#thouh

“I want us to be one again. Like when we did everything together. When life went forward and we thought we had it all figured out. I want you to hold me from behind again, you dont do that very often anymore. I miss the small things. The things that actually mattered. The things we will remember. Right now it feels like everything just stopped. All emotions, plans, the deep conversations, time, love. I am truly sorry things got bad again and I kind of let us go a little. I really hope we will figure it out again and be happy like we once were.” 

It’s been years since i’ve thought of not living, but happines is something that, as it seems, i’ve given up on, moving on is easy, and i’m doing things i like, i have goals and stuff, so i’m keeping myself busy but, when the sun’s set, i feel as empty as ever.

if ur up for it, yeah :)