#tojixfemreader

Sitting between toji thighs, him leaning on his hands, legs stretched out as you eat your perfectly cut diagonal sandwich. Your little woven basket and red and white picnic blanket on perfectly trimmed grass and we can't forget the clear sunny skies with a nice flow of wind. Some other people ways away doing the same picnic things. Pretty little white sun dress ridden up your thighs were toji been eyeing.

Last night you were cuddled up with toji. Him spooning you from Behind on his mattress floor bed. Watching old romance movies and when you saw the picnic, eyes sparkling and wide, clenching the blanket more hard. as the actor sitting there her long dress around her. Picking out the food from the basket. While her suited lover looked at her with heavy love eyes. You could almost see hearts.

Toji already passed out behind, snoring. Your to caught up in the pretty romantic scene to notice. After that day you could not get it out of your head so you made up your mind and begged and whined to toji about it. He said no immediately the first time. But after a week of whining to him about the "corny" picnic he finally gives in.

So here you are all happy and shining eating away at your sandwich you take your 3rd big glub of juice. Toji swats a fly away from him, grumbling"Fucking bugs." The sun beaming down on him making him sweat. "God it's fucking hot!" He airs out the front of his shirt." Toji stop complaining, it's not even that hot out." He rolls his eyes, swatting more flies away.

He goes to reach for his stress reliever pulling the lung killers out but of course you grab onto his big hand. "Toji! This is supposed to be a picnic! No smoking allowed!" You scold him. He breathes in, clenching a little too hard on the smokes. He can just alomost feel a vain starting form on his head. He puts them away, grumbling.

You lean over getting a new one, turning around between his thighs being careful with the sandwich in your hand. You hold it up to his cracked lips. "Open up~" you coo with a smile on your face. He can't say he doesn't love that smile and will do anything to see it. The little crinkles in your eyes your glossed lips stretched upwards. your beautiful teeth, too the light makeup you wear. He can't help himself for it to go straight to his dick.

It starts to twitch alive, as he stares you down deep with his intense eyes as he takes a deep sinful bite into the made slice, breaking the perfect and untouch. In the corner of his vision he can see your thighs clench. "Toji.. " You breathlessly. A redness coming to your face. He chews and swallows the food. "Pretty good sandwich." He says to the corny interaction.

You turn over fast, almost falling with nerves. Starring to eat the rest of the slice. His big hands finds your fluffy soft thighs. You squeeze them together, your squirming as he leans down into your ear. "Wearing this little dress on purpose huh?~"He squeezes the skin then slides his hand up fingers fighting to get between those soft squishy thighs. Sandwich in your hand long forgotten, squeezing it. Your other hand on his thigh, clenching the thick muscle.

Warmth and nerves run up your legs and spine, You shiver squirming into his chest, Feeling your legs start to go jelly they mindlessly start to open for his fingers. "Good girl…" His fingers slowly trace up your thigh. "Doing this all in public, so nasty and gross huh? You wanna get caught with me playing with sloppy pussy?.absolutely shameful." He pulls your dress up more flashing your pretty panties. "T…toji. J-just touch my pussy already!" You whine your hip thrusts upwards you drop your sandwich grabbing onto his biceps.

That whine and begging going straight to hiscock it throbs trying to bob in his pants, his balls clenching up feeling a little heavier. He's fucking acheing to feel your tight warm gooy walls wrappedaround him. He slides a finger through your tight cover panties pussy. He leans down a little to see the wet spot he is spreading. He can see the fat outline of your lips, your clit starting to show as he circles the hardening clit. "She's getting all fat and swollen with need huh baby?" He circles it slowly around the chub. He dips his finger down rubbing your hole through the panties, making his way back up to the main attraction. Nipples hard and poking through your thin bra.

Your squirming and moaning softy to his slow torture of your oh so poor clit. The need and ache becoming so strong you need that pain pill. That finger to just rub that pain away. Your hips thrust mindless up against his finger trying to get some relief.

He taps your clit with his finger, your hips reacting to it by bucking up. "P- please j-just fucking rub my clit!"stuttering, out of breath from the aching torture. Blood rushing places, acheing driving you crazy your pussy clenching and pusleing for need. Getting all ready, wet and slick and swollen pussy feeling heavy. Your whole body slug against him.

"All out in public you know…what if someone walks by~.Your such a little freak huh." He reminds you. Leaning down to kiss your cheek moving to your ear and biteing softy. Your eyes roll in your head being in public adding to everything.

He starts to rub faster on your fat swollen chub. "You gonn' mess these panties up for me? Make it all nice and messy for me?" His pupils wide, eyes lidded. Everytime you flash him your panties being a little tease in public especially when you know he can't do anything like the brat you are. Fats lips outline by the pretty underwear you wear for him. He loves when you let him rub his cock between the coverd folds.

He rubs faster on your hard clit. Now using two fingers your moans getting louder your legs quivering. "Ah! Hah! Daddy!" Oh you're getting so close for him. His fat cock constantly throbbing and pulsating for that relief. "Baby reach around and squeeze my cock for daddy.." the arm on his biceps, wobbling and clumsy squeezing between you guys body to squeeze at his cloth dick.

He sighs in relief going faster on your chub"daddy! I-im gonna pee!!" His eyes roll back, fuck your gonna kill him. "Yeah? Wet these fucking panties. Hah.. fuck baby yeah you gonna squirt and make it all messy?" Your pussy clenching endlessly, his other hand coming to push down on your bladder. It's all to much your high peaking, on the edge. Then it all floods, letting out a loud moan your whole body going stiff. "Oooh!!! Tojiiii!!!" Nails dipping into thigh like claws. On cloud nine as he rubs really fast on your hard clit the squirt watering your thighs, panties ruined with wet juices. Your legs quivering and shaking. The wet warmth adding to the pleasure.

He stops pulling his hand away from your over sensitive pussy when the juices stop flowing from your pussy.

Your arm back on his other thigh for more grip. You hazly bring your eyes down from where your head was resting to the mess you made everywhere still on cloud nine. Cunt pulsing and clenching with the aftershock, legs shaking and jelly. Dark stains of your sin at the bottom of your dress and the blanket. Your whole panties soaked. All warm and sticky.

