Training as a nurse under Eyeless Jackās supervision did not come with a call button. But it did come with Tim, Toby, and Brian trying to flirt with you.
Tim was an occasional visitor. He liked guns. And he liked getting into fights with them. The aftermath? Not so much.
Heās on the cot, hissing whenever the suture needle passes through his scar-ridden skin. You apologize, ever so silently, whispering iām sorryās and just a little moreās while your eyes remain fixed and focused on the deep red cut caused by a move too close and a move too reckless. The bullet had only grazed his skinā but it was deep. Not to mention it was squarely on his bicep, and he needed to repair the heater today.
He hisses at the second-to-the-last stitch. You look up at him, worriedly, with those big pretty eyes of yours. āIām so sorry,ā you breathe, voice kept at a sweet low. Tim smiles through the pain. āāS alright, doll. Youāre only doinā your job.ā You look up to smile at him, before spotting his eyes on your cleavage, before flickering back into yours. āYou comfy in that dress?ā
The southern drawl sends waves from your spine to your ribs.
You look down shamefully. Your uniform, white and pure, suddenly was now inches down half on your chest, giving anyone glancing a view to admire. You blush profusely, carefully dragging your top up. āYeahā¦ā you start, finishing off the stitch. āYeahā Iām okay in this. Do youā do you feel betterāā
Tim takes your hand, slightly topping your frame, and presses your palm against his cheek. āShame. I was looking forward to take it off of you.ā
You do a double take. āWhat?ā
āIf your dress wasnāt comfy,ā he started. āMaybe you shoulda just taken it off.ā
Tim pecks your cheek before leaving a half-finished cigarette pack on the cot. One of the sticks had his number written on it.
Toby was next. He was more consistent with his visitsā partly because he doesnāt even know heās bleeding out unless someone points it out to him, and partly because he doesnāt know how not to be reckless in everything he does.
Toby was leaning backwards, propped up on his elbows with his shirt lifted up to his chest. Scars adorned his torso like gruesome Christmas lights. Most of his wounds healed irregularlyā and you were determined to sanitize the newest one well.
Betadine bottle in your hand and cotton in the other, you whisper up to him. He thinks you have the prettiest eyes heād ever seen. You rest your wrist on his knee. āThis is gonna sting, but itāll clean your cut so itāll heal nicely and wonāt get infected.ā Toby grins, gash making grim sounds of saliva disconnecting from teeth. āDuhādonāt sweat it,ā he whistles. āI cuhācanāt f-feel it anywaāway.āĀ
You smile kindly at his endurance. Betadine-soaked cotton pinched securely in your hand, you start lightly dabbing the disinfectant on his cut, getting firmer on the deeper partsā but otherwise as gentle as you can on the rest.
Toby watches your face closely. He snickers. āY-you really like me that muhāmuch, huh?ā Your head snaps up at him, startled and confused. āIāmā Iām sorry?ā Toby grins wider, leaning in a little more. āYou wouldnāt be this cuhācareful with m-me if you didnāt l-like me.ā Blushing, you finish up disinfecting his wound, but his hand stops yours from patching the gauze up on him.
āTell me IāIām your favorite patient,ā he mutters.
You look up at him once more. āYouāre⦠youāre my favorite patient, Toby.ā
Grinning, he lets go of your hand and lets you patch him up, and leaves without another word.
Brian had nicked his finger while repairing his work table. He had asked you for a simple clean-and-patch.Ā
The cut was bleeding, but had since stopped when you put enough pressure. Fearing infection, you asked him questions.
āDid you get cut on a rusty surface?ā Brian shakes his head, a faint smile on his face. āClean blade. Nothinā shabby.ā You nod, inhaling the cologne he had spritzed on himself earlier today, now mixed with the metal of nails, shaved wood, and summer air.
āThisāll sting. Tell me if you need a break, okay?ā looking up at him, Brian chuckles briefly. āA break from you? Iād sit here all day if you asked me to, sweetpea.ā
Blushingā god why couldnāt you just stop BLUSHINGā you purse your lips together and start lightly brushing the liquid on his cut. Brian was quiet the whole time, almost as if drinking every twinge of pain with no problem. Wrapping the bandage around his finger, nice and tight and pristine, you exhale in your seat, gazing up at him.
