#toby writes

ralsei initiates her and susie's first kiss. she's never been so forward, but it's a spur of the moment thing. susie's being it's usual self, squishing ralsei's cheeks because they're. SO SOFT. and ralsei just impulsively leans in and kisses it on the lips. susie lets out this surprised , delighted giggle... it doesn't think it's ever giggled before in its life. ralsei immediately pulls away and starts apologizing frantically for not asking. "fuck, fuck, i'm sorry, susie i'm so sorry, i should've asked- i-" and susie is standing there with this little smirk on it's face because it's never heard ralsei swear before and thinks it's really attractive. it just says "shut up. idiot" and kisses the tip of her nose. so gently that ralsei is stunned.

timeline: aftermath of season 4

It has been three months. "What are you doing here all by yourself?" the boy asked quietly, slowly sitting down on the grass beside the pilot.

The sun was setting and its dying rays were playing softly between the grass blades of lothali fields.

A feeling of immense melancholy and indescribable anxiety dug its claws into Ezra's guts, living him uncertain about what to do. That's when he decided to go for a quick breathe of fresh air. That's how he found Kanan sitting in the tall yellow grass. It has been three months. The man's eyes were looking out, like he wasn't there, with Ezra. Like he was far far away. After a minute of silence he finally turned his gaze to the young mandalorian. "That's how I meet her," he barely whispered. His words might as well have been a rustle of a grass swaying in the wind. Ezra frowned, turning away from Kanan. His anxiety suddenly turned into anger, into grief. "But she's dead," mandalorian scoffed.

"When I'm meeting her, I die as well," Kanan answered right back, looking away again. His facial expression didn't falter, still covered by the mask of serenity. It just made Ezra angrier. It has been three months. "You never call her by her name anymore!" the boy got up from where he was sitting, his hand clutching into fists.

The pilot looked at the clouds, that slowly dragged across the sky. At the steep peaks dotted around the yellow field. At the wild animals in the distance. At his hands and at his feet. At his furious child, who was being swallowed by the grief. "What name can she possibly have?"

Kanan got up and stepped closer to the mandalorian boy, who didn't dare to move from his place, until he was able to reach his hand and cup Ezra's face, turning it out to the endless vast field.

"When she's everything"

plus additional thoughts under the cut:

I'm so sorry I havent posted more in over a year. I have mainly had a real bad case of burn out, and when I finally got myself together to write the Tighnari situation happened and, as he was going to be included in future instalments, it felt rather inappropriate to post anything with him in it, so it was delayed further. But, with Zachary Gordon now having replaced the original VA, I feel more comfortable posting again and plan to do so at some point in the next week or so, uni and health permitting.

That being said, I was already running low on ideas before everything else occurred. If anyone has any prompts for me, I'd greatly appreciate them! I am mainly focusing on ASD, ADHD and I may also include PTSD in future instalments, but any neurodivergancies are welcome. If you have anything you want me to write about, feel free to leave me an ask or send me a chat message!

Post the last sentence of you wip and tag that many people. Mine is a little justfenders omegaverse fic I’ve been poking at for the last couple weeks! Thank you for tagging me @broodwolf221 and @jazzmckay 😘

Anders deserves to take for himself for a change, starting with this heat.

thank you for the tag, lovely! @rowanisawriter

“Can take more—“ Ghost moans, twisting his fingers further into messy length of Soaps mohawk, his hip raising from where he’s sprawled(????), forcing his cock deeper into Johnny’s mouth, “—than that, Faggot.”

i apologise for the nsfw but that’s all i write apparently 💀

okay

remember when at the start of the LL, Scar gave Grian one of his lives?

And then Grian died. But it wasn't Scar's life that he lost.

Scar's life stayed with him and it was heavy

heavier than anything in his body, it burned him, it made him struggle to breathe. And he was so, so desperate to get it out

He wanted to return that life back, he hoped that he loses it when he gets killed again.

That life was a reminder. Of something from the past, something someone he wanted to forget. Because he knew, that it would only hurt more if he gives in.

So he scratches his chest with his fingers till the blood draws, he pours ice cold water on himself only in hope that the burning feeling, the itch, the sting will go away even for a second.

And he decides to go and return Scar's life back. Even if it means he'll go on red. But when he comes up to the Magical Mountain, he can't bring himself to pull it out. So Grian spends time with Scar instead. He pretends to be his bodyguard and laughs and jokes and his breathing evens out.

And when Grian goes on red, his chest is still beating with Scar's life. And when he goes to take another life from him, Grian knows what he's doing.