I deserve more and better than this!
I deserve more and better than this , yes I got huge insecurities and self doubt which are super loud right now louder than normal
But I know regardless of what and how I’m feeling that I deserve better and more than this
More than the role you want me to play in your life
I deserve better and more than the relationship /type of relationship you want with me
I’m no FWB no , f*** buddy I deserve to be so much more than that
I once gave you my whole heart and loved you with it even when I know it won’t last and know exactly how it all would end
Maybe it some sort of joke
What you said when I ask if we was a thing
But it don’t seem like you was joking
Or how much you want us or what ever this is a secret
And when I said as long as it not for any wrong reasons
You must be joking to say “it is”
We have history ,we used to be friends
I used to be in love with you
I deserve more and better than this
I deserve someone that proud and more than happy to have me in their life and don’t care about if anyone know or not and actually want a real actual relationship with me.