#to aa

Today's your first Father's day. Marcella is almost a year old. I'm making your favorite chocolate pie for after dinner today, just for you. Marcie tried to eat crayons the other day, it was really cute honestly. I still tell her all about you at night when I put her to bed. And our anniversary is coming up to. Or what would be it. Do you remember that day? We went out to watch the fireworks together after we made cupcakes. I miss you more and more each passing day. You were such an important part of my life, and I'm glad I got to be in yours, even if it wasn't for long. Happy father's day.

Forever with love, Sheila.

i knew i shouldn't have trusted you. i'm just upset our last interaction was pleasant because i was stuck in that fucking haze. fuck you. fuck you for making people love you and having a family and still doing what you fucking did. i never thought i'd see the day where i was grateful for val velocity, but here we are. i'd like to pin the blame for what i did all on you but I can't. their blood is on my hands, even if you were the one who handed me the gun.

signed, the name you couldn't take from me even though you tried

cherri cola