Heās smiling at you. You clear your throat, āEverything feel okay? No itchiness or anything like that?ā Brian shakes his head. āNo, miss nurse. Everythingās handy dandy now that youāre here to take care āf me,ā He leans in close, rubbing his cut with his other hand, looking intently at the newly-treated cut. āAfter all, it took me a little courage to put this cut on māself.ā
Brian looks up at you, face so close you can feel the heat radiating off of him. āThanks for the treatment, nurse.ā
Red and embarrassed and frigid, you sat still on your seat while he used his knees to prop himself up. Brian stops eerily still when he reaches the doorway.Ā
He looks back at you from behind. āCome by the garage when you can, yeah? I donāt know if Iāll accidentally hurt myself again.ā
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If there's anyone who can handle trouble, it's Tim. Growing up institutionalized gives you tough skin, go figure. His idle state is slouching against a wall, big arms folded over his chest, brows knotted low on his forehead and casting a shadow over his dark, watchful eyes. An unlit cigarette tucked between his lips in anticipation of his next fix.
He's frequently running his hands through his raven black hair (perhaps a nervous fidget), adjusting the strands so they fall neatly to one side. What he doesn't touch often are the sideburns, he thinks they look best grown out naturally with minimal trimming.
When Tim's not behind the mask and taupe bomber jacket, he wears a lot of flannels layered over a wife beater and his worn out Levi's. His leather belt with the clanky buckle and mud-coated boots look ready to be replaced.
"One way to do it, I guess"
"I might not be an expert but-"
"Have we thought about this?"
Tim likes to think he's a straightforward man, but his faith in others is easily shaken and he's quick to voice his doubts and concerns. You'll catch him with his chin to his chest, pitching the bridge of his nose in anguish at the haphazard crew of unstable outcasts.
"Christ, you guys are stupid."
Smoke breaks are frequent and Tim makes an effort to be a gentleman about it, especially around Sally, even though she's technically much older than him. He usually disappears without a word, only stopping his tracks to extend an invitation to you.
"Taking a step out, you coming?"
You hardly refuse, you love to watch his somber expression as he pulls the smoke into his lungs and blows it out through the corner of his lips. His eyebrows permanently fixed in a furrowed position, except when you fill the silence with your brain vomit.
His brows curve inward, a smile tugging at his cheek. You puzzle him sometimes, with your trivial fanatics and theoretical contemplations.
"You're strange, you know that?"
"That's why you're with me, I guess."
That one time you brought a tiny, yipping animal home to make your pet, he rolled his eyes and reached for his cigarette pack. At first, watched you tend and play with it through the thin slits of his eyelids. Tim couldn't help but grow a soft spot for the furball, he kind of saw it as an extension or reflection of you.
"Great, more responsibility that I didn't ask for."
"...Can I pick it up?"
Tim would never admit that he's a bit a of a people pleaser, but more than that, the act of service might just be his life's purpose. He's not only very physically capable, but attentive and obeys your whim even if reluctantly. Your happiness fills the gaping void in his stomach and for a moment, he'll unclench his jaw to see the satisfaction in your smile.
"You know how much I love you, darling."
"Just say the words."
"I'm still the boss around here."
The brawny man maintains his figure with a hearty, game based diet and lots of strength training. During his push up set, Tim tells you to sit on his back for "additional resistance". He just loves to hear your giggles as your body shifts up and down with him as he pushes off the ground. He's frequently giving you piggy back rides or throwing you over his shoulder.
You made a habit of leaning against a beam on the porch to watch the boys chop firewood. Tim brings the axe down onto the plank and you swoon at the way his muscles contract and expand, his breathy grunts and the glistening beads of sweat that fly off when he flips his hair.
"Liking what you see, darling?"
Occupational circumstances make date night complicated. Nevertheless, Tim tries to make them feel as normal as humanly possible. He makes sure you both clean up nice and share a meal, even if it's just a fast food and drive-in movie.
"Get dolled up for me."
"Our usual routine."
Tim is a sucker for the softness of you. Your sweet face, your plush skin, the soft brush of your hair, the tenderness of your kiss. It disarms him, weakens the walls he puts up around him. It also strikes a pang of fear in him, knowing his tendencies and the violent spiral of a life he's gotten himself into.
"Being with you makes me feel normal."
"I'm not an easy man to keep."
"So sweet on me, aren't you?"
His kiss is needy but magnetic, he takes little breaths between each moment of contact with your lips, trying to draw it out and cherish the moment longer. His big hands settle on the sides of your hips, leaving a warm sting on your skin as he's pulling you closer to his burly body.
"Let me love you, gorgeous."
"Christ, you're perfect."
God, his fingers. His hands are thick, powerfully built, and he's absolutely addicted to how soft, wet, and warm your pussy feels as he curling his fingers inside you. A cocky grin on his face as he pushes in and out of your gummy walls, making a sticky mess between your thighs and his hand.
"Tell me what you want me to do."
"I'm all yours, darling."
You hiccup, giving him appreciative nods when he uses his palm to rub your clit. He gives you sighing pecks on your face and neck as you clench and writhe in his arms.
