#thoughtwaves

I just got like three "Are you single?" Ads and like...

Buddy.

Pal.

I'm aromantic asexual and super touch repulsed.

You are missing the target by shooting at the moon.

The ruffles of a feather  ubiqitously  nuanced notes of ginger rippling through the wave

of thought a sigh of the brethren in the heavens

How Can I Believe?

I closed my heart today, Business has been slow. Hope has given up.

When innocence was lost and now fear, confusion and Disillusion replace warm, aged Memories with vicious rumors of desperation.

What can I say? What can anyone say? I can't believe or trust anyone anymore. I've just learned recently everyone’s a hypocrite, even myself.

Why can't it be like old times? Once, when I used to trust, a single word had sincerity, Emotion and feeling and now, now words mean nothing.

If I was able, I would stand at the edge Of my heart screaming and shouting why my heart used to answer me, My heart used to comfort me, My heart used to stand by And protect me.

The air is cold today even though the sun shines bright, bright enough to leave a smile but cold enough to remind me I'm all alone.

Since the last time I saw you I've changed I've changed to what I should have been in the first place If only I had another chance.

The ghost of a memory walks hand in hand with me through misty ocean shores of mistakes and remembrance. I still find myself walking Familiar paths of warmth Where we used to walk endless as day melted into the night and when your kiss

Remember in your travels that you must always be aware and think clearly with your mind or you will be lost. And always remember that we love you, and because you know what love feels like, you will always be able to find harmony. Harmony feels like love, and is the Key to all things.

I am bound and compelled by my honor to reveal all that is hidden within your question. I only answer the questions that can be asked. The time has come upon this planet when your curiosity extends beyond the limits of your imagination, and another inclusion of major proportion is forthcoming. I am only a voice. I reside within your imagination.

As you look within the space of your mind, imagine it to be empty so that only one voice speaks within that vast, transparent void. It is here that one perceives Creation.

First you must see the 'model and scale of Creation within the infinite space of your mind. You are set upon the path of the unfolding of the Infinite. You are the apprentice, and as such, you have let go of all resistance, opinion, and judgement. You are now the observer. All knowledge comes to him who observes.

Begin with your inner ear, which perceives earthquakes and ocean waves, and tells your inner self what is occurring on that scale of vibration. Perceive the sound spectrum. Hear the vibrations as music harmonizing and flowing and becoming visible in your imagination. Hear and see the octave scale... do re mi fa so la ti do. Multiply octaves.

Visualize the color scale. Imagine it to be a color octave on a frequency scale perceived by the antenna of your eye. Imagine electrons spinning within the frequency/time of their being. Mix them into assortments of frequencies perceived by your antenna of taste. Enjoy the experience of perceiving Creation.

Feel the scale of waves. Begin by choosing a wave that all apprentices can see and remember for all time as the model of all waves anywhere upon the scale of the Infinite. Study the oceans with your eyes, your imagination, and your feelings. Sense their great energies of motion - their tides, their waves, their ripples, undulating ceaselessly within the boundaries of their beings. See one wave, one pulse, rolling steadily across the surface of the ocean. See its crest and hollow, filled with the ripples of its being, living between the elements of water and air, half in each - the ocean exerting its force upon the air. Watch the wave travel through the water as pure energy, leaving the water in its place. Imagine pure energy traveling under the water and within it. See it contract and expand the molecules of water in its passing rhythm.

 Observe the scales of Sciences. See that everything within your domain has a place. Include all sciences in your imagination. See their great interlocking, self-correcting systems become known upon your planet. Observe how they fit upon the Great Scale which has no end. See how they explain the relativity of time, space, and energy. Look out upon the vastness of geological time and see the unfolding of your Earth. Look within the biology of beings, and upon the force of their physics. Trace the increments of repetition through your history, and count it all with the numbers of your mathematics.

Know the living scale. Include always that everything is alive and growing, or dead and decaying, always changing and becoming its inevitable self. Look upon spheres/bodies, stars and planets, expanding and growing like seeds from within their infinite source. See those expanding masses exerting force against each other magnetically. Watch them push and expand, decay and contract, ever changing within the void. Imagine all energy as living energy - all time as the measurement of life, and space as the body that contains it. Call this the living Universe.

