#thursdayplaid

harrows hallucination is not new. nice to know. (she had that question after the first bit. we just finished chapter two and paused to chat)

whether she’s actually hallucination or seeing the body in a vision (is it internal or external) it doesn’t rly matter cause of what they cause to happen narratively. the result is the same

the body isn’t the first resurrection?

what would be the irony if you kill an entire planet to resurrect someone and that creates a crazy beast and then the person immediately just offs themselves (she means the body, though she did add this was more of a fun theory)

doesn’t like jod. he’s now a villain

he doesn’t have to play nice. he’s the only person in the book who could pretty much do whatever he wanted

the fact that there is consequences to killing a planet- very satisfying. like our world is being killed by ppl we cant touch and even if we can they’ll be replaced

jod needs to get another hobby

very happy the planets are fighting back

he doesn’t deserve eyes that cool!! we need to invent a new color that’s bad just for him

what should happen is- actually killing a planet slowly also creates resurrection beasts except they take longer to show up

he doesn’t even deserve to look upon soup!!! and also broth. no broth for jod. or stew. banned

even tho now it makes sense in hindsight, she’s a little sad the body wasn’t Gideon and just that harrow couldn’t bear to say her name

harrows gonna resurrect the body. or gideon. or both. might be almost worth it to kill more planets just to have more creatures to go after the emperor

jod is like if someone took like a shell ceo and made him god

like to charge reblog to cast that harrow brings about the death of the emperor and does it like three more times

she said i could copy paste this as long as i also told everyone that i am the best

bonus thoughts/theories about gideon the ninth under the cut

I’m rereading the Wee Doctor series by AmericanJedi, and once again I cannot get over the idea of a tiny, angry John Watson: doctor and assumed super genius child soldier. Just had to try and create what I thought he’d appear as based on the story. Small stern face, judging everything a bit not good. :)

Whew ... okay.  This is many, many months in the making.  It feels like I have waited forever to post this, only because I kept working on it, and feeling it wasn’t perfect, and working on it some more. I still have the feeling that it’s not there, but I’m gonna post it anyway.

Okay, @thursdayplaid .  I read Wee Doctor ages ago when I was on a break from college.  I didn’t sleep much as I read the entire trilogy in a few days, completely hooked.  When I finished it, I went out and talked my mom’s ears off about it, how it made me feel, how the characters were so complex and shaded and motivated, how it was so different from any fanfiction I’d ever read.  I thought about it almost constantly for weeks after.  The tragedy of W, John’s devastating determination personified at the core of him; the original John, trapped, doing everything he can for a Sherlock that no longer existed...

I began composing this piece soon after, needing to process the emotions of Wee Doctor my way—through music.  It has gone through many iterations, revamps, and redos.  I knew the song was going to be about loss.  At first, it was just John’s loss of his Sherlock.  But then, slowly, it also became about Davey’s loss of self, and Rooster’s loss of stability, and Tim’s loss of family—and then I finally got it, what my music was trying to show me.

So the piece got its final title: Lament of the Lost Brothers.  All these characters have lost their worlds, and they can never get them back, and they have to deal with that the whole story.  They try, and fail, and hold each other up while trying to prevent it happening from anyone else.  And in the process, they become family, brothers.

@thursdayplaid I hope you can hear through my music how much I loved Wee Doctor, and I hope you like it.  I know it’s not what you envisioned in your head those years ago, when I first asked you what kind of music you thought would be best for your story ... I always end up adding more instruments the more I work on something.  ooooops.  but I hope you enjoy it just the same.  Merry Christmas! 

god is like a rich person who’s trying to pretend he’s normal but doesn’t know anything about normal life so he ends up getting everyone around him into trouble then blames them for it

like him creating lyctors to deal with the consequences of his actions (RBs)

every tech bro middle manager who’s ruining peoples lives while working inside a system that automatically forgives him

he’s late stage capitalism, the diety

the cancer has metastasized

he’s crushing the brain of the universe against the bloated disease of his existence

was ortus trying to free his daughter from harrow?

cause of his reaction to them bringing up commander wake. one of the hottest things someone can do is meet you in battle… and his physical description is kinda close to gideon’s…

at first i was wondering- is he speaking romantically? maybe he’s not, i call you darling and such pet names as well