Tim loves fucking you in every position possible, but he won't deny he loves the view when you're riding him reverse cowgirl. The bounce of your ass slapping against his stomach has him nearly drooling, his fingertips gripping your waist to grind you harder on his throbbing cock.
"Such a good bunny."
"Show me what you learned, baby."
"Use your words."
You undo him in every way, Tim loves seeing how delicate and meek you get when you're feeling good. He gives you deep, determined thrusts that have your body rippling from the impact, just so he can listen to you mewl and watch you shudder.
The bulging head of his cock swipes over your sweet spots over and over, leaving both of you a breathless, blissful trance. That's when his instincts take over his body and Tim's not even in control of how relentlessly he fucks you anymore.
"Just like that."
"Fuck yes."
"God, I love fucking you."
Tim has to finish inside you. It gets him off so hard to think about your womb full of his seed and him being your baby daddy. Can Tim realistically father a child? Fuck no. Does the thrill of danger make him lose all rationale and drive him over the edge? Well...
Then, Tim lets out a long, throaty grunt, cock pulsating inside you as he empties his hot, sticky load inside your beaten, aching pussy.
"I'm so close, gonna drain my cock inside you."
"You ready to take it?"
"Gonna give you little bunnies of your own."
While your body is still sprawled over the sheets, naked, sore, and heaving, he takes a few recharging breaths before getting back on his feet.
He'll get dressed swiftly, leaving the team to return with a glass of water, a towel, and a set of clean pajamas. Tim's hand finds the underside of your chin as you stack yourself back up slowly, pulling your face up to give you a covetous kiss.
"Tell me you love me, that's right."
š[regards... dedicated to my proxy twin and tim's lover @purrsonline, check out their blog or else. im no stickler about mischaracterization but i loveee canon tim so i tried to be faithful to mh tim with my creative takes.]
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Timās the kind of boyfriend that when youāre sleeping in the same bed, heās got one strong arm wrapped around your waist and his face pressed into your shoulder, snoring so loud you swear the pictures on the dresser are rattling.
Heās got you trapped between him and the wall, pushing up against your back and burning you up with that overwhelming warmth he always seems to radiate. You nudge him, saying, āTim, can you scoot over. Itās too hot, I canāt get comfortable.ā
He grunts, taking a deep breath before rolling onto his backābut he drags you with him.
You wind up facedown on top of him, head laid against his chest, his arms wrapped around your back. He grumbles something like, āBetter?ā and you just nod.
Itās still hot, and he smells like cigarette smoke and way too much coffee, but you canāt deny how comfortable laying on top of him is. And as an extra bonus, he scratches your back gently until you fall asleep.
Heāll never admit it, though, just blaming it on your shitty sleeping.
Tim: I have a gun in that nightstand beside the bed. If I ever say no to that question, I want you to take it out and shoot me because Iāve obviously gone crazy.
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Part One: Proxies x GN! Reader [SFW] part Two, part Three
Includes: Ticci Toby, Masky, Hoodie, and Kate the Chaser
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Ėāā§āŗ TICCI TOBY Ėāā§āŗ
āŖļø Toby is overly clingy and constantly needs reassurance that you do in fact still love him
āŖļø He absolutely loves physical touch. His hands are always touching you, whether it be his arm around your shoulder, holding your hand, or hugging your waist as his head rests on your shoulders
āŖļø He loves to give bear hugs or picks you up whenever he sees you
āŖļø He often does small stuff to annoy you or get your attention. Whether that be licking your hand or face, tapping or poking your arm repeatedly, saying your name over and over until you reply
āŖļø He will do almost anything to have a bit of your attention
āŖļø He is very over the top with affection. Hugging you randomly and won't let go until you push him away, kissing your face all over until you're giggling and laughing, will find you little gifts
āŖļø He's often very blunt about how he feels
āŖļø He's very spontaneous and incredibly energetic. He needs someone who can handle him and keep up with his energy
āŖļø While out on missions, he will give you life updates for everything, and I mean EVERYTHING. He sees a pretty rock, you should expect to be sent a picture and a text about how the rock reminded him of you. Him and the other just finished their mission, you'll get a messy rundown full of grammatical errors, and a very eccentric Toby
āŖļø He will drop everything to help you if you need it
