uggggghhhhh
today has been a shitty combination of forgetting to take happy pills, having a terrible body image day, having a shite, ridiculously busy day at work, being taken advantage of, working out too hard and feeling nauseous, and just all round grossness.
All exacerbated by overtiredness and life crankiness and financial stress.
I would just really like to be out of this cycle now please and thankyou.
I am really looking forward to the massage I’ve booked tomorrow. I’m gunna take myself out for a nice lunch. I’m gunna sit in the sun and enjoy it. I’m gunna hide in the old office and ignore rude emails.
And just maybe, I might get to do something strategic off my to do list instead of running around after everyone else’s fuckups. That would be very, very exciting.
