#thoughtsaday

I never thought there will be someone I never think I’ll be with anyone I never train to be in love again Who does think and thought that way? Me, obviously As always I am an overthinker, overacting girl who is so hopeless romantic but sometimes too damn feeler of all those nonsense things To cut the chase, I am in love again, and I feel that it is right and it is true Too cliché Too cheesy Too needy Too by-the-book feeling but YES! I am in love and I am loved as much as i am loving and what i am getting is LOVE. Let me write this again.

It was a subtle process. Isa iyong dahan-dahang proseso. But it was necessary. Pero kinailangan. Let me start. Simulan ko. But wait this is about an ending. Ngunit teka, tungkol ito sa katapusan.

Sisimulan ko. I’ll start it over Ngunit tapos na nga pala. But it is over Wala pa kami sa gitna We haven’t come close to the center Akala ko hanggang dulo na I thought this would last till the end Siguro ganun lang talaga Maybe that’s how it is Gigising ka isang araw You will wake up one day Bigla nalang magbabago Suddenly it will all change Bigla na lang mawawala Suddenly it will all be gone Sabi mo, ako na You said that I am the one Pero akala ko lang pala But It is only me But my thoughts are wrong Lahat ng naiisip ko mali Madami kang sinabi You said so many things Pero alam mo ba But you know Tinanggap ko na lang I just accepted it Bakit? Why?

It was a dark night When we chose to stop first Park on a laneway Surrounded by empty cars But ours is open But we still kept silent

It was the stillness It was the abrupt eye contact It was the hands that hold me tight Saying "I'm here." It was your breath Against my neck It was the way you caress the back of my head Amidst the darkness

Your hands instantly intertwined mine Your kiss makes my hands cold for the first time I felt that you trembled I saw it in your eyes You have something to mumble Your skin turned to white But I am not sure how to fight

Back again  For both of our hearts