You can hear toji breathing heavily "so hot baby.. your so hot baby. Good job…" He mindlessly says starting at the mess.. he bites onto your neck his wet hand moving back down for another attack. He moves your now getting cold panties. You squeek when he dips his finger into, rubbing on your now sensitive shocked gummy walls. He sticks another in.

"O-ooh..t-toji..hah" you hazly breathe deeply. Your walls clench and grab at his fingers, sucking them in. His eyes rolls back. Slick slick slick comes from the slow deep fingering. He pushes a spot that makes you go crazy. Your eyes roll,your head throws back against his shoulder.

The slick gets louder and faster as he drives that spot, sending crazy pleasure through your body. " I know you have some more…" He's breathless. Watching, waiting for more juice. Then it comes faster this time from the over sensitive pussy. He spreads your legs wider, hitting that spot hard as he can, your pussy pushing and clenching around them. Your body shaking and flexing. You spray straight out that clear liquid. Wetting the blanket in a line, droplets getting places. He moves his other hand over your mouth as you scream. "Holy fuck.." He can't keep his eyes off it.

“Toji, this is my daughter. Baby girl, this is Toji.”

“Well, hi there. Your dad’s told me a lot about you. How was college?”

“Hey! Hopefully, all good things! School was good, way stressful, though, especially junior year. I’m just happy to finally be home.”

“Well, little lady, it was nice to meet you. I gotta finish up on the car before this evening.”

Toji gives you a warm smile, walking back with your father to the car. At this point, you dismissed yourself, needing to dial down all of the horny thoughts you had. You figured you could unpack your bags and watch TV, but much to your dismay, Toji was still on your mind. It was getting late; you could tell from the sunset coming through your curtains. Your phone read 6:32, and almost on cue, your stomach started rumbling. You leave your room and head to the living room, figuring your dad would’ve sat down for his beer and movie routine. But he wasn’t. Nervously, you open the door to the garage, your dad and his friend still working.

“Ahem.”

They both averted their attention to you. Toji closed the hood as your dad checked his watch and looked up at you nervously.

“Well, would you look at that? It’s time for dinner!”

“Uh, yeah! What are we eating?”

“Chinese?”

“That’s fine with me.”

Toji had walked around grabbing his things as the conversation between you and your dad played out. Until your dad laid a hand on Toji’s shoulder.

“We’ll get this car moving before the end of the week, that is if you’re not too busy.”

“Fortunately, I’m not. Just doing some renovations on the house I bought.”

“Sounds great!”

“Well, I’ll leave you guys to it.”

Now, you weren’t about to let this opportunity pass you by, not when you had such a good excuse to see Toji some more.

I'll be more than a lover…

“Well, Dad, Toji should join us for dinner! Gotta screen the guy who’s hanging around you, ya know.”

“Hm, that’s a great idea. Toji, wanna join us?”

You were practically bursting with anticipation, praying he’d catch on to your advance. A simple dinner can’t hurt, right? Toji looked a little confused at first, but then he saw your face and gave you a smirk.

“Well, who am I to deny your request? Let me shower and get all this oil off, then I’ll drive back over in time for us to eat.”

Your heart was doing backflips; you couldn’t believe that actually worked.

“Yeah, I should wash up too. Baby girl, order the food, and it should be here by the time we’re done.”

“Sure can do!”

It’s like the food couldn’t come fast enough. You were so excited that you were half tempted to get the order yourself, but you came to terms with the fact you needed some self-control. Suddenly, the doorbell rang, and you jumped like a fish to water. You could still hear the shower running in your dad’s room as you walked by, and you couldn’t be happier. As you approach the door, you stop at the mirror in the entryway. You fix your shirt a bit, making your boobs pop, and check your lipgloss and hair to make sure you look not just good, but hot. You opened the door with a smile that dropped almost instantly. The ring was from the food delivery guy. While you were happy to eat, you hoped it would be the man you wanted to eat at the door. You grabbed the cash your dad left on the console table, and when you turned around to hand the delivery guy the money, you nearly jumped at the sight of Toji walking up the driveway. You quickly handed the delivery guy the cash, heart pounding like crazy.

“I’ll go ahead and take these, thanks.”

More than a woman…

Toji grabbed the bags, smiled at the guy, and closed the door behind him. You led him to the kitchen table, where he sat down the food. You got a good look at him now. His hair was still damp from his shower, and he wore a white t-shirt and a pair of…grey sweatpants. You tried to be coy about it, but damn, did he have a bulge. It was like it was calling out to you, pressed into the leg of his pants. When you looked back up at his face, his eyes were checking you out before making eye contact. Deciding to be a little playful, you adjusted your shirt a bit, acting like you were fixing the fabric, but in reality, you were showing a little more skin. And Toji was getting an eyeful.

“So, ready for dinner?”

You didn’t even hear your dad come down the stairs, jolting a bit at his presence. He walked up to you, wrapping a hand around your shoulder and smiling.

“Didn’t mean to scare ya!”

More than enough for you...

This dinner started pretty simply, you and Toji glancing at each other now and then; acting like he wasn’t just ogling your body in the kitchen. Your dad, deep in his plate, hadn’t even noticed, every now and then taking a swig of his beer. That was until your dad got talkative.

“So, Toji, how ya likin’ things? Know it’s been forever since you’ve been home.”

“It’s nice, real quiet, the way I like it. Feels nice to be around people I know a little better, ya know?”

“Oh yeah, for sure. Same old folks, but we’ve had some new people come into town, wantin’ a break from the city.”

“Well, this is certainly the place to do it.”

“Lots of new women too; find any lookers?

You bit your inner lip at his question. It’s not like you expected Toji to be single, but you were back. So, he was as of now. You and Toji made eye contact before he answered his question, you looking up at Toji in curiosity and him giving you a smirk.

“I met someone, yeah. Not too sure about it, though.”

You chuckled at Toji’s answer, the table averting their eyes on you. Toji smiled smugly, your dad confused. Shit, you had to play it off fast.

“What’s with the question, Dad? Not like you’ve found any lookers. Well, except that lady that was definitely looking for you.”

Your dad was none the wiser, instantly went red and laughed.

“Toji gotta tell you about this one about a year ago; real hottie, real crazy too!”

I'll be more than a lover, more than a woman, even more under covers.

