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I don't think I can really talk to anyone anymore.... whenever I do, I feel like that I annoy that person because I'm telling them what's going on. I would hate thinking that I annoy people when I talk to them. I feel like I'm being judged for having so much problems and shit. I'm sorry I'm a complicated person. My life isn't perfect and I dont expect it to be. I'm 19 and I have so many flaws. I feel insecure. I'm still young, too young to even feel like this..... but I just do. I feel so alone. Even when I'm in a room full people. Its like I have no one to turn to anymore. Eh, I guess its whatever......... sooner or later i'll have someone who wont judge me on anything. Someone who'll just be there to listen and to be my shouder to cry on when I need it ):

Tomorrow's MY BIG DAY..... I'm finally graduating! It may have taken a month & a half, but fuck yeah, I DID IT (= I let NO ONE stop me or hold me back from making it this far. All my hard work's finally paying off! I may not have graduated w/ MY actual class, but I'm graduating in 2012 ... MY class year! & to EVERYONE who said I won't make it over the summer, HERE'S A BIG FUCK YOU* I DID DO IT. I'm gettting MY diploma. So INYAFACE bitch ;) lmfao! I couldn't have made it this far w/ out my family, especially my mommy, daddy, sissy, & brothers supporting me. (: Get ready for the "waterworks" tomorrow. WOOHOO! SUMMER GRADUATE, CLASS OF 2012 <