☢ - A day my muse felt incredibly bad on, because they let themself down in some respect (e.g. they failed at something they tried very hard for).
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FUCK YOU DIRTRICH I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON A BISCUIT AND DIE.
I know the guy’s got years and years more experience in dealing with this shit than I do but that doesn’t mean he has to go around being so fucking snotty about it! And he definitely didn’t need to call me out in front of the entire goddamned group just to make some kind of superiority point.
He told me that he doesn’t think I’m capable enough to do this job. Okay, so I fucked up. Shit happens. I’m not a totally hopeless case that can’t fix his future mistakes and improve.
I want to punch his smirking face.
I’m going to get better. Fuck him. I will figure this all out and not fuck up so easily from now on. If just to rub it in his face one day so that he can see that I’m totally deserving to belong in this Order. We’ll see what he says when I surpass him. If anyone is stubborn enough to succeed if just to show up another person, it’s me.