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so here are some food-driven bastards 😆

another pic from me

100 cm x 130 cm

So i had this projekt called "neon tokyo", started it 2 years ago or so

First. there is this post about age 23 and what famous people did at that age...i was full of hopes and dreams and plans. I did not worry. I was thinking that whatever happens, in the end everything will be in right place, everything will be fine, so we just need to move forward.

And then age 25 came, and everything fell apart. So when you think your early twenies are the hardest, you are soooo fucking wrong, the worst comes much later.

And second: They say if a good soul suffer too much it becoms a monster...

I liked to think that i was a good soul, but nobody sad that’s true....

BUT!

They NEVER mention the fact, that how much suffering, pain, indignity, misjudgement and hardship you must survive (literally) to reach any kind of tiny achievement!!

Do not misunderstand me! I started this, i will finish it. But can not guarantee that the end will be happy.

I’m over 30, so i’m kind of had enough. I want something good to happen in my fucking life, and i am working hard, but somehow everything all the time fall in to pieces. Every second i start to believe that things are ok or i am ok, something really bad happens!! Something always comes and make things much more harder or simply destroy everything.

At that moment you start to do not care about bullshit and idiots