The rest of dinner went on smoothly; they caught up on old memories from high school, talked about Toji’s time in the service, and, of course, you. You’d long since gone to your room, leaving them to talk in the living room, but when you got out of the shower, you’d heard them talking about you. Now, you weren’t usually one to snoop, but it was a conversation about you. With Toji involved. You’d walked to the end of the hallway, behind the wall, as they sat in the living room drinking a couple of beers.

“I was real nervous about her out there by herself, especially when she met that boy. Know she likes him, but he’s bad news, can’t stay out of trouble.”

“Well, maybe now that she’s home, they’ll fall off. It’s different when they’re seeing each other every day.”

Toji was right. You hadn’t spoken to Jordan since you got home (which, to clarify, had nothing to do with Toji). After the whole van incident, you pretty much broke up with him. You guys had been fighting the whole trip, him insisting you should move with him to the city since school was over, but you weren’t interested in leaving your dad behind. The topic created distance between you; that flight back home signified the end of an era. But oh well, there’s a new one.

“I guess you’re right; there’s no pickins’ ‘round here, though. All of ‘em left for college or moved away. Don’t want her hanging out with me forever, but I wouldn’t mind that at all.”

“Trust me, she’ll find someone. Who knows? She’s a catch, for sure, but I think any guy would be intimidated meeting a dad like you!”

“Nonsense, if she found a real man, I’d be no problem.”

I'll be more than a lover, more than a woman, more than enough for you.

You stumbled at his statement, tripping into the living room a bit, their attention now on you. Now, when you were getting ready, you hadn’t originally intended on seeing Toji again for the night. So, that’s why you were wearing the shortest pajama shorts you had, paired with a tank top that, for all intents and purposes, was almost see-through.

“Babygirl! How are ya?”

“Oh! I’m, uh, good!”

You had to think fast. Why would you have been coming to the living room?

“I was just checking on you to make sure you go to sleep at a good time! Don’t forget you have to, um, take me to Leanne’s for breakfast! You said you’d take me as soon as I got back!”

“You’re right, honey, I completely forgot! I should probably head to bed now; that way, I’ll have enough time to get over this hangover.”

He looked over at Toji, who was standing up from the couch.

“Hey man, you should probably crash here. Don’t feel too comfortable with you driving after how many beers we threw back. Take the spare bedroom, farthest down the hall.”

“Yeah, Toji! Just want you to stay safe!”

You interjected the conversation, giving your dad one of those saccharine smiles that he was completely naive to, Toji smug across the room.

“Well, if you guys insist.”

Midnight grindin', heartrate's climbin'.

You waved your dad good night as you and Toji took your respective rooms. You originally intended to just go to bed, listen to some music, and drift off. Your anticipation made that last about ten minutes. With a master plan, you grabbed some blankets out of the hallway closet, knocking on the door to Toji’s room. He’d answered the door, shirtless, presumably about to go to sleep. Giving you a little smile, he stood to the side to let you in, closing the door behind him.

“What’s up, hun?”

“Oh, I, um, just wanted to see if you wanted more blankets; gets drafty in here.”

“Sure, thanks.”

You sat the blankets on the bed, Toji sitting next to them. Smiling at him, you began to lay the blankets out, his hand stopping you before you could finish.

“Don’t worry, sweetheart. I’ll take care of it, wouldn’t wanna be too warm.”

“Yeah, you’re right.”

His hand on you made your body shiver, wishing that hand would’ve just thrown you on the bed and fucked you. But let’s not forget self-control.

“Well, if that’s all, I’ll leave you to it!”

You walked to the door, blushing as you tried to calm yourself down. Just open it and walk out-

“Is that all you wanted?”

Toji had walked over to you and laid his hand above you on the door, inches away from you.

You go, I go, 'cause we share pillows.

This could go one of two ways. You could very easily say “yes” and walk back to your room. But your pussy started talking for you.

“Depends. Did you need something else?”

Toji looked you down, licking his lips on the way up. When he met your eyes again, you were smirking, catching him in the act. Not that he really cared. He brought a hand up to your thin top, playing with the hem, not breaking eye contact as he saw your nipples perk up, shirt barely covering them.

“A little inappropriate, huh? Probably be best to cover up.”

“Not if anyone’s looking.”

He gave you a little snort, getting a good look at how flustered you were.

“What if someone is looking?”

“Then, they should do something about it. Hate to walk around inappropriately, right?”

His hand stopped playing with the hem, instead pulling your top down slowly, stopping right before your nipple was exposed.

“Is that so?”

“Yeah, unless they’re enjoying it, looking that is.”

He pulled it down a bit more, nipple fully exposed, his eyes watching it intently.

“Dontcha gotta be up early?”

“That would be right. Thought about staying up a little later, though.”

“Why’s that?”

“Thought it’d be nice to have a little fun.”

He brought his hand up, finger lightly grazing your nipple, making your heart skip a beat.

“I might be able to help with that.”

“Yeah?”

Toji rubbed your nipple with one finger, teasing you.

“Yeah, I can…”

Chase me, leave me…

You brought your lips up to his before he stopped you, pulling your shirt back up and walking away from you. What. The. Fuck.

“But I probably shouldn’t. Wouldn’t want you to miss out on rest.”

You gave him an annoyed look, rolling your eyes, turning to leave the room. As you opened the door, you were met with your dad giving a surprised look to you and Toji. You started to panic, fuck, did he hear any of that? Surely not, he would instantly-

“Hey there! Wanted to let you know there were extra blankets and stuff in the hall closet.”

He looked past you and at the bed, smiling in contentment. He wrapped his arm around your shoulder, giving one of those wide smiles he always does.

“Look, seems like my baby girl here was already on it! Great hospitality; thought you might’ve lost that when you left outta here.”

Yeah, great hospitality, alright. You were ready to give Toji the best damn stay of his life. You gave your dad a playful jab, walking past him as you two waved goodnight to Toji. When you went back to your room, your head kept spinning. Had he heard your dad coming? Is that why he stopped? Fuck, he’d played with your nipple and everything, if you could even call it that. 

Shit, at least you knew one thing: it was time to put your vibrator to good use.

I don't think you're ready for this thing…

Constant pleasures, no scale can measure. 

That whole thing was two days ago. Since then, you’d tried to avoid Toji altogether, too embarrassed to face him, always having something to do when he came to work on the car. That was until your dad intervened.