āŖļø He is a very devoted lover, practically worshiping you like his very own God. You mean everything to him, and he'll do everything for you. Just give him the word and he'll do it
āŖļø He often doubts his worth compared to you. He'll often overthink and begin to believe that he doesn't deserve you and that you'll eventually become bored of him and leave
āŖļø He gets insanely jealous. It's messy. He sees another person acting too handsy, and he is asserting himself. Acting overly affectionate and sending death glares. If someone is hitting on you, it's best not to question what happens to them next
āŖļø He loves to pamper you. You're his whole world, he wants you to feel how much he cares about you
āŖļø He's very insecure, with constant overthinking, and tends to become overly clingy when he feels too insecure
āŖļø Talks about you a LOT, practically word vomits about you to anyone that will give him the time of day. He loves talking about you and how perfect you are
āŖļø Absolutly adores praise, give him praise, and he'll be all over you in and instant practically begging for more
āŖļø Nicknames often consist of a play or shortening of your name. Other times, he will call you baby or sweetheart
Ėāā§āŗ TIM WRIGHT/ MASKY Ėāā§
āŖļø He's rather protective of you. Having very little control in his life, all he wants is to have something that's just for him and he'd do anything to keep it that way
āŖļø A big fan of acts of service. Will often do small things for you whether you ask him to or not
āŖļø He isn't the best with words, often struggles to convey how he feels, and prefers to keep his thoughts to himself instead of talking to you to avoid arguments or fights. More often than not, this has the opposite effect, much to his dismay
āŖļø He is very slow to open up, opting to keep to himself. The more comfortable he becomes with you, the more he will shed his layers and let you in
āŖļø Tim tries his best to keep Masky away from you, a part of him he doesn't want you to see. Eventually, you do meet Masky. He's cold, nothing like your usually caring boyfriend. Masky cares about you, of course, but in his own, cold way
āŖļø Masky seems to see you more of a 'pet' than a lover
āŖļø Tim loves to give you random compliments. Little reminders that he loves and cherishes you
āŖļø Date nights aren't often with his line of work, so he often opts to take you on late night drives. The music is low, and the wind whips your hair as the two of you drive down old country roads, past fields, and trees
āŖļø Prefers a more private relationship. To him, your relationship doesn't need to be anyone else's business. Of course if you want to tell people about it, he won't have a problem. But he won't go out of his way to talk about your relationship
āŖļø When you guys are together, expect him to be holding your hand. His thumb idely rubbing the top of your hand as he stands beside you in conversation with another person, his hand firmly holding onto yours
āŖļø Once you begin dating, you hear nicknames more than your own name. A collection of "Honey, hun, and sugar," all said in a tone that is slight and sweet, reserved just for you
āŖļø He is incredibly patient
āŖļø Tim doesn't really get jealous. Of course, if someone is hitting on you, he will take matters into his own hands. Pulling you close and asserting himself, making sure it is known that you are his and his alone
āŖļø He is incredibly scared to lose you, often pushing himself away to avoid the possibility of you deciding you don't love him anymore. He often self sabotages just to save himself the pain and heartache, but once he knows for certain you aren't going anywhere, he keeps you close
āŖļø While out on missions, he will often send you little texts reminding you that he loves and misses you. He doesn't quite blow up your phone, but he definitely texted more than he often would if he wasn't on a mission
Ėāā§āŗ BRIAN THOMAS/ HOODIE āā§āŗ
āŖļø Words of affirmation. That man is constantly reassuring you and saying the sweetest things
āŖļø He loves to compliment you. You got your haircut? He's telling you how perfect you look multiple times a day. New clothes? That man is raving on and on about how good you look and how he can't believe your his
āŖļø He loves to tease you. Jokes, small quips, and sly comments are just his things.They're always said with a smirk on his face, his eyes lit up as he looks at you as if you're his whole world
āŖļø He is constantly photographing or recording you. His camera is filled with candid moments, pictures of the two of you out on dates, pictures that you sent him while he is away,and just random moments where he whipped out his phone to record or photograph you. He often looks over these memories while out on missions and away from you
āŖļø Keeps a photograph of you tucked away in his wallet
āŖļø Likes to write and leave you little notes lying around. Short cute love notes reminding you that he loves you or small reminders to drink water, ect.
