#todaysreflection

- The shadow in the light

Served on pretty platters And gold trimmed trays, Your deepest vision of yourself Is revealed in your every day. But every day, in every way, The war, The attack of lack, Convinces you the illusions of grandeur Are more. Again and again, You take the bite, Poison disguised as friend, And in the end You fall asleep to the beauty you once knew. The reality is that someone’s been lying to you, Institutions and whole systems too. Somebody is mad that you were born with the bag they wish they had. It’s time to spit the poison out, It doesn’t belong to you anymore ~ Luna LotusLove ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• ✨May We See Ourselves Whole✨ #todaysReflection #refections #healingMyHeart #spittingOutThePoison #payingMoreAttentionToMyPrettyPlatters #internalJourney #disSpelling #spiritSpeaks https://www.instagram.com/p/B0weRE5hR0h/?igshid=1hxsekx4a06t0

After a long day, shut the down, stand there in silence and contemplate all the good, positive and amazing. . . Sunsets are proof that no matter what happened, the day can end beautifully. . . #endthedaybeautifully #endthedayright #contemplate #incontemplation #todaysreflection #reflectingonlife https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxv806mAK-1/?igshid=17bi8q3laxb8t

So today nakauwi na kami ng mother ko ng 12am midnight and then gusto ko lang ishare kanina noong pauwi ako galing school,naghihintay ako ng jeep na masasakyan pauwi sa lugar namin, ee. Sa lugar na yun pag around 6pm na andami ng tao plus traffic pa so after a few mins. Medyo napadali paghihintay ko, pagsakay ko ng jeep kakaloka akala ko wala ng vacant then meron pang isang space so nakita ko yung retarded woman na salbahe or sa madaling salita kulang sya sa pagiisip, dati ko na syang nakikitang palaboy laboy so tumabi ako sakanya pero dahil nga nasisikipan sya naiinis sya sakin 😂 hahaha natatawa na lang ako sa isip isip ko pero hindi na lang ako kumikibo and then tinutulak nya ko kung ano ano sinasabi nya and by that time ang nasa isip ko, " she is a human that needs someones care " and happy lang ako kasi hindi mo talaga maiiwasan maka encounter ng mga ganoon, and she is also a patient yun yung tingin ko at someday naniniwala ako claiming to become a doctor, mas marami pa kong maeencounter na ganoon 😊.. Godbless us

Pintu mana yang tepat? . Dua hari ini keputusan yang sudah saya ambil Desember lalu sedang dikelitikin. Geli-geli galau jadinya. . Dua hari lalu saya ditelepon HR-nya International Organization of Migration, sebuah agensi PBB, untuk mengabarkan bahwa mereka akan memproses aplikasi yang sudah saya kirim 2 bulan lalu. Tapi saya jelaskan bahwa saya memilih tidak melanjutkan aplikasi saya karena sudah berkomitmen menerima tawaran lain bulan lalu. Rasanya sedih karena isu forced migration adalah isu yang saya sukai dan saya sudah ada pengalaman menjadi project manager di isu tersebut. . Hari ini, seorang dosen yang tau saya ingin menjadi dosen psikologi sosial berkata, "Semoga segera bisa gabung ke bidstu psi sos.. hehehe." Lalu saya jelaskan bahwa saya sudah ada komitmen lain dan dia membalas "Yaaaa 😭..." Saya pun merasa 😭😭 selama bercakap-cakap via WA dengannya karena saya masih sangat ingin menjadi dosen. . But that's life. Harus memilih. Dan waktu yang terus berjalan membuatku tak bisa selamanya menunggu. Bisa jadi benar kata Berlant (2011): Cruel optimism 'exists when something you desire is actually an obstacle to your flourishing'. Bisa jadi yang saya tunggu justru menghambat saya untuk berkembang. Dengan demikian saya tidak menyesali keputusan saya. Karena saya yakin bahwa Allah selalu menuntun saya ke pilihan yang terbaik untuk saya. Biarlah kejutan terbaik menyambut saya di balik pintu yang saya pilih. 😊😊🌱🌱 . Depok, 9 Januari 2018. . Foto ini diambil di Brighton tanggal 10 September 2016 saat saya sengaja berjalan kaki mengelilingi Brighton sebelum berpisah dengan kota ini. . #todaysreflection #lifechoices #door #neighborhood #brighton #uk (at Brighton)

Todays reflection: What gives you meaning in life? Is that an easy or difficult question for you to ask yourself? Some times we just need to stop, slow down and actually notice the small things or the things that are given in life. #todaysreflection #meditation #yoga #wellness #health #instagood #instafollow #webshop #lookinsideyourself

😂 This totally cracked me up this morning!!! 😃 This is us! Our personalities in the form of a thermos! T: reserved, simple, planned, clean lines, classic, 2 toned, Bball of course! 😃 Me: multicolored, bright, disorganized, watercolors, random, multi sided! I earned this from Plexus! They are so good to us!!💖😊 It's funny... I used to think of myself more like the NBA one.... but as I learn and grow and gain confidence and reassurance and relax a little.... I've transformed... 😊into this.... #todaysreflection #yingandyang #hisandhers #plexus #nba #oneplexus (at New York, New York)

A blessed Saturday everyJUAN! Proverbs 3:11-12 #verseoftheday #dailydevotion #todaysreflection