remembered as comets, not as dead rocks

I like the new resident doctor that's my assigned pcp

Im sticky and I hate everything

I just need to survive till tomorrow my fingers are swollen (not to the extent that I'm concerned) and my scalp is itchy my skin is itchy ughhh

Im so itchy tho good god it's like bone deep itchy

Im trying to get into the habit of taking pictures when my skin is freaking out so I can Show the doctor but also I only ever take pictures of my arms and hands

I had to stop my allergy medicine bc allergy doctor appointment next week and I'm So Fucking Itchy Ow

I have the MRI tomorrow and it sounds awful that I hope they find something wrong

Gotta schedule w my new primary when I'm here bc new group of baby doctors (fresh residents I just internally am I like baby doctors!)

God this week is gonna be Hard I have appointments mon wed Fri and wed is the MRI n shit I'm already tired

Im willing to do this bc one) paranoid and in pain 2) wanna meet my deductible/have shit count towards the out of pocket max 3) I have financial aid through that hospital system so hopefully I won't need to pay anything

Also in other news got scheduled w an allergist and need to schedule the brain MRI as the pre-authorization was approved

Im tired of being so broken