āŖļø He's a very perceptive lover. He notices small changes in your mood or stature whether you tell him what's wrong or not. He won't pry, but he will try to fix whatever has you upset
āŖļø He gives off golden retriever vibes honestly
āŖļø Hoodie on the other hand, is cold. He cares about you of course, but in his own fucked up way. Often putting you in harms way because of his carelessness
āŖļø Brian will do absolutely anything for you, name it and he will do it
āŖļø He is very affectionate, often hugging, kissing, or cuddling you whenever he gets the chance
āŖļø He is just effortlessly charismatic and attractive. Can make a whole room laugh with just a simple off the shoulder joke
āŖļø Loves to praise you and tell you how proud and happy he is to be with you. Often, he tells you how happy you make him and how he's never felt this way
āŖļø Often calls you " Darlin', babe, or love"
āŖļø He doesn't get jealous all that often, but when he does, he makes it known. Arms wrapped securely around you, pressing kisses against your neck as you are in mid conversation, glaring at whoever attempted to hit on you
Ėāā§āŗ KATE THE CHASER Ėāā§āŗ
āŖļø Kate loves quality time. Just sitting alone with you whether you are doing something together or quietly doing your own things, it doesn't matter to her as long as she's with you
āŖļø She loves to give gifts. She could be out on a mission and see something that reminder her of you, whether it be a pretty rock or trinket, she's bringing it home to you
āŖļø She loves to take little candid pictures of you. Something to remind her of you while she's gone
āŖļø She's actually a very good drawer, often drawing pictures for you in her free time. At first, they were little stick figures holding hands, but slowly, her art progressed and got better as she drew more and more. Your walls are decorated in the drawings that she has given you, even if they are little stick figures
āŖļø She loves to be praised by you. She would do anything to make you happy and proud of her just so she could have your attention and praise on her
āŖļø She often self sabotages. In her head, she doesn't deserve good things, and you're the best thing that could have happened to her. As time goes on, she slowly loses this ideology and becomes more sure in herself and your relationship
āŖļø Kate craves love and affection, but she doesn't know exactly how to ask for it. She's awkward, face flushed red as she tries to tell you that she wants attention, her words jumbled as they fall from her lips
āŖļø This girl is a yearned through and through. Practically worships the ground you walk on
āŖļø She is very respectful. She respects you and your space, often giving you too much space in hopes that she is being respectful to you and your boundaries. Doesn't often ask for anything unless prompted
āŖļø She doesn't like big gestures, she prefers more small and relaxed things. Dates are often rare but still thoughtful. Little picnics in the forest, trips to art museums, and cafe dates that often result in the two of you walking around the town hand in hand as you admire the small local businesses
āŖļø She calls you simple terms of endearment, often consisting of love and dear or just your name
āŖļø Kate is very jealous. She tries her best to contain her jealousy and be as respectful as she can. But something about someone trying to put their hands know what's hers really rubs her the wrong way
Headcanons of how the pastas would kill reader? Like they still love reader but orders
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(cw: for pretty gory descriptions of death - specifically in jack, cody, and jeffās sections)
Toby:
A losing battle.
The way I view Toby, when he is in love, he is in love dude. Like, he would much rather lay down his life for you then ever have to witness you be hurt - especially by his own hands.
So, he completely ignores the order at first - as it that would work. Blindly hoping that maybe Slender might just⦠Let it go. Day in and day out of ringing ears, nosebleeds, and nausea so bad he can barely eat. But, he takes it, because itās much favourable to the latter - losing you.
Eventually, Slender has to use more drastic measures, not expecting Tobyās stubbornness and devotion to you. All the more reason to get rid of you.
Delusions and hallucinations are what get the job done. Poor, ignorant Toby, thinking he could outlast Slender even after years of working under him and knowing exactly what heās like - what he can do. Love is blind I suppose.
I think it would end up with Toby hallucinating reader to be someone completely different. Like someone who wronged him in the past, or maybe just a stranger that Toby assumes somehow broke into his home. The hatchets are out before you can even try to reason with him. Blood spills before he even realizes who heās hurting.
Youāre dead before he gets a grasp on reality again.
He never forgives himself.
-
Jack:
Love is a form of consumption
Iāve always been under the assumption that Jack doesnāt really abide to Slenderās wishes in the same way the others do. Heās not a proxy. He doesnāt go out and hunt for Slenderās gain - he does it to survive. He keeps to himself, heals the ones who need it, and retreats back into his little bubble of solitude when itās all over. He doesnāt go on āmissionsā he doesnāt have a quota to fill. He mistook leniency for immunity.
Slenderās antics donāt work on Jack like they do the others. Thereās no nosebleeds, no migraines - what I think they do do, is tap into that demonic side of him that he tries to keep hidden. Jack is dangerous. Terrifyingly so, but he keeps that part of him shrouded beneath almost clinical apathy. Avoidant by nature, so that he doesnāt have to worry what could happen if he does get close.
With you, itās different, because for you he becomes more of a protector. He wants you to feel safe around him - to trust him. And you do. Thatās what Slenderās exploits.
Slender taking hold of Jackās mind shows in the form of aggression. Bloodlust. Clouded thoughts and moving on autopilot. Like he is when he hunts. He wonāt even notice it coming, itāll hit him like a truck when he least expects it. You coming home, winding your arms around his waist in a hug like you always do, and itās like a switch flips. Itās your scent thatās the trigger.
