Sep 9, 2025
you guys understand right that when i write thasmissy sex this dead bloody gerard way being puppeted by clown is sort of where im coming from irght
#its importnat to me#not thEMATICALLY#not thematically and also not relationship wise maybe i havent seen any of the concerts im not entirely sure who the clown is#to him#but.#in terms of#physicality. where the sexiness comes from#the violation & the death#the prETENSE#the pretense that doenst fool anyone and is kept up anyway#the violence & the blood & arent we having FUN!!!!! isnt this GREAT#smile of blood#we understand each other right#this and that selfportrait with skeleton by marina abramovic#ive been working two parallel thasmissy fics but one is taking some effort and the other was kinda easily finished#but then i decided it had to be a little bit better so im redoing it with a little bit more effort too#i love playing in this gross space but i love it most when i feel like i really nail the grossness#if im not making myself queasy i can do better#if theres any 'tell' left in there i should find some more combinations of words that feel like#trying to pull your feet out of putrid mud#to replace it#all show. all slime#thanks for your attention
