#throwing snow

Throwing Snow - Brujita

get//sleep - get some rest pal [listen on spotify]

Babe | Evenings

Inhale Exhale | NAO

Sleep Sound | Jamie xx

Holdin On | Flume

Mirror Maru | Cashmere Cat

The Wheel | SOHN

Glassbeadgames | Martyn, Four Tet

Colomb | Nicolas Jaar

Angel Echoes | Four Tet

Instant Need | FKJ

Un Vingt | Throwing Snow

Carbonated | Mount Kimbie

Skipping down the escalators I'm hit suddenly with icy memories of Mark: Mark the human radiator, Mark furred like a bear warming me through winter, cold fingers clasping mine in his coat pocket. "Do you hold hands?" I asked, and he, as always, bowed to me, said 'yes'. We learned each other by impersonal questions. "What's your favourite part of a woman's body?" I didn't say "my body", so I should have known.

Still, the same sound and scent have triggered me (- my own music, my own perfume); Throwing Snow, electronic cascades like running water; flashback to the forest where we slept together, curled up warm and rustling in his makeshift bed. I wonder now if he was even happy or impaled upon anxiety I couldn't see. The disfiguration must have happened some time: now it looks like someone's taken iron wool to the painting.