And itās not like heās never once thought about consuming you before, so itās easy to stoke that flame. Easy to turn the dial up to eleven.
Youāre a bloody heap of flesh on the ground by the time Jack finally comes to - your blood dripping from his lips, your chewed up organs sitting heavy in his gut.
He spends the entire night retching until he canāt do anything but dry heave. He never dates again.
-
Brian:
The executioner.
Brian isnāt one to get attached. I personally like to hc that he almost died when he fell from that window - but Slender kept him alive because he still had so much purpose. So much more to do. This creates a sort of⦠Apathy towards life for Brian. Knowing that it really doesnāt matter, because thereās barely any consequences. Heāll just be brought back anyway.
He keeps this all hidden.
So for you to wriggle your way in? Thatās a feat. It probably started as just a lust type deal. The love came later, and it took ages to accept it. And he knows itās not a good idea, not with the nature of his work, but⦠He just canāt help but indulge. Itās only fair to have some refuge in the chaos, right?
When he gets the order, itās like a reality check. A brutal reminder that try as he might, he is not human. He doesnāt get to experience human pleasures. Doesnāt get to die a human death. Heās just a pawn. And well, heād known that all along. He had just been pretending.
He kills you with a shot to the back of the head. When youāre completely off guard, none the wiser. Maybe youāre cooking him dinner, maybe youāre walking off to your shared bedroom. It doesnāt matter - your brains are splattered against the wall before you even realize the chill in the air.
Which is a good thing. He never wanted you to see this side of him.
You die face down on the floor, never knowing that the man you loved was the one who fired the shot.
He buries you in the backyard. Sometimes he sits by the heap of dirt and cries on really bad nights.
-
Tim:
Killing you softly
Tim had been expecting this. Waiting for it. He had warned you from the very start that being with him was a curse, that youād never come out unscathed. That you shouldnāt risk it, because itās just not worth it. You push. You assure him that things will all work out.
He makes the mistake of letting himself believe you. Simply because you were his one good thing. Something he could cling onto when things were too rough to handle. Comfort, that he finally started convincing himself he was worthy of deserving.
To lose you, feels like a shot to the chest, but heās been down this road before. He knows that an order isnāt something to be refused. He knows the consequences if he does. Heād rather keep a rational mind, so that he could make this as easy as possible for you. You didnāt deserve brutality. Not when you had always been so gentle.
He kills you in your sleep. Squeezes his eyes shut before slamming his crowbar down against your skull with a force that kills you on impact. Itās messy. Itās horrible. But for you, itās painless - you donāt even wake. You just twitch, then go still.
He wraps your body up in the sheets and cradles you for a long while, before he gains the courage bury you.
He never enters that room again.
-
Cody:
Experiment gone wrong?
Cody doesnāt kill often. Heās more prone to take ownership of bodies that his fellow proxies had killed, prodding around at their insides and testing various corrosives he mixed up against their skin tissue. He works to find new ways to kill, to find flaws in the human system. Like Jack, heās more so the brains than the brawn.
He gets his lab on the basis that heāll continue his work. That he wonāt get distracted.
You distract him.
Thatās the main issue with Slender, when it comes to his proxies being in relationships. Distractions. Flaws in the machine. A disease that needs to be remedied.
And Cody would much rather not, but heās seen what happens if he tries to shrug this one off. Plus, at the same time, despite how much he loves you - the scientific curiosity always reigns supreme. Heās been waiting for a moment to experiment on you.
Heāll feed you a concoction he swears up and down is safe. Feel guilty at the amount of trust you place in him as he sticks you with the needle. Watch as the realization dawns on you - the fear that floods in your irises - when the drug he swore to you wouldnāt hurt you even a little bit, starts to eat you up from the inside.
And heāll just watch. Because at this point, thereās simply nothing left to do. No way to save you. Even as you plead, as you curl up into a ball on the laboratory floor and spit out blood. He doesnāt even whisper out an apology until your eyes go glassy.
Afterwards, heāll dissect you. Assess the damage. Probably keep pieces of you preserved in formaldehyde that he keeps displayed on the shelves. Most likely your eyes, because thatās the part of you he loved most.
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Jeff:
Finally giving in.
Itās not that Jeff got into the relationship planning to ever kill you, but he did know one thing - if he had to, he would. Itās nothing against you, and itās not a reflection of his affection towards you. Itās simply who he is - what he does.
You knew that. Youād seen him, covered head to toe in blood all while wearing a bored expression. He didnāt bat an eye at it, didnāt care about the mess. It was all just a byproduct of his favourite pass time.
