#tigger.

i took these a year ago today. miss muffin sitting under the tree like the gift she was.

Zachary James, you mean the world to me. I still can't possibly put into words how happy you make me or how much of an honour it is to call you mine. We've both come so far from the day I proposed. Our wedding day was absolutely perfect, and I feel like I should thank you because you did most of the work for it while I was away. You did a fantastic job of organising it all.

I can't wait to take the next step towards our future. We're gonna have kids, our little family. And you know I never thought I'd have that before you came along. You turned my life on its head when you came into it, and completely changed the way I see myself. I'd like to think I did the same for you. You picked me up when I was at my lowest points and stuck by during the times when I thought you wouldn't.

I know that realistically, not much is gonna change, but I hope I can be just as good to you now that we're married as I was before. Maybe even better. I love you with all my heart. I never want you to forget that, and I never want you to forget that you are always loved and wanted and needed in my life. Whatever happens to us, as a couple or as individuals, I'm gonna be there. I like to think that I've already proven that I'll stick by you through anything.

Everyone in my family is so fucking happy to call you one of us now. And I'm excited to be part of your family. I know we don't get to see much of my side of the family but we will, I promise, I'll figure it out. My mom adores you, you know that? And Sarah's kids think you're great, even if it's maybe not the best idea to have them in the house because I'm not sure how pleased Majesty was with them trying to climb on her. But I know they'd love to see you more.

I honestly can't complain about anything in our lives right now. Everything is good, and we're happy. We finally have a week to ourselves in our favourite place to just relax. There's no more wedding plans to worry about. It's just us for the rest of the week. We can shut the world out like the first time we did when you brought me here. That trip was the happiest I'd been in years, and this one is making me even happier.