#thoughtsandemotions

“HOPE: Thoughts Are Our Home” ON CHALLENGED TO CHANGE WITH PASTOR PAUL

"HOPE" ON CHALLENGED TO CHANGE WITH PASTOR PAUL

“DON’T LOSE HOPE” ON CHALLENGED TO CHANGE WITH PASTOR PAUL

Do you realize how completely enamored I am with you? I'm fallen in love with you and you're still thinking about if you are with me. I might be setting myself up for failure but I'm taking that risk on you and it kills me not to say I love you. It's almost slipped out but thankfully you were leaving and your back was turned. Now I'm trying to convince myself to slow down. Maybe stop and take a breath. Look from the outside looking in. Take in the whole picture to see if there's anything wrong with it. I've noticed that you might break my heart. To pieces that I will be too tired to pick up because mending a broken heart gets real fucking exhausting to do. I've noticed I've fallen too fast, like I usually do and it might hurt me in the end. Hopefully there's no end. I enjoy our time together but we barely get any. You're worried about this and you think I'll get tired of this real quick. Probably will but I'll suffer through it. I'm doing the best I can with the type of person I am. Happy 2 month. Maybe we'll make it to 3.