Recognize the scale of beings. Understand the scale of beings by first measuring time and energy within your own space. Measure: you’re breathing, your heartbeat, and the frequencies your senses are tuned to. Imagine the frequencies of pulses within the spectrum of your being, and call them the "human frequency spectrum". You now have the formula for the scale of beings who live within the Great Scale which has no end.

Observe all things as beings - all earthly living things, all biological beings who are the components of those earthly living things, all the galaxies of microorganisms, and the atom/solar systems which reside therein, and all the electrons spinning around their relative protons, and all the beings who live thereon, and allow your imagination to perceive those beings as similar to yourself, and call that a "micro octave", ( and call all that reside within the spectrum of that micro octave, "micro space". Imagine yourself to reside upon a living planet/electron which is spinning around your great sun/star/proton, among all the beings/suns of similar nature who make up your galaxy/organism, 1s itself a component of the great "macro being", and call that a "macro octave". And call all that resides within the spectrum of that macro octave, "macro space". You now have two octaves, two pulses, two states of being upon an infinite scale. Call that the Infinite Scale of Creation.

Sense the scale of temperature. Now that you know the relativity of time, space, and energy, and the scale of beings, and have perceived the Great Scale which has no end) you must know that all things are bound together or repelled. All things/beings live (within the scale of temperature, which has no end all things/beings are fixed within their own time, space, and energy. All things/beings have a temperature spectrum which bonds their bodies within their forms. Observe yourself, your Earth, you sun, and see what elements change from solid, to liquid, to gas, and back again. See blood and lava as the key to living fluids. See the "infinite within", micro space, multiplying hotter and hotter and becoming more and more compressed. See the "infinite without", macro space,

Multiplying colder and colder and becoming more and more vacuous. Look within the wave and see energy crest, heat, and expand, then hollow, cool, and contract within the ether through which it flows.

See your planets/electrons expand away from each other in waves of "geological time". See your ice ages and tropical ages come and go; summer and winter, Day and Night, Life and Death, on and Off.

Measure their frequency and call each "pulse", Creation.

Understand the dichotomy of the great scale. Now that you know the scale of beings and appreciate their sanctity, you must understand the sacrifice of all beings - of eating, and of being eaten, and the meaning of the ancient idea of the sacrament and resurrection. Death is the other half of Creation. It is the dark side. Death is the part of the cycle which can be called the "anti-cycle". Death is not being. Life is being. Death is absence. Life is presence. Life death, life death. On off, on off. Call that pulse energy. Measure its frequency and call that measurement time. Then call all that is perceived therein space. Imagine all of this "at once" as Creation.

High walls of regret, castles the empty thread, invisible to all other eyes. Nightfall, an empty throne is you, subconscious tyrant trusting few, shading a promising moon.

Over time walls shade a somber mind. Birds of prey, the scavengers circle blackened skies. Despair conquers cracks the eggshell, turning tides. Seeping in, decaying these spray painted eyes.

Uprooted hopes - quench its thirst ¬flowers withered with poisoned sun. Tears cry fear from our desertscape. Velvet dolls hold the secrets.

Hearts confined to run-down pieces. Talking to plastics you need a friend. Castles falter and show empty threads.

Wondering through the thoughts of a fools little mind,

Looking for a conclusion. One we never find.

Stand alone, a mind of torment - learn and return 

Go the distance. A mindless soul needs direction.

If you listen, I'll show you the way.

As the pace quickens to the end of a shadow.

Lost from reality. Loose in insanity.

Fill in your empty ways.

Order out of chaos, confusion out of truth. Dreams and nightmares together as one.

Hopes fall and disappear with the setting sun. Years of silence. Lives of scream.

All in life is simple, But is never what it seems.

As the pace quickens to the end of a shadow.

Lost from reality. Loose in insanity.

It was a cold rainy morning within the heart of an experienced child and his mind was Far away wandering. The deep eyes of desire within the innocent girl who entered his world the Day before.

He gave up hope years ago and he found it too painful of a word, but the sparkle in her eye excites a spark within The Blackness of sorrow and the fire can be seen for many miles.