“Hey, sweetie. Can we talk about something?”

Fuck, this was it. He’d known this whole time and just waited to say something. You sat on your bed as he stood in the doorway, a look of concern on his face. You were too bugged out to say something, just nodded and waited for his response.

“Well, remember when I told you I’d have the pool in the back cleaned out and ready by the time you got home this summer?”

“Uh-huh…”

“Well, time got the best of me, so it’s not done, probably not til next month. But, Toji’s pool is in top shape! That is if you still wanna swim. I asked, and he said that’s perfectly fine.”

“That would be great, thanks, Dad!”

You just hit the fucking gold mine. Firstly, of course, you wanted to go the pool, but a reason to go over to Toji’s, half-naked? Oh, this was just what you needed. Once your dad left, you rummaged the room for materials for your scheme: cute swimsuit, sunscreen, towel, all the good stuff. Except your swimsuit was more of a bikini well, actually, it looked more like a thong and tiny bra. So, pretty damn hot.

Secret treasures, keeps on getting better.

“I’m gonna take the car, okay?”

“Okay, honey, drive safe!”

You’d got over to Toji’s somewhat fast, only about a ten-minute drive, but that ten minutes felt like forever. Especially to the one screaming at you through your bottoms. You’d knocked on the door, breathing in and out to prepare for him to come. Except he didn’t. You didn’t wanna be a weirdo or anything, but your dad did tell him you’d be coming and his car was in the driveway, so where the hell was he? Only one way to find out. You’d open the gate door on the side of the house, walking the pathway to the pool. There was no sign of him so you went ahead and put your stuff down, putting on your sunscreen and-

“Hey, sweetheart.”

“Uh, hey!”

You nearly jumped out of your damn skin. Toji had crept up on you, presumably from the house, as the back door was open and he was holding a water bottle. He gave it to you, chuckling a bit at your surprised look.

“Didn’t mean to scare ya. Well, you have the pool. Feel free to stay as long as you’d like.”

Was he acting completely normal? Maybe you had overanalyzed the other night; maybe it wasn’t nearly as horny as it felt. Then again, he had made somewhat of a move on you; maybe you’d test to see if that feeling was still there.

“Hey, Toji, before you go, I can’t get the sunscreen on my back. Can you help with that?”

“Sure, no problem.”

Do you wanna roll with me?

Toji gave you a smirk, taking the sunscreen from you and turning around so he could apply it. His hands were a bit calloused and cold, but they were warming up your skin like fire. Every stroke of his hand got you wetter and wetter, almost melting into his touch as he rubbed the sunscreen into your skin. He’d been careful, stopping right before applying it to your ass, almost waiting for your clearance.

“Touch me.”

He chuckled a bit, bringing his hands down to your ass, massaging the skin there. Your body was working for you, slightly moving as he applied it, moan about to escape from your lips.

“All done, princess.”

With that, he slapped your ass and walked back into the house, leaving you sexually frustrated again. You sighed in exhaustion, you were more than hoping to get your rocks off, but that’d have to wait. Again. That wasn’t gonna stop you from teasing him; you’d play into this coy little game of his. You got into the pool now, swimming for a bit while you thought of what to do next. Part of you wanted to just go in there naked and tell him to fuck you, but that was a little too brave. Instead, you had a better idea.

“Hey, Toji?”

He walked out of the house, walking over to you at the pool. It hadn’t gone unnoticed that you were giving him those fuck me eyes.

“Yes, ma’am?”

“I need some help, my swimsuit top broke!”

You brought your body out of the water a bit, straps floating as you held the fabric to your chest. Toji wiped his face down, smirking at your dedication to this bit.

“Accidents happen. Let’s go inside; I got a shirt you can wear.

We can go to foreign lands, your hand in my hand.

Before you entered Toji’s house, another idea hatched.

“I’d hate to get water all over your floor! I can wait here til you get it.”

With a confused look, he shrugged and walked in. After a couple of minutes, he returned with a shirt, definitely a bit bigger than your figure, along with a towel. You began drying yourself off, taking extra care to dry the places he was actively staring at.

“That should fit you. I can make you something to eat; I’m sure you’re hungry after all that swimming.”

“Thanks, here, hold this so I can put it on.”

You handed him your swim top, chest fully exposed, nipples hard from the change of temperature. His face went flustered as he held it, eyes glued to your tits. With a smile, you brought the shirt over your head, putting it on as he watched you.

“These are wet; should probably take these too.”

With that you brought your fingers to the hem of your bottoms, pulling them down and handing them to Toji, fully naked now except for his shirt. He was chuckling, almost red from the boldness you had. You walked past him into the house, waiting for him on the kitchen island as he closed the back door. You pretty much knew you had him, but you needed that thing to take him right over the edge. So, you did. Toji walked up to you now, leaning against the counter opposite of you, giving you an expectant look.

“So, what are we eating…hopefully me.”

That was enough. Toji cleared the distance between you, hand wrapping behind your neck as he brought you in to kiss you. The kiss was hungry and needy; all that pent-up sexual frustration finally getting handled. You let him lead, hand coming down to rub your pussy before slipping his fingers inside you, eliciting a moan from you.

“You know we shouldn’t be doing this, but you’re quite the naughty one.”

“I am and obviously so are you; if not you wouldn’t be fingering me.”

“Got a point there.”

He smiled a bit, tilting your head so he can suck the skin of your neck, kissing you in all the right places.

“If you want me so bad, why’d you stop? Hear my dad coming?”

“Coincidence, sweetheart. Didn’t hear him at all.”

“So, why not continue?”

He brought your legs up, sitting you on the counter as he brought his hand down to grip your ass.

“Cause I’d feel bad about fucking my friend's daughter in his house.”

“So, fuck me here.”

Do you wanna ride with me?

Toji picked you straight up, throwing you over his shoulder as he walked to his room, you laughed as he brought you up the stairs. Once in his bedroom, he closed the door and sat you on the bed, undressing before taking you out of his shirt. In a swift motion, he laid you down, body coming over yours to kiss you again, pulling back slightly to get a good look at you.

“So, what about your little boyfriend?”

“What boyfriend?”

