#toby terrifyed

unfortunately didn’t celebrate 4/20 today:( my girl didnt come over and i fein off her shit so i couldnt get high but its probably for the best, i didn’t feel like i had to, so i didn’t

i’ve been playing so much grow a garden on roblox. like so much. i also dyed my hair today! mixed purple af and posedion (arctic fox) together :3 ive been watching a bunch of izzzyzzz again! yall should totally check her out her videos r fascinating insights into early internet culture and especially scenemo culture XD

not a lot to write today. im missing the first half of school tomorrow bc of a doctor appointment… hghhghghhhh.

deciding to start a blog. like a daily blog kind of thing talking about my day as someone neurodivergent in sh recovery. my therapist has been nagging me about journaling and im not good at that, so hopefully im good at this! also doing this because i have really poor memory and it makes me forget about some of the best moments of my life and it really hurts me :(

my mom drove my girlfriend back to the city today, i came with. it took 5 hours to and from (extra hour for traffic lmao). she was here because the 15th was our one year anniversary! yay! lesbos for the win!

i haven’t done much. i did my eyeliner and changed clothes for the car ride but i’ve just been playing roblox (i spent $10 on robux today…. i now have two dollars in my account… rip). no weed has been smoked today and i wont tomorrow either :) feeling cleansed. took my meds at 3pm as well! what a day

listening to if u cant hang rn and jamming out in my living room bc my dad is drumming in the basement and my mom is picking up dinner. i have not spoken to my brother today but oh well lol, its only 6:45 anyhow.

DAYS UNTIL PTV/SWS SHOW: 32

DAYS UNTIL MCR/IDLES SHOW: 142