitate to pick up the call when you see that he’s calling you, but decide to answer it anyways.

“Okay, do I have to kick his butt?” Is the first thing you hear.

“Kangmin.” You whine, dragging out his name. You wanted to have a serious conversation with him, not this.

“Okay, okay. There will be no butt kicking…yet. But anyways, how are you?” he genuinely asks.

“I don’t know. I’m sad and confused. It’s been a month since we’ve last saw each other and the first thing he says to me is that I’m annoying. Jisu says it’s because he’s too focused on their upcoming comeback, but I don’t think that’s it.” Sniffling, you go to grab a tissue.

“Oh Y/n sweetie, you’re not annoying. Maybe Jisu is right, maybe the comeback is stressing Donggeon out, but…” He fails to complete his sentence, which makes you slightly concerned.

“But what Kangmin?” You urge him to continue.

“I don’t know if I have the right to say this, but…I just think that you guys have been pretty distant lately. From what we’ve talked about, you guys have barely seen each other, let alone talk to one another.” Thinking about it, Kangmin did have a point. School and work took up most of your time, and Donggeon had to focus on his career that you two rarely had time for each other. Sure, you texted each other every day, though you did begin to realize that Donggeon’s messages began to get shorter, but you couldn’t even remember the last time the two of you went out on a date. You couldn’t believe that you didn’t realize it sooner that your relationship was slowly deteriorating.

Fresh, hot tears quickly began to run down your face. “Uh, Y/n? Are you still there?” Attempting to rid the bile from your throat, you respond, “Yeah, yeah, I’m still here. I just got lost in thought, that’s all. But Kangmin, you’re right, we have been distant lately, and I just feel like we’re both not giving this relationship 100% effort.”  

“I didn’t mean to make you sad, but just talk to him, yeah? I know how much you like him, and I want you guys to work out, but I don’t like you being sad.” Kangmin was a friend you treasured so much because of moments like this. He was always willing to listen to you and be there for you when you needed someone. “Thank you, Kangmin. I’ll make sure to talk to him later; I think for now, I need a nap.” Before ending the call, he makes sure that you’re okay once more, and tells you to get some rest. Placing your phone down, you get comfortable in your bed and decide that you were going to talk to Donggeon that night. Eventually you let your exhaustion overcome you and you take a nice nap.

Once you had woken up to your nap, you checked your phone for any new messages. There was one, and it was from Donggeon.

“Can I come over later?” Sent an hour ago. Letting him know that he could, you get up and go freshen yourself up. Laughing at your reflection when you see what kind of mess you are.

It turns out that you didn’t have to wait long for later to come because 10 minutes after you responded to Donggeon, he was already knocking at your door. As you opened your door, you are met with the sight of a stressed out Donggeon running his fingers through his hair. Stepping aside, you motion for him to come in and when you turn around after closing the door, he says to you, “I’m sorry.” Not saying anything, you let him continue, “I shouldn’t have been so cold to you earlier today. You didn’t deserve it.” He chooses to ignore the, “Yeah, I didn’t.” mumbled out by you and continues on,

“I should properly explain myself to you. It’s just that, it’s been so long since we’ve last seen each other, since we’ve last acted like a couple, and I just thought that if I put enough distance between us, that it’d make everything easier. That’d it be easier for me to handle not being able to see you, to hug you, or to kiss you all the time, but instead I managed to hurt your feelings, and for that, I am truly sorry.”

Muttering a quick, “idiot,” you walk up to Donggeon and gently lay a hand on his face, lifting it up so you could meet his eyes. “If you really thought that putting distance between us was going to help make it better, then you are completely wrong. Why didn’t you just talk to me?”

“I didn’t know how to bring it up. Just tell me how to fix it.” Sighing, you let your hand drop from his face and gather him in an embrace, stuffing your face into his chest, “You made me sad and made me miss out on cuddles, it’s going to take a lot to make this up to me. I say, we cuddle all night and watch movies until you have to go back to the boys.” Donggeon chuckles at your suggestion, “Oh and next time, please talk to me about things like this. I want this, us to work, and for it to work we need to communicate. So promise me this, promise me that you’ll talk to me whenever you have a concern.” You lift your head from his chest and hold out your pinky finger. He hooks his pinky finger with yours, stamping your thumbs together.