Another hollanov song! This one about that first long, nerve-wracking drive from the airport to the cottage.
If you enjoy it, please reblog! I'm hoping to write many more 🫶
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Another hollanov song! This one about that first long, nerve-wracking drive from the airport to the cottage.
If you enjoy it, please reblog! I'm hoping to write many more 🫶

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I just spent money I don't have on new guitar strings to sunk cost fallacy my way into actually writing something. Or at least recording something. I miss being a songwriter.
Well, I've officially written a Hollanov song. Now it's just restringing my guitars and actually recording it. ✨
Another Hollanov song, this time about the cruel voice in Ilya's head that sounds like his father, and the man who doesn't know that side of him at all. Fully lyrics under the cut ✨
Voices
Because you could not stop for breath you take his where you can You were told that through each conquest you'd become a man So why is it the only time you feel remotely real Is when you're lying in his arms pretending not to feel?
The dog inside you never dies, it simply slinks away And stalks you when it gets too quiet, eyes fixed on its prey And though he says he doesn't hate this weakness you can't shake You think he deserves better than this fragile thing you'll break
Don't forget you're lazy, boy Don't forget you're scared Don't forget you're such a dick That you've never really cared Don't forget that every time You've pretended you could change You've only made things worse You'll always be this way
Face reveal 🫣 (on this blog anyway) and also the full Only heaven and the lilies know song. Enjoy ✨
Lyrics under the cut:

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Ahh it's finally here – the long-awaited Hollanov song. This is the first track I've recorded properly in ages and I'm just so flipping happy with how it turned out. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing and recording it. 🫶
Lyrics under the cut
The power is out so I can't record the first Hollanov song in full like I wanted to, but here's a snippet of a second one from Ilya's perspective in the meantime.
Lyrics under the cut
The power is out and trying to work on one tiny screen while hotspotting wifi from my phone is pissing me off, so instead I'm working on angsty Ilya lyrics.