He laughed as he brought his fingers to you again, this time, rubbing your clit as you moaned underneath him. Moving down slowly, he caught one of your nipples in his mouth, sucking and pulling at it with his tongue. It had you moaning, arching your back slightly as he brought his other hand up to play with your other nipple. The one that started it all. He’d found his way to your stomach licking a line straight down as he made eye contact with you, finally stopping when his tongue met your bud. Quickly, he flipped you two over, laying on his back as he sat you on his face. He didn’t give you time to prepare at all, arm pinning your legs down as his tongue worked wonders on your clit. Fuck, it was fantastic. Every lick had you gripping his headboard tighter, grinding against his face as you lost yourself in his mouth. He had you moaning near screaming, eyes on you as he worked his tongue underneath you. You couldn’t even look at him, too involved with your impending orgasm. You truly didn’t give a fuck, taking his mouth for yourself as you felt yourself about to cum. You’d thrown your head back now, Toji seeing you about to unfold and licked your clit even faster, arms bringing you so close he could suffocate. Then, it was bliss.

Your orgasm hit you hard, hand clenching on the headboard so hard you could swear you broke it. You rode it all the way out, moving your hips against his mouth as he lapped up your cum. He’d started loosening his grip on your thighs, holding you to prevent you from tipping over, and laid you on your back. You were on cloud nine, eyes still fluttering as you came down. Toji brought his face down to yours, kissing your cheek and then moving his lips to your ear.

“You did so good, taste fucking great too. You okay?”

“Fuck me.”

We can be like Bonnie and Clyde, me by your side.

Toji laughed at your bluntness as he opened your legs and sat them on either side of his hips.

“Whatever you say, princess.”

You were in fucking need. Cumming on his mouth was amazing, but you knew you didn’t wanna stop there, and neither did he. You opened your legs even wider for him, pulling him down by his neck to kiss him, bucking your hips into his waist as your sensitive bud brushed against his boxers. You could feel your wetness soaking into the fabric, making his dick harder than a brick. Swiftly, he fell back, making quick work to take off his boxers and climb back on top of you. Fuck, he had a big dick. His lips hovered over yours as you groaned in anticipation, feeling him rub against your lips, toying with you.

“Ready for me? Don’t wanna hurt ya.”

“Yes, sir.”

That lit a fire in him, hungrily bringing your hips towards him and then kissing your cheek. And just like that, he slipped in. He took his time, moving what felt like inch by inch to let you adjust to him. It did hurt a bit, but all that ended when he was all the way in, kissing you as he started moving his hips. It felt so fucking good. Toji stroked you slowly, being real careful with you as he exhaled on your shoulder, making you shudder under him. He’d pulled up and sat on his hands now, looking for that green light in your eyes for him to go faster, and once you gave it, he gave it to you exactly how you needed it.

I'll be more than a lover…

Toji had a steady pace, hands gripping your hips to steady you as he fucked into you. Your eyes had rolled back, whimpering as you gave your body to him. He knew exactly what to do with it, satisfying any craving you’d had up to that point. He fell in love with the way you moaned his name, fueling his thrusts to faster, making you moan it even louder.

“Toji…”

“Looks like those college boys haven’t been fucking you right, huh?”

“No, sir…”

“Don’t worry, ima take real good care of you.”

And that he did. He had you scratching his back, trying to get a grip as he fucked you. His hand had long since found your leg, pulling it up to your stomach to fuck you deeper. He was hitting everything inside you, felt like his dick was made for you. He was definitely right; the boys at school were shit in bed, either only fucking til they came in 3 minutes or not eating you out at all. None of them were ever as big as Toji either, especially not Jordan, he hadn’t fucked you nearly as good as this. Probably because of age, learned how to really please a woman after all these years, and fuck, you wanted it all to yourself.

More than a woman…

“Hold on tight, baby.”

Toji flipped you over so you were on top, hands gripping your ass as he slammed you on his dick. It was hard not to just scream his name over and over, wanting to be a little tame as he fucked you. But that was all over when he picked up his pace again. You could barely hold yourself up, hands gripping his shoulders as he guided you, giving it to you in that special spot that had you dying inside. Shamelessly, you threw your hips back on him as you screamed his name, him smiling below you.

“Looks like I found your sweet spot. Let me hear you baby, wanna know just how good I’m making you feel.”

“So fucking good, Toji…So good…”

He’d slapped your ass to say good girl, making you whimper every few thrusts when he did it. You finally reached a point where you could actually look at him; his face was sweating, hair sticking to it as he looked at you smugly like he was waiting to see your reaction to him taking you. He was fucking hot, something about the hungry look in his eyes had your pussy clenching around him, making him groan and bite that scar on his lip. You knew you weren’t gonna last very much longer, that fire rising inside you as he synced your bodies together.

“I see it, princess. Let me have it.”

You tried your best to hold in, wanting to hold off so you could get fucked longer, but it was just too good to hold back. Your fingers gripped his shoulders so hard you’d swear they’d bruise, screaming his name. He brought a hand up to your face, moving it so he could look at you as you came. You had been closing your eyes so hard your mascara smeared, lips plump from all the kissing, and face warm and flustered from how hard it was hitting you. He’d fucked you deep, wanting to feel your pussy spasm on every inch of him, sending him into overdrive. As you rode out your orgasm, he was chasing his, body turning to putty as he claimed your pussy as his. Toji was sexy as hell, groaning and moaning your name as he fucked his cum inside you.

Even more under covers.

You couldn’t keep it together anymore, so fucked out that you tipped over, Toji catching you as you fell. He laid you down gently, resting your head on the pillow as he pulled out of you. You were fucking done. You’d almost fallen asleep, head falling to the side as your body came to terms with just how much pleasure it had experienced.

“Hold on baby, let me take care of you first.”

Toji walked to his bathroom, wetting a washcloth and cleaning you up. You squirmed a bit at the overstimulation, too tired to even let out a moan. He’d pulled the covers over you, brushing your hair as you drifted to sleep. He’d gotten in bed next to you, lying down. Then the damn doorbell rang. Irritated, he got up and threw on some clothes, trying to be presentable enough to open the door. Fuck, whatever it was, it better be-

“Hey, Toji! Have ya seen her ‘round? She forgot her phone back at the house.”

I'll be more than a lover, more than a woman, more than enough for you.

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𝖆𝖚 𝖗𝖊𝖛𝖔𝖎𝖗, 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖑𝖞𝖗𝖚𝖎𝖓.

