#tonoone

My words fall like the stars in the sky

did you see it?

or are they too high?

Oh the sight of just a fly

when our mutual feelings touch

does your heart not erupt?

Should I give up?

Ignorance gave us luck

don’t you want my love?

Should I just give up?

You didn’t catch that, in the night sky 

guess I don’t shine that bright

To You

Please get rest

and I’ll just digress

This will probably be the most difficult post to write but we all gotta start somewhere. With no followers it’s pretty relaxing to know that no one will probably ever really pay much attention to this. 

I spent last night at my coworker’s house. We woke up late and I rushed him to work -- most likely exceeding every speed limit possible. (He was 8 minutes late, but I told our manager it was my fault). 

Thinking about that now -- just a little thought that popped into mind -- I’m someone that’s very quick to stick their neck out for others, even strangers sometimes. I still haven’t figured out if that’s something to be proud of, or something that I should really consider changing about myself. Maybe I’m too quick to throw myself under the bus for others. 

This feels really good. Writing feels good. Surprisingly. 

Another thing about me is that I’m sometimes very negative. I fall into loops of negativity where everything just seems to be against me and all I want to do is stay inside or just go to work and put myself on autopilot. I’d love to hear stuff from you. Do you put yourself on autopilot sometimes? Do you stick your neck out for others too quickly? Or maybe you never stick your neck out for someone?