The horse was unhappy. Toc was unhappy. He had been a soldier, once, but he was no longer. He had been young - had felt young - and that had fed the fires of his soul. Even a shard of burning stone stealing his handsome face, not to mention an eye, had not proved enough to tear away his sense of invulnerability.
Prisoner to the Domin had changed all of that. The repeated destruction delivered upon his bones and flesh, the twisted healing that followed each time, the caging of his soul until even his own screams sounded like music - this had taken his youthful beliefs, taken them so far away that even nostalgia triggered remembrances of nothing but agony.
Arising in the body of another man should have given him all that a new life promised. But inside, he had remained Toc the Younger. Who had once been a soldier, but was one no longer.
Life with the Grey Swords had not altered that. They had travelled to this land, drawn by the Wolves with gifts of faint visions, murky prophecies born in confused dreams: some vast conflagration awaited them - a battle where they would be needed, desperately needed.
Not, it had turned out, alongside the Awl.
A most fatal error in judgement. The wrong allies. The wrong war.
Toc had never trusted the gods anyway. Any god. In truth, his list of those whom he trusted was, after all he had been through, pathetically short.
Tattersail. Ganoes Paran. Gruntle.
A sorceress, a mediocre captain, a caravan guard and a damned T’lan Imass.
Would that they were with him now, riding at his side.
His horse’s charge was slow, turgid, slewing. Perched over the press of his knees against the beast’s shoulders, Toc sent arrow after arrow towards the skirmishers - though he knew it was hopeless. He could barely see, so jostled was he atop the saddle, with mud flying up on all sides as the horse careered in a wild struggle to stay upright.
As he drew closer, he heard screams. With but two arrows left, he rose higher still on his stirrups, drawing on his bowstring -
His arrows, he saw with astonishment, had not missed. Not one. Eight skirmishers were down.
He sent another hissing outward, saw it take a man in the forehead, the stone point punching through bronze and then bone.
He was suddenly among the Letherii. Driving his last arrow at near point-blank range into a woman’s chest.
A spear tore into his left leg, cut through and then gouged along his horse’s flank. The beast screamed, launched itself forward -
Tossing the bow away, Toc unsheathed his scimitar - damn, should’ve brought a shield - and hacked from side to side, beating away the thrusting spears.
His horse pulled through into the clear. And would have rushed on, straight into the Letherii ranks two hundred paces ahead, but Toc grasped the reins and swerved the animal round.
Only to find a dozen or so skirmishers right behind him - pursuing on foot.
Two spears drove into his mount, one skidding off a shoulder blade, the other stabbing deep into the animal’s belly.
Squealing piteously, the horse foundered, then fell onto its side, hind legs already fouled with spilled out intestines, each frantic kick tearing more loose from the body cavity. Toc, with legs still drawn high, was able to throw himself from the beast, landing clear.
Skidding in the mud, struggling to regain his feet.
A spear drove into his right hip, lifting him from the muck before throwing him onto his back.
He hacked at the shaft. It splintered and the pressure pinning him down vanished.
Slashing blindly, Toc fought his way back onto his feet. There was blood pouring down both legs.
Another lunging attack. He parried the spear thrust, lurched close and chopped his scimitar into the side of the soldier’s neck.
A point slammed into his back, punched him forward.
And onto a shortsword that slid up under his ribs, cutting his heart in half.
Toc Anaster sank down onto his knees, and, releasing his last breath, would have fallen forward into the mud, but for a hand grasping him, yanking him back. The flash of a knife before his lone eye. Sudden heat along the line of his jaw -
Reaper’s Gale by Steven Erikson