Your eyes are searching in the dark, limbs entangled under tojis grip.

His breathing peaceful, the only sound filling the silence.

And you suddenly remember that you are once again in his bed, but unlike other times- there wouldn’t be a next time.

Your heart aches.

The thought you hated most strikes- Why not me.

You shake your head, trying to make it go away, and slowly get up, trying to not wake toji up in the process - although with the way he is almost completely laying on top of you, it’s impossible. It almost feels like he knew you’d slip away in the middle of the night, and tried to prevent just that.

You find a way to free yourself from his grip and he tosses around, now laying on his back. His face exposed to the little light coming from the window, He looks like he’s in pain. Eyebrows knitted together, lips scrunched up and his nose wrinkled. You can’t even control your own body, your hand having a life of its own when you gently touch his scar, trying to soothe his face and make that pained expression go away.

You’re now sitting up, next to tojis warm body, trying to convince yourself to leave now, before you start having any doubts.

You suck in a breath, Why does it even hurt so much? It’s not like you’ve never left before.

But you know exactly why.

It’s because no matter how far away, no matter for how long- you never stopped thinking about him. He really was the only one, But not anymore. This can’t go on.

You’re about to get up and leave when you hear a chocked sound-

“Y/n.” Your eyes shoot up to his figure, almost scared that he will see you walk away.

Yet you are met with his sleeping form, face pained and a choked voice that keeps calling your name over and over, in his sleep.

“Y/n, don’t leave.” His choked voice fills the silent room and he tosses around non stop.

That’s when you feel them, rolling down your cheeks, hitting your lips and chin, Warm tears.

You send your hand to your eyes, almost finding it hard to believe.

He is laying now on his back, after endless tossing, and you see them- His tears.

He is crying in his sleep.

Your eyes wide with surprise, you barely process his crying when you lean forward in pain, a hand over your chest.

Your chest is throbbing and your vision becoming blurry when more tears are flowing, The pain in your chest becoming a little too much to bear.

Why is he the only one to make you feel like this? Why? Why couldn’t he just loved you?

Why not you?

At this point your crying is hysterical, you can’t control the sobs escaping you, and you are tugging on your shirt, trying to ease the growing pain your chest.

Grief. You never allowed yourself to grieve, telling yourself you always knew this day would come- but now all your walls have completely crumbled,

Your hysterical crying echos through the room and you can’t think straight.

You don’t even notice the strong hands pulling you in, his own body shaking. His hand in your hair, he is slowly rocking you, calming you down, ignoring his own shaking and crying.

Your cries starting to subside, and your lids becoming a little heavier than before.

“I’m sorry, I’m truly sorry.” His voice is broken, and his body still lightly trembling, but his grip on you is still strong and reassuring.

“The truth is I love you. I always did, but I was so busy grieving that I made you carry my own pain.” His voice raw and honest.

“I broke you and kept pushing around so you would be mine again, because the truth is you are the one I wanted all along, but I got caught in fantasies of the past and ended up hurting you, again.”

Regret. It’s heavy and all around us. So much we both regret.

But for some reason, your mind won’t let you regret loving him.

“I can’t even imagine what you went through trying to deal with all this crap, I’m really sorry.” His hand still in your hair, pulling you even closer to him.

“This is actually my biggest regret, treating you like this, making you believe you were nothing but a way to pass time,”

“But i was just being selfish. You were never a way to pass time,”

“I’m sorry y/n.”

You say nothing in return, and you’re not sure if it because your throat is completely dry or because your mind is a mess, but no words are coming out.

“And I know you probably don’t believe a word I say. hell, even I wouldn’t believe any of this- but I really am sorry.” He sighs deeply before planting a kiss in your hair.

“And I am sorry for pushing so hard, I should’ve just stopped when you said there was nothing to talk about.” His apology raw and sincere.

You glance over his face, Quiet tears escaping his eyes, His eyes filled with regret and worry is painted all over his handsome face.

And for a moment you find yourself believing, even just a little- Remembering his sleeping form, crying out your name and begging you not to leave. But is it even real? Are you allowed to believe him?

Your wiggle your hands out of his tight hug and you pull him closer to you, Your hand on his cheek, Slowly crashing your lips into his soft ones.

At first he doesn’t move his in response, completely frozen and still caught in his own pain. But his body, much like yours, cannot resist the touch.

You’re both in way too deep.

The kiss is slow, and emotional. He grabs your waist and pushes you even closer, you moan softly in response.

He whispers sweet nothings in your ear, while kissing your neck and shoulders- taking in every inch of you, adoring your form. He’s still shaking, his body still in his own hysterical state- but he is ignoring it, almost like he can’t get enough of you.

And it moves something in you.

Not fully, not completely. It does not make your pain go away, but it almost comforts you.

Your top is nowhere to be found when his mouth is latched to your nipple, your hips rolling on his lap- the pain in your chest slowly easing when you get a doze of him.

What has he done to you.

He leaves bright marks on your entire chest and gives extra special attention to the area you were grabbing in pain just a few moments earlier, kissing it better.

And then the thought you were scared of most, hits you, You don’t want to leave. You want him, no one else.

But how? How do you fix this? Where do you start? How do you even bring this up?

His hands make their way to your pants, and this time around you are the one to stop him- “Wait.” Your voice is small and weak, And you hate yourself for that.

He looks into your eyes quietly, confused.

You are about to open your mouth, but you have no idea what you are about to say yourself. A silent moment passes, and he is still looking at you, patiently.

“I don’t want to leave.” You have no control over your words, absolutely shocked when they leave your mouth.

He looks even more confused than before, but still keeping quiet- waiting to hear the rest.

“I mean- I just- “ Your mind becoming a mess.

“I can’t leave. I don’t know how to.” You fumble with your words and you can see his mind working trying to understand what is it that you’re trying to say.

You take a deep breath before speaking again,

“I don’t know how to leave you behind, because every-time i left you were still the only thing on my mind. the only thing I can do is run- but not leave.” You spill with too much honesty.

There is a glint of surprise in his eyes, but it looks like he is still trying to figure out this situation.

“I don’t want to hurt you anymore.” He moves to sit up, facing you.

“I want you more than anything else, but I can’t keep letting you hurt like this.” He runs a hand through his hair, leaving a dark mess.

