07.17.15
i've never once lost confidence in you, and i've never once wanted to not be with you. i don't want to see other people, let me just make that clear. if i ever ask if you want to break up, or “take a break” or anything like that. it’s because of the fact that i feel like i'm not good enough. it’s not because i don't love you, or because i want to see other people, or because i don't want to be with you. that’s the furthest from the truth. it’s my own fault, not yours. you’re doing the best you can, and you make me feel so loved. more so than anyone ever has, even my own parents. you were there for me when no one was, you've stopped me from doing awful things. you've made my life a lot better, never forget that. i just want you to be happy and healthy. because you deserve the best. i love you with all my heart, and i’m going to try to start being a better person. i want to be positive, i want to make you feel good. i want to make you smile when nothing else can. i won't stop until i'm able to make you as happy as you make me.