From the start, he thought you were insane for even trying with him. For thinking that you could be the one exception from the endless massacre that was his life. He wouldāve liked you to be, and he wouldāve let you if the cards played out differently - but thatās not what reality (Slender) had in mind for the two of you.
He does it the moment he gets the order. Doesnāt give himself even a moment to think it over. Just comes home, finds you, and raises his blade before you can even scream.
Itās a bloodbath, as it always is. Metal glinting in the light every time he raises his arm, blood splattering against his skin every time he brings it down. Just wound after wound, tearing into your writhing body like you were just another victim. If he closed his eyes, it was easy to pretend you were.
You fight back, and it doesnāt phase him. You claw at his arms, try to push him off - he slits your throat before you can even muster up the strength to. When you finally stop moving, he drops his knife, the weapon falling to the ground with a clatter - his chest heaving raggedly as he stares down at what heād done to you. What heād known heād to do you eventually, right from the very beginning.
He doesnāt wash the hoodie he wore when he did it. Ever. It feels like a sin to let the last remnants of you swirl down the drain like that. It sits in the back of his closet, blood crusted against the fabric. Sometimes he slips it back on when heās really missing you.
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I was going to do more but I got tired lol. be grateful I threw jeff in there (or donāt?? itās just more pain lmfao)
[ A/N ]: nobody asked for part 2 but i made it anyway cause im fucking evil and twisted here's part one if you are too
[ C/W ]: suggestive at some parts (marked with a ā ), obsessive behavior
(my personal goat) nina <333:
ideally?? pinterest scene queen bedroom. realistically? pinterest scene queen ADJACENT bedroom
firmly believe that thereās an accent wall in her room thatās pink and black zebra stripes and itās chipped as fuck and sheās a queen for that
her room constantly looks like an emo tornado just ran through the place and itās actually kind of awesome. like the smell of burgers and burnt vape faintly lingers in the air but it pairs well with her perfume that smells like cotton candy so itās fine <3
ALSO firmly believe that she has two mattresses stacked on top of each other (no bed frame of course) and a shitton of blankets and plushes thrown on it like princess and the pea
and- like princess and the pea -she WILL notice if there's something off. if you kick a plushie on the floor she's going to position them completely on her side of the bed and say "Well... Gerard had a meeting with the council and they've determined that you're not allowed back into the Fortress of Dreams until you've properly apologized."
the only way to rectify this obviously grievous crime is to kiss aforementioned plushie on it's head and tell it you're very very sorry while she's watching (for her amusement of course)
is probably the one who demanded suggested you start sleeping in the same room in the first place
like it started off with a sleepover you both feel asleep at from staying up too late and ever since she's felt what it's like to have your weight in the bed she's EXTREMELY hesitant to let that go
like straight up you will hurt her feelings if you say you don't want to sleep in the same room. for real if you have an issue with the same bed she will compromise and somehow acquire a fucking bunk bed it's actually that serious šš
nina is literally fucking starving companionship, and it's hard to find that genuinely when you're living with a bunch of distrustful murderers. so the fact that you trust her enough to sleep around her? much less in the same bed, barely clothed and vulnerable??
she pretends to fall asleep sometimes, waiting until you've drifted off to play with your hair while you sleep, telling you all sorts of things you'll never hear
"I won't let anyone hurt you." "You're my best friend. My favorite." "I'll always love you. Forever."
blanket hogs but hear me out. you're also a blanket r u walking with me on this
jeff:
he's used to camping out in abandoned buildings and shit so his sleep situation for the past like decade has rough
like im talking dry rotted mattress on the floor of a dingy old hospital every week kinda rough
idk like,, part of me wants to say he lives like a caveman like clockwork but part of me also wants to say that his space is like,, uncannily bare
like there's pizza boxes and clothes, but aside from that there's not really much else save for a duffel bag near the foot of the bed that always seems to be packed to bolt
if you ask to sleep together he looks at you like he's genuinely confused, asking something like "Why the fuck you'd wanna do that for?" and brushing it off
but if you persist and let him know that like no, you do in fact want to sleep in the same bed with him because it's nice, jeff, its fucking nice to be able to sleep next to your boyfriend/whatever, he will EVENTUALLY acquiesce
sleeps in his hoodie and his jeans. if not that it's the boxers with the hoodie. it's not that he like can't part with it or anything (lowkey he cant but that's another thing), but he gets cold in his sleep. he's got socks on too he's a socks in the bed guy š
internal body temperature is all over the place like one second he's hot the next you're piled in blankets cause he kicked them all away
for some reason (intimacy issues) he like, really doesn't want to touch you the first time you sleep together. he's curled up, back turned to you, shifting and moving around like he wants to turn around but won't
it's.. uncomfortable for him, being this close to another human being in a context that isn't violent. he does eventually get used to it, but it takes some coaxing and patience with his attitude the whole time
like he's going to be bitching about how you're 'kicking him' or 'the fan is too loud' or what the fuck ever but he's really just saying shit because he feels awkward and doesn't know what to say
cuddling is also awkward at first, but he agrees sooner than you'd expect. he'll try and convince both you AND HIMSELF that he wants to be big spoon but the fact that you always seem to wake up with your arms wrapped around his middle and him curled up in a ball seems to dispute that
ā it's likely too that to disperse the tension he might try and feel you up to initial smthn the first few times you sleep in the same bed. whether you agree or not isn't really important, but if you make it clear over time that you're not expecting that he won't initiate it anymore, no longer feeling like he needs to be awkward or make conversation
does have nightmares, but he usually doesn't wake up violently from them. it's more like a 'snap your eyes open and gasp' type of waking up that has him unable to sleep for the next 30 minutes
rarely remembers what the nightmares are about, but finds himself staring at the way the moonlight looks in your features for a while before eventually going back to bed
it makes it a little better knowing you're the last thing he sees before he goes back under. not that you'll ever know that.