He looks so.. vulnerable.

You sit up slowly, as well.

“I wish I could fix things.” He whispers, almost to himself.

“I love you.” You blurt out quietly, not even realizing what you just said.

What is he doing to you.

He’s face instantly shoots up and he panics, almost thinking it means you’re leaving. He reaches out to you, but quickly stops when he realizes what he’s doing.

But you can’t stop, you’re beyond that point. So you fall into his arms and burry your face in his neck.

“There is no one else.” The words come out muffled.

“So we should start working hard to try and fix this mess.” Your mind was already made.

long before you knew, your mind has already been made.

no matter how far away you ran, no matter how hard you tried- you cant resist him, you cant resist loving him.

It’s always been him.

You can feel the relief washing over his whole body, and he takes a deep breath.

“Yes. I promise to do anything it takes.” you can hear the smile in his voice.

Everything is far from perfect, but maybe, just maybe, you need listen to your body and mind- and try just one more time.

You hum approvingly before shutting your eyes closed and saying, “Let’s go to sleep.”

“oh? thought you didn’t come here to sleep.” the playful grin is back on.

“shut up.” 

a small smile makes its way up your lips.

“You know no one else can make you feel the things I make you feel.” With a low voice, he looks at you- no hint of mockery on his face.

“I’m not going to stop you. But we both know where we’ll end the night.” He sums up, looking at you one more time before grabbing his jacket and leaving.

That sets you off. Especially since you know he is right.

“You okay?” The soft voice snaps you out of your anger.

You look up and meet the face of the random cute guy that kept talking about his ex all night long.

He has two drinks in hand, putting one right in front of you.

“I don’t drink anything I didn’t pour myself.” you say, sounding a lil harsh.

But that doesn’t matter.

None of it does.

Because it always ends the same time way, They can’t even compare.

“It’s ok, it’s not like I’m going to drug you or anything.” He jokes, half offended.

“S’nothing personal, I just have to look out for myself.” you say firmly.

“Just drink a little!” He keeps persisting.

“I went out of my way to get it, you’re really not going to drink any??” He whines at your lack of response.

He is annoying. Even more than before.

The low music in the background, the smell of alcohol in the air and this strangers annoying whining all at once, hits you.

“Yeah. I’m not going to.” you send an unimpressed look his way.

“What a bitch. How about you live a little.”

You shoot another annoyed look his way, making sure he knows you’re not having it.

No wonder his ex left him.

“I’ve had enough.” You state, getting up.

“No, where do you think you’re going?” He gets up as well, grabbing your arm.

“Hands off.” you look down at his hand that is now locked on your wrist.

“No-“

“I’ve heard enough.”

Before he can say anything else, you push him away, making him trip on his own feet, you leave the noisy bar and hop in your car, driving exactly where you knew you would end up.

You stop the car right in front of his house,

Not wanting to get out and face your total defeat,

Knowing you will see his shit eating grin.

“Shit.” You mutter to yourself as you get out of your car, walking to the front door.

you knock twice.

The door swings open a few seconds later and he stares right at you, not saying anything just yet.

“Well, that didn’t take long.”

There it is, that shit eating grin.

You stay quiet, knowing he is right.

You use this moment to admire his casual look, wearing simple sweats and a tank.

“Come in.” He says a little softly, after you don’t respond to his mocking.

You follow him inside, feeling a little shame creeping.

You stare at his built back, not fully ready to face your total defeat just yet.

He sighs quietly in response.

“I’m guessing it didn’t go all that well.” He breaks the new found silence.

“He couldn’t stop talking about his ex.” You say, still not making eye contact.

“I can see why she left him.” You add almost rolling your eyes only thinking about that failed date.

He chuckles lightly,

“Yeah, I figured that much.” He slightly teases

You look up to meet his gaze,

He’s examining your face, looking for any kind of clear emotion.

But you can’t seem to find any yourself.

Every thing has been a mess ever since things went down hill for you two.

You first met on a mission.

You didn’t let anyone in your life, You were an assassin and you knew the weight of things.

You had no room for feelings or love, but slowly that shell cracked, and his snarky smile grew on his face- making you melt.

For the first time you let your guard down, letting him sway you off your feet.

It was sweet, comforting and exactly right- to you at least.

Till you realized you weren’t the one he really loved.

When the love his life suddenly came back, everything changed.

While dating, you never brought her up. Toji was never ready, and you accepted that.

Toji was so sure she was gone, but she appeared right in front of you two, running into the arms of her lover, that lost her for a long while.

His ex-wife wasn’t dead, in fact, she just lost her memories and got taken away by one of the people that swore on getting revenge on toji, who was once a great assassin.

Confused, he welcomed his ex-wife in his arms, over joyed with being able to hold her once more.

Later he learned from the police that her memories came back to her while she was living far away, where she was taken to- and she contacted the police herself- they rescued her right away.

Once she came back your relationship was put on hold.

There was nothing else to do.

He couldn’t exactly explain all to her, or you. But they were reunited once more, and still very much legally married- so it seems.

So you had to leave.

you left, not saying a word.

He called you and asked you to come over and talk things out,

but you already accepted what’s to come.

you still came by, though it ended rather quickly as she awkwardly walked into the kitchen wearing one of your shirts, asking if you’d like anything to eat.

Half-assed apology and a quick pitiful look, He knew exactly how it looked- as if you were just a way to pass time, to fill a void.

But that was the truth, and somewhere, somehow, you already knew it, deep down.

when you learned how brightly he smiled every time he’d look at that photo of hers he kept in his dresser, when his eyes would spark with joy anytime he remembered something they did together.

Of course when she was gone, that did not matter- because you could understand. But with her reappearing- things looked a lot different.

And yet she wasn’t at fault, if anything you were the one standing right in the middle, but you couldn’t help but secretly curse them out in your mind.

And so You left.

went far away, coping and learning to move on from what you once thought was the greatest love you ever had.

only for you to come back a few years later and discover they actually broke things off, pretty quickly.

New and improved salary woman you met the new and improved salary man toji, at a work dinner- very different from the ones you used to attend.

one mistake led to another and You ended up in his bed.

And you kept going back, till You realized you simply can’t anymore.

The way things ended, how you gave your heart, only to sit your own house, like a complete stranger. Completely replaceable.