jeff generally acts like a feral cat that you're introducing to your house for the first time, but once he gets comfortable he's literally never leaving
like you'll walk in at three in the morning after a gas station haul and he's just like Sitting There in your bed scrolling on his phone. you know it's serious when you get home one day and he's moved his entire console in your room (basically marriage for him)
definitely one sided beef with any plushies you have on the bed and will certainly kick them off the bed as soon as you're asleep out of pettiness
tim/masky:
oh he's already in there LMAOO
no literally you don't even need to worry about like leaving a breadcrumb trail of cigarettes leading to the room so you can get him in there
first of all; if you're sleeping with him you're sleeping in his cabin. not because he doesn't like your room but he can't feel comfortable sleeping in a space that he's either not familiar with or isn't really 'his'
plus, having you sleep in his bed feels.. nice. he can't really explain it, but it's kind of like you're taking a spot that belongs to you?
not that he'd say that with his emotionally constipated ass but you notice it when he stands at the door of the bathroom with his arms crossed like he's just soooo annoyed that you have to put on clothes before going to sleep
LOVES if you wear matching pajama sets but is personally rocking the boxers and birthday suit combo. or alternative pajama pants and birthday suit combo but either way he's like very minimally clothed
it's bc he runs HOT. no like. hot as fuck. he pushes you away by the face during winter sometimes because you'll be all up on him to steal his body heat even tho he loves it
because of this he does in fact have a fan in the corner of the room that's been running consistently for like a year (the last one broke. toby held a funeral for it with full honors.) and so help you GOD if you turn it off in the middle of the night
ā kind of has a similar thing where he gets relaxed so his body 'reacts' more easily, but doesn't act on it. he moves away, making sure not to press his arousal up next to you. he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable. but it's also because he doesn't really have any energy to participae in anything
ā if you slide under the covers and give him a blowjob or let him fuck your thighs before sleep though he gets weirdly affectionate and buries his face in your chest, whispering hushed "Thank you.."s and "Takin' care of me.. just.. let me stay here for a second." between catching his breath
incredibly hard to wake up in any normal context but wakes up anytime he hears anything in the house. like you could probably set up a foghorn a quarter mile from the cabin and it wouldn't wake him but if a bug hits the glass on the kitchen window he's already up and trudging to the door to figure out what it was
will also wake up if you leave the bed. every. single. time. its actually kind of freaky because you'll wake up in the middle of the night to pee and come back to the bed to find him sitting up, fully staring at you with the same energy of that picture of him posted up on top of the dresser in MH
his room is pretty clean i feel, like yeah there's an ashtray on the bedside that consistently makes the room smell like cigarettes but there's only like a stray shirt and a glock on the table to count as mess
big spoon but instead of wrapping his arm around your middle or your chest he just lays half his body on you. wouldn't be surprised to find him conked out and borderline drooling on your chest in the middle of the night
FREQUENT napper if he has the time. in the car drivers seat, in the living room- shit one time you found him in the bathtub cause he sat down for too long and fell asleep
has a serious issue with neglecting himself so you MIGHT have to leave the cigarette trail if he keeps refusing sleep. secretly likes it when you get worried about him neglecting himself cause it makes him feel like he's important to you so sometimes he'll linger on the porch just a little longer so you can come out and tell him to come to bed in front of brian and toby yeah fuck y'all i'm important enough to call to bed
will actually worship the ground you walk on if you change the sheets for him cause he hatessssss doing it