So you tried to run away again, you tried to find others. But no else can compare.

No one else can make you feel.

“You seem tired, and you probably have a lot going on in that pretty mind of yours.”

“let’s go to bed.” He says quietly.

“I didn’t come here to sleep.” You send a dissatisfied look his way.

“I have my own bed for that.” You scoff.

“Of course you didn’t. But it’s late and you’re tired, we have plenty of time for everything else.”

A pained scoff escapes you while hearing his words.

“We have plenty of time?” You repeat, displeased.

He sighs in frustration.

“I told you already, no else can make you feel like this,”

He runs his fingers through your hair, taking a step closer.

“You came back, once more.”

you shake his hand away.

“No one else can do it for me either,” he says softly, not discouraged by your blatant attempt to push him away

“We always end up here. So why can’t we just try again?”

irritated, rolling your eyes immediately, you bite back.

“You really do have a thing for your exes, huh?”

Now it’s his turn to roll his eyes at you.

“Yeah. I guess I do.” He shoots back, unphased.

“But i want you, no one else.”

There it is.

The issue.

you just can’t seem to accept that it’s true.

You wish he understood how hard it is for you. But you never bothered telling him, not wanting to admit how replaceable you felt since.

“This is most definitely not what I came here for,”

“I’m starting to regret leaving that idiot date who also had a thing for his exes.” you grumble.

His deep laugh fills the quiet room.

“You definitely have type too.” He smirks, amused.

And that was all you could take.

Yeah, you most definitely have a type too.

You crash your lips on his soft lips, needy and irrational.

At first a little taken a back, but Toji responds almost immediately- pulling you even closer, working his lips on yours, equally eager.

Hands in hair, tongues intertwined, his scent all around you-

You almost forget all your troubles for a second.

Your knees becoming weak, the kiss becoming deeper and your need growing stronger all at once,

Toji doesn’t miss a beat, always knowing best- grabs your ass and lifts you up as it was nothing, heading to the bedroom.

He places you on the bed, before You push him on top of you, trying to catch his lips again.

“wait-“ he manages to say in between kisses,

You stop, confused.

“I want us to talk first.”

“You’re still on that?” You grumble.

“Yes.” He sends an unimpressed look your way.

“Fine. Talk.” You finally break.

“I want you to give us another chance.”

The surprise clear in your eyes as you hear him talk, thinking you were done with this.

“this is going to go on because we want each other, so why not do it properly?” He insists again.

“We can’t do it properly.” You answer simply.

“Why.” He looks at you, determined.

“And This,” You gesture between the two of u

“Is not going to go on, this is definitely the last time.” You ignore his question and sum up.

“We both know this isn’t the last time, doll.”

“Except it is.”

“No else does it for you, princess. It’s only me.” He ignores your last comment, a smug look on his face.

“No one else can make you scream like thi-“

You shoot a warning look his way and his smug look fades away.

He sighs heavily before continuing, this time less playful.

“Look, I want you. There is no one else.”

“so just give me a chance. I know you are hesitant because of how things went dow-“

“You don’t know shit about how things went down.” you cut him off.

“You got what you always wanted while i had to leave my whole life behind.” Anger replacing the annoyance you were feeling just a minute ago.

The confusion and shock is painted all over his usually unfazed face, upon seeing your reaction.

“What i always wanted?” He questions out loud.

“You got back the one you really loved. The only one you loved.” You snap.

“Y/n, that is not true, of course I loved you too-“

you sneer, cutting him off once more,

“No. You didn’t.”

He sits up, about to protest.

You get to if first, finally opening up that old wound.

“I never asked, knowing how hard it was for you- losing her. I knew you loved her, I knew I was only there to fill a void, and I could live with that as long as she wasn’t there,”

you can’t control yourself anymore, the words just rolling on your tongue.

“But when she came back, I knew my time was over. There was no doubt, you got the one you really loved back and now it was time for me to clear the way, because there was no void to fill any longer.” you feel the lump slowly forming in your throat, but you refuse to cry here, this is not what you came for.

“It was never like that, you weren’t there to fill anything.” He immediately protests.

“Yeah, I was struggling, but I was with you because i wanted to be with YOU.” He looks at you dumbfounded, like you misread everything.

And that feels like a slap to your face.

“Did you think I wouldn’t know?”

“Do you think I didn’t notice how your face lit up just looking at her picture? Thinking of her?”

Your voice is small and weak, as you try no to sob.

“You never looked that happy with me, but I could bear with it.”

“I never asked or preyed where I shouldn’t, even though I wished that one day you’d like to tell me.”

“I thought that you being with me is more than enough.” Your voice breaks, as you try and hold back the lump that is forming in your throat.

“That was until I saw your eyes when they landed on her, how fast you reacted and how much joy you felt. Thats when I knew it was over for me. That’s when I realized I was just a replacement.”

Your voice breaks completely.

But still no tears, You will not let yourself shed any of those. Not here. Not now.

You look up to his face that is now full of guilt.

So it finally hit him- how it was really not all that perfect like he liked to believe.

“M’sorry doll, I really didn’t see things like that.” He breaks the silence, after a few tense heavy moments.

“Yeah, that’s the problem.” You don’t bother trying anymore.

You just lift yourself up, about to leave.

This was a mistake anyways. you tell yourself as you turn your back to him.

“Wait- don’t leave.” He shoots up the bed, following you out of the room.

“Let’s talk this out an-“

“Enough, toji.” You look up at him sharply, eyes glossy, as your firm voice cuts through, Filling the silent house.

He furrowed his eyebrows, looking confused.

“You know, the real problem is I can’t believe it when you say you want me.” Your walls are crumbling and you can’t seem to hide any of your feelings anymore.

He looks up, his eyes are wide and wild as he takes a step closer.

“What can I do to make you believe me?” He pleads. sounding almost.. desperate.

Like he knows You’re slipping away, this time for good.

This is a side of toji You never knew.

“I don’t think you can.” You look down, staring at the floor. Your voice is quiet, defeated.

Before you know it, you are been squeezed in his arms.

He inhales your scent, not saying anything else.

Defeat. Now it’s final, and you both know it.

“Please stay with me tonight, you can leave tomorrow.” He pleads with urgency, whispering into your hair.

You slowly nod, realizing he means for good.

And so you stay, just for one more night.